I'm seeking a like-minded Gentleman to share a disastrous, highly intense, 3-9 month relationship with, ending in acrimony, emotional chaos, and possibly even legal proceedings.

I consider myself young enough in my out look to think that it really doesn't matter how old i am. Im 5' 4.5" in height and a dress size 12-14 (I shop for clothes where they make them roomier but label them smaller ;-) ). I am considered as being pretty, even attractive if you have had a drink or two. I am career minded, have a good relationship with my friends and family, and have amazing taste in boots. 

I am looking for an attractive male who will at first give me obsessive love, praise and devotion - but whose paranoia, self-loathing and fear of rejection and abandonment will eventually lead him to alternately push me away and pull me closer in a love/hate cycle that will lead to infidelity, consensual sexual violence, and the eventual emotional breakdown of one or other party - or if we're lucky - both!

 You should be: 
 * between 30 to 40 years old;
* at least 6' tall;
* height/weight proportional;
* have a history of short, intense, drama-driven relationships;
* always willing to freely discuss your ex partners; 
* have undergone negative psychiatric evaulations in the past.
* be willing to threaten self-harm as a weapon to control your partner and make them stay with and care for you for as long as possible. 


Although not completely necessary, I would prefer men who are married or who are already in an unstable relationship and who drink to forget; abusing drugs is also highly desirable, as is being impotent, zero sex drive or a real fear of intimacy.

If you think you meet these requirements (and wow, I'm getting excited just by writing them down!), please don't hesitate to get back to me as soon as possible.

 In the meantime, thank you for reading, and do take care.