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| Hi everyone, I'm Tae, a MtF transgender woman.
About Me:
I have been on hormones for a little over a year, but am currently unable to afford to continue and am not happy about it. I have a lot to do to transition since I came to my realization so late. I need to get back on hormones, have a bunch of electrolysis, hair transplants or intensive regrowth therapy, facial feminization surgery, body sculpting, and sex reassignment surgery (if that's not in the cards, then orchiectomy). I am a bit of a geek and nerd. I love fantasy and Sci-Fi movies and books, I'm a gamer (video, board, and PnP), and I love everything science and technology, leaning towards the theoretical. I love the outdoors, hanging out around town, and staying in. If the experience is shared, that makes it worthwhile whatever it is. I have a broad range of interests but I haven't delved deep into many of them. I'm curious and a puzzle solver by nature, so I will find you interesting as long as you have some interests outside of sports (I like baseball, football, and some hockey). I'm a casual fan of the STL Cardinals, KC Royals, < style="text-decoration: line-through;">STL Rams, KC Chiefs, and STL Blues. As a kid I was a fan of the CHI Bulls, but I don't really get into basketball anymore. I had a stroke in early 2020 and am on the edge between able and disabled, but with effort and training it shouldn't impact my servitude. I receive Medicaid at present and am fighting for disability.
My Kinks and Limits:
Hard limits: Illegal stuff, scat, snuff, gore, vomit
Soft limits: (I can probably and might even like doing these eventually) Extreme pain (need to find my pain tolerance), watersports (just give me a little time), cutting and blood (this is a hard sell), major body mods (E breasts, Kardashian ass, bimbo lips, extreme piercing, etc.), permanent sexualized and ownership marks (tattoos and branding, regular tattoos are not a limit), and being pushed beyond my limits and moral boundaries (huge if, gotta be at the pinnacle of love, trust, and devotion)
Kinks: bondage (all kinds), pain (help me find my tolerance), leather and latex, orgasm control, tease and denial, forced orgasms, extreme feminization (take that how you want to), CNC, TPE, free use (owner and owner approved safe individuals), body writing, humiliation, degredation, and oral service (of any body parts) and being pushed past my oral limits
What I am looking for:
I am looking for a Dominant, Master/Mistress, or Owner, or the plural thereof. I want a long term or forever live in dynamic, hopefully 24/7 or close to it. I am looking for a loving and caring relationship, but with a firm and powerful dynamic. I want to feel safe and respected so that I can give my total submission without reservation. I expect to put your pleasure and desires first and take what pleasure you care to give, though your pleasure is my pleasure, your praise is my ambrosia, the opportunity to be of use my only goal. I would endeavor to always reflect well upon your status, reputation, dominance, and skill. I only ask that you look after my transition. If you live in one of the right states, I should be able to cover most of it with Medicaid, my current state, not so much. I want to be your perfect girl, so you would be able to direct any surgical changes that I undergo for my transition. And eventually I would be willing to undergo any other changes you want for me. I offer my everything for your service and I feel that I ask little in return, but feel free to put me in my place if I am wrong.
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Sorry for not updating sooner. I'm unattached and looking again.
If we have not yet come to an exclusive agreement, then I am likely having other conversations that I must consider before making definite plans or arrangements. |
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So, it's kinda ridiculous to try to update the simplest things, so I'm going to make a few notes here.
I don't have everything checked that I'm looking for, or open to.
If you are a human with a desire to dominate, or to have a sister sub/slave for your dominant, then I'm interested in hearing from you.
If you have a kink or taboo, chances are that I'm willing to try it. Some exclusions apply, but I might be convinced anyway, with a lot of effort and trust.
I apologize if it sounds like I have no standards, as that is not true, however I find it hard to put into words exactly what those are. It's much easier to chat and just know if it feels right or not.
I'm currently caretaking for my mother, so I would need time to make arrangements before relocating.
I'm still fighting for SSDI, so I have no means of my own. I'm not looking to leech or scam off of anyone, I'm serious about living the lifestyle with the right person(s). I just want to be upfront with my ability to go places or equip myself.
As of December of 2023, I will have been off of HRT for 2 years, which has been hard both physically and mentally. I went through a pretty rough patch while my mom was in the hospital for 2 months, and I put some weight back on. I want to get to under 180 lbs at minimum, so I have 90-100 lbs to lose to get there. Once I'm there, hopefully I can still lose some more weight and get a more dainty figure. And yes, I plan to get back on HRT and continue transitioning, it's just really difficult right now. Doesn't help that my PCP has been questioning my transgender identity due to me not finding some way to get back on HRT without an income, even though Medicaid here keeps getting more restrictive about covering anything that might be considered trans care. |
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