Collarspace.com

Hello all,

I don't exactly know how to start off with this profile, but I'll make an effort to explain a bit about myself and what I'm seeking. I've been wondering what it was exactly I've been wanting out of my life for quite sometime now, I've just moved out of my parents place and am trying living alone and being in full control of my own life.

It's not going very well.

Needless it to say I'm not very adept at making the best choices and it's finally begun to take its toll on me. This isn't to say that I miss an authority figure, I've never really had one. I used to to be interested in BDSM for the sexual aspects but never really got into it (I haven't even met anyone in the life yet) but now I'm starting to see that it might just be the life I'm seeking. This isn't to say I need someone so much to tell me how to live my life, but if I were to find that ideal woman, she'd have my respect and I'd put real stock in her opinion.

I refer to myself as switch as I'm interested in exploring all aspects of the BDSM lifestyle, and would hope to find someone equally willing to either explore or teach both sides of the fence. Though I know the likelihood of even getting looked at by a female, much less have her respond to a message of mine is slim to nil. Just too many fakes/"bi" girls looking for women, or genuine women with flooded mail boxes. I don't hold out much hope to find what I'm looking for.

Also: I do have a photo but don't like leaving face pictures on personal sites (
Have an interest in politics.), but would be happy to send in a message.
3/14/2008 11:06:14 PM
This site still manages to make me laugh. Yeah yeah, typical complaining about CollarMe post, but whatever, it's my journal and I'm probably just talking to myself anyway.

I just completely fail to see why people even bother having profiles if they're taken. Why so many women think they're being "dominant" or "strong" when they write their profiles, but they're really just being a bit of a bitch. Or, my own personal favorite, why so many walking hard-ons even bother with this site. You're CP'ed messages aren't impressing anyone, they're obvious, and I'm not interested. Neither are any actual women who read them.

I've also pretty much entirely given up on sending messages. After reading about 15+ profiles from women admitting they had inboxes with more messages than I've probably ever recieved on any messenger site, I've decided to just continue my silent admiration (No. I don't use the admire feature.) of a select few individuals. It's sad in a way, to see a few that you think you may actually be able to connect with, only to know you'd just be a needle in a haystack. Oh well.
Monadomme
 
 Age: 19
 Laurel, Mississippi