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	I'm half of a couple, and not looking for anything beyond someone to tie me up and beat me on occasion (no sex, just really rough play.) Your pic gets mine. And only after talking for more then a few sentences to see if we really click and so I know that you're real. I have a very complicated life outside of this. I've got a lot of dark fantasies, darker then most I've found. It never hurts to ask. Warning: Trans woman. Treat me like any less then any other woman and the conversation is over. Borderline Personality Disorder and PTSD. Smoke pot. No drinking or drugs other then what's prescribed to me. I'm not going to submit to you outside of play. I have a wife. She knows I'm on here, and would require meeting you first before anything was even a possibility. Pretentious and require intelligence. Very high limits but panic attacks and triggers (though I haven't had an attack during subspace, it's a way of taking control of some of my past and I find it empowering.)

12/21/2013 7:19:10 PM

Yay for yet another shitty birthday.

12/8/2013 12:48:35 PM

I'm missing something.

There's an ache. A constant pain that reminds me I'm unowned. It's starting to get sad, really - my partner is super supportive but doesn't - can't - give that. She's submissive and no matter how much she strives to please me, no matter how much she cares she can't give me the feeling of being owned and it's driving me insane.

Probably shouldn't be posting this here, but I don't really have a lot of places to post this that make sense and fewer where I won't feel like a dick who's just actively making her partner feel worse. Does anyone else understand this? Does anyone else want me as much as I need them?

12/8/2013 12:47:49 PM