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Pan Transgender Submissive, 62,  Seattle, Washington
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I am seeking intelligent conversation. I am happy to talk with dominants, male or female or Trans girls. Also fellow sissy or female submissives. I enjoy strict creative but sane/realistic dominants.












 Submissive Transgender



 6' 0"

 208 lbs






Actively Seeking:

Dominant Female


 Lives For:

 Cane / Crop Discipline



 Erotic Hypnosis

 Mental Bondage

 Rubber Fetish


 Coffee Shops

 Fine Dining






 Anal Play


 Body Worship

 Breast Play



 Electrical Play


 Eye Contact Restrictions

 Genital Punishment

 Domestic Service

 Foot Worship

 Hair Pulling

 Housework Service



 Obedience Training

 Orgasm Control

 Orgasm Denial

 Sensation Play

 Clothing Selection

 Maid / Butler Service

 Oral Service

 Pantyhose Fetish

 Pubic Hair Shaved

 Public Play


 Speech Restrictions





 Female Supremacy

 Lifestyle BDSM


 Working Out


 Amusement Parks

 Art Galleries

 Garage Sales






 Scuba Diving



 Corner Time





 Time Management



 Curious About:

 Renaissance Faires



 Ultimate Frisbee


 Chastity Piercing


 Fire Play

 Gas Masks



 Plastic Wrap Bondage

 Sensory Deprivation


 Suspension Bondage

 Theatrical Scenes

 Vacuum Stimulation


 Wax Play

 1950s Lifestyle


 Victorian Lifestyle







 Going to the Opera


 Anal Worship


 The Silent Treatment

 Hard Limits:





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Journal Entries:
8/15/2022 9:31:31 AM

This morning 204.8 lbs.

My goal for the week is to be below 205 lbs every morning this entire week.

Then Below 203 every day next week.

I will remold my body, I will be the woman that I am meant to be.


8/13/2022 12:02:11 PM

Still at 205 but should be down aorund 203 by the end of August.

Lose weight, reshape, look more feminine.



8/6/2022 6:30:14 PM

In addition to restricting my diet, I am increasing my exercise routine. Every morning I am walking to get the body moving. Then I do a 10 to 20 minutes workout. I get in some aerobics, strength training and a lot of core stuff including hula hooping. 

8/1/2022 2:59:33 PM

No one has to turn me into her. I am her already.


7/31/2022 2:37:53 PM

I saw 203.4 lbs on the scale two days ago during my morning weight check.

I am fluctuating between 203 to 208 at the high end. 

So definiitely always below 210 and trending down.

It is the downward trend that is important, not the exact weight at any given time.

7/25/2022 10:57:04 AM

When I finally do my next set of photos, I will be the slimmest and most feminine that I have ever been.


I will pose in new dresses, skirts and look forward to doing some corset shots and of course in heels.


Requests are encouraged

7/25/2022 9:48:55 AM


This morning I was 205.0


Now the goal this week is to never go over that on my morning weight check.

Of course as I go thorugh the day, I consume coffee, small amounts of food etc, so I will fluctuate.

But I want to keep 205 as the maximum I am during my morning weight check.

It would be fun to have a dominant to inspect me.


Weight loss and getting in shape is always a good thing.
When I get slimmer, I can wear more skirts and dresses and look more feminine. However, it also brings out the masculine , confident side of me. In short, it is a healthy thing physically and psychologically.

7/24/2022 9:43:20 AM

For a while I was alternating between 208 to 211 lbs 

Now I am between 205 and 207 so I have definitely moved down.

For those who think that 2 lbs/month isn't enough.

That is 24 lbs a year. My goal is 195 by the end of the year. 

I have 5 months until January 1st. 

That is 10 lbs and as I am close to 205 now should be achievable and healthy. 



7/13/2022 9:14:04 AM

This moring I saw 205.4 pounds on the scale.

I am still in the 205 to 210  weight box.


When I get down to the point where I am fluctuating between 200 and 205 (max( then I will have moved down significantly. 


7/10/2022 12:59:24 PM

Goals for this week.


1) Lose a another 1/2 to 1 lb. 1/2 lb doesn't sound like much but that is 2 lb/month, 24 lb/year. 

If I can do better fine, but that is a realistic goal. At that rate in 1 year I wouild be at 183 lbs. That would be very light for me at this stage of my life. I look pretty good at 195, very good at 190. I will do the best I can. Feel free to write and encourage me. 


2) Time to repaint my nails and do another photo shoot.


7/9/2022 7:58:13 AM

Weight loss porgress = progress towards a more feminine body and getting back into the clothes that I enjoy wearing. 

Pretty dressees and skirts.


I am now at 207 and headed toward 205 as quickly as possible.



6/22/2022 8:28:32 AM

This morning I am 207.6 ... I will continue to push. I will make it to 205 by the end of the month.

I will make it to 195 by the end of July and 185 to 190 by the end of the year.

I am a sissy, I am a girl, I will look pretty and sexy. 

I have dresses to get into and I will wear them.

Who will lift up my skirt?

6/19/2022 7:00:17 PM

Finally down slightly below 210... 209.5 or so.

Lookin forward to losing more this week. Feeling good.

6/14/2022 10:25:20 AM

Feeling awful (physicallY) COVID? Not COVID? 


6/10/2022 3:17:17 PM

I was encourage, no ordered to get rid of the remaining 3 pairs of my male underwear.

I thought about cutting them up to symbolically emasculate myself.

I ended up putting my foot into the leg and ripping them apart. 

It was very satisfying doing it that way. Voluntarily and viscerally eliminating another part of my "manhood'

5/24/2022 9:09:23 AM

I am working extremely hard on my body. If I am to be a girl, I want to be as shapely and sexy as possible.

I love love love to dress sexy. High heels, corsets, latex, satin, frilly panties.


5/21/2022 11:30:04 AM

Feeling especially girly today. 

I really never feel male. When I masturbate, I always dream of being dominated by a male which is strange as I am not attracted to men. I never see a man on the street and want to fuck him or be fucked by him. It is only in my imagination. I do see women and am attracted to them but mostly want to be them.

4/16/2022 1:05:22 PM

I am not religious but Easter, Spring, The Equinox is about renewal and rebirth. 

I will slip into my most springlike dress , shoes and even do makeup for this years renewal.

Photos will be made available here.



4/11/2022 12:42:39 PM

My female clothes far outnumber the ones that I still use to present as a "male",

I was told by a dominant that I should have listened to that I would be happier and healthier as a female.

He was correct.

4/8/2022 9:54:06 AM

Glad spring is here and my workout routine will change. I want to be sexy slim and feminine.

3/28/2022 2:42:35 PM

I ordered 3 new tight fitting turtleneck tops from Amazon. THey are long line so should look good with jeans. I will start wearing them whether I am in male or female mode.


Jadeblue, black and a berry color.


I can't wait to wear them.




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