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| Man stands face to face with the irrational. He feels within him his longing for happiness and for reason. The absurd is born of this confrontation between the human need and the unreasonable silence of the world." Camus
"People with no morals often considered themselves more free, but mostly they lacked the ability to feel or love."
When did this become a Sisyphean task?
NOTE: I am on Fetlife also at TallGingerDom. If your new to this world it's a great resource, if your not, you are probably trying some scam. Don't even bother.
It?s been an interesting journey since I entered the community. The journey has included learning some new things and confirming what I already knew. I have loved and lost, had a lot of fun and made some good friends.
Outside of kink I am a very busy professional. I make things. Big things. I love hiking, mountain biking, book stores, concerts, food and wine of all sorts. Philosophy design and aesthetics.
My journey of kink began a long time ago. I am not sure if that set the trajectory or if it just exposed it. I have always been kinky. I don't know how to be vanilla.
I am a tall red head, kind of big broad shouldered. Most often described as a Highlander. Made to chase my neighbors and food across the moors. I've a stoic exterior, hard and unflinching with a soft kindness residing within. A gentle giant. Most of the time.
I?m a bundle of contradictions, the Apollonian and Dionysian. Guttural animalistic, hedonistic sex and debauchery accompanied by the learned, rational and self-disciplined.
I'm a bit of an oddball. An a-typical dominant. Not terribly aggressive. A sadist that is nice caring and nurturing. A nice sadist if you will indulge. While I love to inflict pain, extract discipline, bind control and punish and humiliate. I also have a deep desire to guide, nurture and protect. Non misogynistic desiring a deep connection of respect and admiration. In short an equal. I?m not sure if this excludes me from everyone?s wish list but it?s me. I hope to never be known as an asshole, a liar or cheat. I am upfront with what I desires and I expect the same. I?d prefer to be known as a gentleman.
I invite those into my life that bare the scars of battles won and lost. That?s where the self-awareness intelligence and character is developed.
I like submissive women with dominant personalities. Opinionated strong and intelligent women with character and will. Teach me something and you will capture my mind, and my heart follows. To have strong woman submit is magical. Having a woman full of power, self-awareness and intelligence kneel before me, a give herself to me is meaningful. It?s an act of compassion, frailty and vulnerability. I bear the responsibility gladly. I seem to have a singular knack of finding limits quickly instinctively and leaning on them. I like D/s but find most of it banal meaningless and forced. The struggle for power excites me. I gladly strip power and hold it as a precious gift. If there is nothing to take, no power or substance how can it be given. Giving it back and taking it again.
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