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DO NOT CALL ME GODDESS
I suggest you find and read my journal entry "Your Role" before messaging me.

I am kinky, so very very kinky. To the core of my existence kinky. I enjoy a good spanking and being bound. I want to be gagged with your cock in my throat till my eyes water and I can’t breath. I love the feel of your teeth on my flesh and your hand prints welting up. I want you to bend me over and fuck me forcefully while spouting nasty dirty things in my ear. My strap on desires to be deep inside you, hearing you scream my name and beg for more. I desire to leave my marks on you, to see the pleading in your eyes as you want me stop yet want more of me too.

Ultimately behind all of that, I am a lady.

I still should be treated with respect and kindness.

Am I slut that loves Sex?? YES. I love cock, if there were a group called “Cocks anonymous” I would be a chapter president. I desire hard throbbing cock all the time. I want it in my mouth, in my ass, in my warm wet cunt and even between my tits. I want to feel your cock run over my smooth soft skin as it gets harder.

I love to have my Pussy licked, my clit sucked and nibbled on. I love being fingered deep and hard till I flow and burst from a gspot orgasm and soak you with my juices. I like to kiss and nibble while I run my hands, tongue and lips all over your body. I like to walk in a room and without a word have our bodies intertwined in hot, violent sex.

But still, I am a lady.

These activities should never be expected because I am a kinky girl. It should never be assumed that because we are like minded and I enjoy such activities that it is a guarantee or certainty for you. I still call the shots. My life does not revolve around kink, but kink is a part of my daily life and thought process. If I deem you worthy of my cunt you shall have it, then and only then.

Moral of the story ….. Treat me like a lady and I will Fuck you like a Whore.


If you are still reading a few things you should know ....


  • I am Dominant.
  • I occasionally bottom to a special person with the right chemistry.
  • I do not want to be your masturbation material.
  • I am open to friendship no matter the distance.
  • I am only looking for REAL time experiences, not skype, yahoo or anything else.
  • I will NOT cam you
  • I do not want unsolicited cock pics.
  • I do not want to hook up because you are passing through.
  • I own and operate a BDSM dungeon .... I live this lifestyle.
  • Do not try to fool me with lies.
  • I am educated.
  • I am nerdy .... talk nerdy to me.
  • Turning my brain on is hot.
  • Use your adult words when you message me.


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8/24/2015 10:28:33 PM
I started a blog.... Check it out and subscribe. Mistresssynomin.theblogpress.com

2/13/2015 6:35:22 AM
My three least favorite things in messages, in no particular order. I'm very open minded. I'm very willing. I'm a good sub/slave and wish to serve you.

1/26/2015 7:58:25 PM

I am kinky, so very very kinky.  To the core of my existence kinky.  I enjoy a good spanking and being bound. I want to be  gagged with your cock in my throat till my eyes water and I can’t breath.  I love the feel of your teeth on my flesh and your hand prints welting up.  I want you to bend me over and fuck me forcefully while spouting nasty dirty things in my ear.  My strap on desires to be deep inside you, hearing you scream my name and beg for more.  I desire to leave my marks on you, to see the pleading in your eyes as you want me stop yet want more of me too.


Ultimately behind all of that, I am a lady.


I still should be treated with respect and kindness.


Am I slut that loves Sex?? YES.  I love cock, if there were a group called “Cocks anonymous” I would be a chapter president.  I desire hard throbbing cock all the time.  I want it in my mouth, in my ass, in my warm wet cunt and even between my tits.  I want to feel your cock run over my smooth soft skin as it gets harder.  


I love to have my Pussy licked, my clit sucked and nibbled on.  I love being fingered deep and hard till I flow and burst from a gspot orgasm and soak you with my juices.  I like to kiss and nibble while I run my hands, tongue and lips all over your body.  I like to walk in a room and without a word have our bodies intertwined in hot, violent sex.


But still, I am a lady.


These activities should never be expected because I am a kinky girl.  It should never be assumed that because we are like minded and I enjoy such activities that it is a guarantee or certainty for you.  I still call the shots.  My life does not revolve around kink, but kink is a part of my daily life and thought process.  If I deem you worthy of my cunt you shall have it, then and only then.


Moral of the story ….. Treat me like a lady and I will Fuck you like a Whore.




1/18/2015 8:26:42 PM

I'm going to hurt you, you will thank me for it.:

I will give you the pain you enjoy, and more. I will push you beyond what you desire to discover your true potential. You can do more than you think, you will take more than you ever imagined. I will guide you with my words and my touch to the dark place you wish to visit. I will smile while you cry, I will giggle when you beg. Your body will become marked with my desires, your flesh will bruise and welt. The pain from our time together will carry over into the days that follow. You will touch your marks and wince with me on your mind. You will beg for me to stop while eagerly taking more.

You will curl up at my feet absorbing the warmth of my touch as you recover. You will thank me with your eyes, your lips, your hands. You will curl into my arms and listen to my heartbeat while I run my hands over your body. You will moan with enjoyment while I kiss every mark left behind. You will fade in and out of your happy place following the sound of my voice. You will wish for more of me. You will long for our play and to be pushed further.

You will wait for the next time … next time to be mine.


10/1/2014 12:41:46 PM
Staying in Sac tonight. Wooop.

9/27/2014 10:03:53 PM
And I am in San Antonio!!!

9/5/2014 11:57:50 PM
We grow in all things we do, the more we do them the better we become at them.  Kink, is no different in this respect.  When I bottom with someone repeatedly, I learn what they like and how they act.  I learn what things I do will illicit a reaction I enjoy or one I do not want.  During the scene I get to endure and float off into myself and let go of, well, everything.  I don’t call the shots other than to let them know if something is wrong or needs to stop.  I get to enjoy myself.  When it is over I help clean up the play area then I get to lounge and nibble on good foods and be petted and waited on and checked on.  For the next few days I usually get messages asking how I am and making sure I am not dropping too badly.  I get drop and I get emotional … it is just part of my package.  I accept it and let it be known to my tops that in a couple days I am going to feel all weepy and needy.  

I knew that tops could get drop, that tops have needs as well, I just had no idea the emotional and physical toll that topping really has.  I guess maybe the tops I’ve played with have others to fulfill their needs as most are in relationships with other loving and caring kinky people.  Those that were not in a relationship have never really shared or expressed to me any specific needs they may have after play.  I know what I need as a bottom well, I am still learning what I need as a top.  I have topped for awhile now, again mostly casual though in the dungeon.  Lately I have been growing a lot in my kinky world.  I have been playing privately as a top and seeing the changes in myself and my kink has been impressive and extensive.  The best part of topping is knowing from personal experience how important all the stages are for the bottom to have a good experience.  


The warm up.  I can endure so much more with a good warm up.  Those light hits and sensual rubs making me relax and drift.  Their body pressing up against mine, warm hands floating all over my skin, lips on my neck, and bits on my shoulders.  This stage sets the tone for me, as a bottom and I am finding that it does so as a top as well.  Seeing my subject fall into space, relaxing, opening up and presenting themselves to me more.  Legs wider, hips thrusted further back and moans of enjoyment.  These same things that as a bottom mean I am ready for more painful things indicate for me as a top I can start letting the sadist out a little bit.  


The meat of it.  The harder hits are so much easier to take when the warm up has been delicious.  The endorphins are starting to flow the body is feeling good and the skin is warming up.  The rougher play can be exhausting as a top.  Now I better understand why there are periods of cool down and sensual touch between the bite pieces.  It isn’t just about giving the bottom a break and letting them float off again, it is also about the top needing to breath and regain energy. What better way to do that then to get all warm and cuddly with your sexy bottom.  


The cool down.  Breaking out of hard play as a bottom for me is delicate.  I like to come down softly not just have it end.  I like to feel my top against me, arms around me, hear their heartbeat … feel their erection if it is a male top and know I have pleased them.  I like to hear them tell me “good girl” just as much as I love telling my subject “good boy” or “good girl”.  They are not only sweet words to hear but absolutely sweet words to say.  I like to be petted and therefore I do a lot of petting in the cool down. Taking my time to untie the rope or take off the restraints, softly kissing the red swollen and bruising parts of the skin.  For me, the cool down is the prelude to aftercare.


Aftercare.  I can be needy, depending on how hard the play was as a bottom.  I need cuddles and snacks and water, always water.  To just lay with my top and feel their warmth is comforting and lets me know I have done well.  This makes me extra attentive as a top.  Making sure my subject has the right drink or snacks if they require them.  Making sure they are getting enough attention, reassurance and cuddles after.  I follow up the next morning, especially if I am not staying over with them.  Telling them good morning and letting them know I am just a click away if they need me.  I check on them throughout the next couple of days making sure they know if drop should hit and they need me for anything ...a piece of chocolate, a hug to warm cuddles, I will make myself available as best I can.  


I have realized that the work the tops put in is much more than I ever imagined and I want to say THANK YOU.  Thank you for giving me such good experiences as a bottom that it has made me become such a good top.  THANK YOU for showing me this kinky life is about give and take from both roles…. you guys and gals are amazing and I love you.


8/16/2014 8:43:14 PM
Ever so horny you just want to rip your own skin off??  It has been one of those days ... no weeks ... no months!! 

8/13/2014 11:25:17 PM
I swear the next message stating they need discreet or asking if I am discreet is going to make my head explode.  Not like we have giant flags waving around announcing what we are and what we do.  Not like i am going to take you to the store with a collar and leash .... HELLO.  Discreet is part of the life .... pushing the limits of society acceptability at times, but come on.... get over yourselves.  Your need to be private is no greater than mine.

8/12/2014 3:11:07 PM
I managed to totally fuck that up.

8/10/2014 6:40:37 PM
Idiots need not apply. 

8/7/2014 11:12:50 PM
Winning message of the week goes to:

"Are you looking for a husband?"

8/5/2014 9:42:05 PM
You are everything I never knew I needed.

8/2/2014 1:01:39 AM
Problem with electronic communication ..... sense of humor can easily be missed.  :/

7/28/2014 5:03:12 PM
Hmmmm.  Change of role is also leading to a larger "Blocked" list.  Calling yourself a Dom doesn't mean you can be a disrespectful asshole right out the gate.  That is NOT hot.  Grow the fuck up and learn how to respect a woman and she will fall at your feet.  I don't kneel before just anyone, so check your attitude before messaging me. 

7/25/2014 8:50:38 PM
I need to move about 150-200 miles south!!  Northern California is low on the kinky people.  I have only 5 choices within 50 miles and 7 within 100 miles.  

7/22/2014 7:13:08 PM
YOUR ROLE: you can fall into more than one category.

I personally am a switch that identifies primarily with the Domme aspects.  Submission appeals to me by situation.  I do however gain satisfaction equally as a Sadist and a masochist.  While I do not desire the emotional parts of being submissive, I do enjoy the physical aspects.  

Collarspace has little selection to help you define your role in the BDSM world.  Here is a breakdown of the most common roles.  When you message me, please clearly state what your role is exactly.

Dom:Male - takes an active and controlling role in a D/s relationship.
Domme/Mistress/Domina:
Female - takes an active and controlling role in a D/s relationship.
Dominatrix: Professional/Paid by the session.

Top: Male or Female - takes an active and controlling role in the context of a negotiated scene or play session. 
Service Top: Male or Female - performs the wishes and desires within the BDSM aspect of the bottom, but does not dominate them.  The bottom partners have more control over the scene.
Sadist:
gains pleasure from seeing others undergo pain or discomfort in either mental/physical or both aspects.
Master: Owns a slave and has all the roles of a Dom/Domme as well as control of the every day aspects of the slaves life.
Daddy/Mommy: is a slight variation from a traditional dominant in a dominant/submissive relationship in that they must consider their subs inner child dynamic.

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submissive: inclined or willing to submit to orders or wishes of others or showing such inclination.
bottom: takes the passive, receiving role within the context of a negotiated scene or play session.
slave: an all encompassing type of submission.  Usually defined in a non-legally binding contract. It is for a specified amount of time and usually encompasses every aspect of your life for that duration. When a contract comes to end, the slave is usually released unless a new contract is negotiated.
baby girl/boy or 'lil: in addition to traditional submissive needs, 'lil's require their Daddy/Mommy to help with their emotional and social needs as well.
masochist: derives pleasure from pain, humiliation or discomfort.

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Switch: enjoys taking on both roles of Dom/sub but may prefer one role over another.
Kinkster: one who enjoys kinky sex and specific aspects of BDSM but is not a Dom/top or sub/bottom.

Fetishist: someone who requires a certain object or body part to enjoy full sexual arousal or satisfaction.



7/20/2014 11:09:18 PM
Don't waste my Fucking time, or yours. 

7/14/2014 12:03:56 PM
It's my BIRTHDAY ... wish someone was here to GIVE ME spankings!!

7/12/2014 4:44:42 PM
Another one bites the dust.  

What a shame. 

7/11/2014 5:37:08 PM
Obedience:
-n
1. the condition or quality of being obedient.
2. the act or instance of obeying; dutiful or submissive behavior.
3. the authority vested in a church or similar body. 

Synonyms:

submission, subservience, deference 


If you want to be my Submissive … expect to have tasks.  Refusal to do those tasks without even putting in effort will resort in a punishment.  You need to remember that you are in control of that punishment … by completing the task, especially an easy one, you avoid the punishment you already know would be coming if you fail to comply with the request.  

It isn't mean … it is called training.  

Don't be mad at me that you failed to do something.  Do it and enjoy the rewards.  Don't do it and take the punishment like a big boy/girl and know that you only have yourself to blame.  

If this concept is to hard for you to understand, then stop calling yourself a submissive.  


7/1/2014 8:45:02 PM
Give Yourself

You
Question yourself and your abilities to give
Wonder if you are ready
Are afraid of what it means
Wish you weren’t so unsure


Give yourself to me

I
Will guide you naked through your fears
Take your hand when you are afraid
Love you tenderly when you need it most
Mark your body when you desire


Give yourself to me


We

Can grow together in life, lust and love
Make each other stronger
Push through limits and learn
Find balance in the Chaos


Give yourself to me


5/20/2013 11:16:34 PM

If you wish to "Chat" with me, you must ask permission.  If you can't introduce yourself with respect and well written sentences, you are not getting my time.


5/20/2013 11:03:55 PM

I desire and crave more play ............  need some sweet flesh to mark up.


5/19/2013 6:05:59 PM
Mmmm ... Such a sweet boy to play with, yes, he was. Every time he unwillingly leaned back brought a smile to my face as I added more weight to the clover clamp. His precious tears, yet he took more. The joy in his eyes when I finally let him suck my cock .... Unforgettable.

5/13/2013 9:10:18 PM

Something so hot about fucking a guy in the ass.  I may have a new addiction.u


5/7/2013 4:57:50 PM

My Kinky Bucket List 


This is subject to change as things get marked off and as I add new desires.

Two Categories are mixed together.
R - I want to recieve
G - I want to do to another

Knife Play (Had a small taste and now I want more) R

Needle corsets on legs 

Needles (Learning to give) G

Cupping RG 

Fireplay R

Co-Topping a sweet victim G

Suspension R G

Rope (Have yet to be tied outside of a Rope class) R

Rope (Would like to have someone to practice on) G

Electricity as a Top G

Threesome MMF

Threesome FFF

Pegging G

Queening G

Needle Zipper R G

Zippers G

CBT G

Having my cock sucked R

Sucking NoPineapples Cock G

Having a sissy boi of my own R

Fucking in the Club (Penis or strapon in my Vagina) R

Fucking someone else in the Club (My strapon in a Ass or Vagina) G

Mummification G

Fingerpaint a bottom G

Be Fingerpainted by Fionna R

Puppy play G

Kitten play R

Outdoor bondage R G

Water bondage R G

Mud Wrestling R G

Take down and Capture R

Tickle Torture R G

Predicament bondage R

Double Penetration R

Fisting R G

Being Rubber Banded



5/5/2013 8:15:33 PM

After last night, I need to be fucked.......  Meow.


5/3/2013 10:14:53 PM

Tomorrow I shall get beaten senseless by two beautiful women ......... what more does a girl need.


5/2/2013 5:25:43 PM

I really want a hard cock tonight. I want to cover it with rubber-bands and snap them to the beat of the music.


4/30/2013 7:14:33 PM

Fear you can see it in his widened eyes, his large black pupils.  Fear you can smell it in the  the sweat beading on his brow.  Fear you can taste it on his flesh with every bite, kiss, lick.  Fear you can feel it is his racing heartbeat. 

Fear ...... I like fear .... I need fear ...... I crave fear.   

Do you have it in you to be my scared little boy??


4/27/2013 12:01:49 AM

People really should READ profiles before sending messages ..... that is what they are there for.  Idiots.


4/17/2013 11:26:34 PM

I hate it when you find someone you kind of like and everything just goes to shit...... sometimes I wonder if I should just go back to Vanilla ...... but then what would I do with all my toys!!!


4/16/2013 12:07:38 AM

So many claim they want to submit.   The fantasy of submission is hot, it gets the motor revving, it makes cunts drip and dicks ooze delicious goodness.   I don't want fantasy, I want reality.  I want someone who is going to put their panties where their mouth is.  I am not looking to be your online mistress, I am not looking to just play with you or fuck you.  I want a true connection, a true submissive.   

 

If you are not serious about BDSM relationships or lifestyle ....... please do not message me.  Do not ask me to cyber you or skype you or give you a chance from hundreds and thousands of miles away.  If you live in Northern California and and are actually SERIOUS about this lifestyle, message me something interesting.  


4/15/2013 11:05:11 PM
Really tired of flaky, indecisive, little boys. Are there any real men that will sit at my feet.

4/12/2013 9:26:30 PM

I need his sweet skin under my care ...... I need to leave my mark.  Mmmm


4/11/2013 9:43:53 PM

For You... 

I wish to see you quiver.... Is it excitement or fear ....

I wish to kiss your lips... Offering a sweet taste of me.

I wish to see you tighten... Is it voluntary or subconscious ....

I wish to stroke your hair... Comforting you in my arms.

I wish to hear you scream... Is it from joy or horror....

I wish to feel your skin beneath me... Sweaty and bruised.

I wish to taste your tears... Is it relief or remorse....

I wish to whisper in your ear... Such a sweet good boy.

I wish for you to beg... Is it for more or less....

I wish to meet you in the middle... For your desires and mine.


4/11/2013 9:12:49 PM

Changes ......

My desire to submit has waned.  It is still there, just under the surface waiting for the right man to walk across my path.  I won’t try to deny that it exists, that it will one day surface and catch me off guard.  Right now, however, I just don’t see it happening.  The urge and need to bottom is an entirely different story.  I do need to give control of my body to another on occasion, possibly more often than I am able.   

I am a sadomasochist.  I love to hurt and be hurt.  While serving is reserved to the ones I deem worthy, giving my body over to another for a short period of time is exhilarating. I like the intense sessions, the ones that leave me weak kneed and breathless.  I want to feel the reminders of my session for days to come afterwards, and see the bruises and bite-marks for even longer.  Bottoming provides me with an emotional release I can’t get otherwise.  I can cry when I need too, sure.... but to really let go emotionally, I need that painful drive to push me there.  


4/10/2013 1:24:43 PM
I could really use a foot rub today.

4/8/2013 10:10:58 PM

Vanilla no more ....

It has been a long time since I had “Vanilla” sex.  I was celibate over two years until last summer.  Prior to that, I had sex twice during a 4 month relationship and was again celibate for nearly three years before that.  Why was I sex free for so long? Sex was so awfully boring for me. I didn’t really know much about kinky living, I just knew I desired things that were not happening. I was not sure how to even ask for what I wanted, let alone how to find someone into it.  

Last summer I was in a program learning to deal with trauma, stress, life in general.  During this program they told us to find something we desired, something we thought we would never do.  I chose kink.  I googled, found and in turn found my community.  

I have had sex more times in the past 9 months than I have had in the past eleven years.  I have embraced what I like, what I desire and I am much happier because of it.  I have embraced my inner slut... mind you I am an ethical and picky slut but a slut nonetheless.  I have not veiled my intentions or made someone think it meant mean more than it does, I have never made someone feel they are my only interest ... right now I have several.

My views on sex have changed, it doesn’t have to be for love, it doesn’t have to be for commitment.  Those two things make it a more powerful and meaning connection, but I have found I can not only enjoy sex without those things ..... I can fucking love it.  This weekend I had a taste of the old Vanilla .....  someone who thought I was only bluffing when I told him I am not like girls he is used to.  I told him I like it rough and dirty and the more of those two things the better ......  he called my bluff and was unpleasantly surprised.  Or was he????  ......  

He was not going to allow me to do anything to his body ... not even bite him (pussy).  After much coaxing I did get him to bite me, not nearly hard enough but enough that today I have some faint bruises on my shoulders, collarbone and MMMM inner thighs.  I got him to fuck me hard and pull my hair enough that my scalp is still tender.  I finally got a good fuck in the ass like I have been wanting.  I have fingerprint bruises on my shoulder blades from being held down.  

For the second time I squirted..... and his reaction was amazing.  He was fingering me, HARD and I could feel it building as he was slamming his fingers into my cervix and sucking my clit........ I started to get all liquidy.  He stopped for a moment and looked at me all big eyes “What is happening???”  I said “You are leading me up to squirting” ..... silence .... audible gulp ..... “How do I make that happen??”  I instructed him to continue fingering me rough, rub my clit with his thumb instead of his tongue and hold me down with his other hand on my throat .... not to closing off my airway but just gripping me enough that I can’t easily lift up.  

Heavy petting, lots of kissing then back to the heavy fingering and licking...... as I started to get back to that flowing place he shift from tongue to thumb and simultaneously wrapped his hand around my throat applying just enough pressure ..... and seconds later explosion of wetness.  He was so delighted with both himself and me.  

The next morning my room looked like it rained condoms.  Unopened condoms, opened packages, used condoms ... different colors, textures, lubrications ...... I have a buffet of protection.  This man who thought I would beg him to give me his cock (his words) was now begging me for another round.  

I was not a fan of all the coaxing I had to do, the leading I had to give ... the reassurance that I was not going to call the cops after he slapped me across the face.  While I had fun with the deer in headlights looks and frequent “You scare me”,  I don’t think I want to swim in the Vanilla pool ever again.  


4/5/2013 11:03:19 PM

Am I not pretty enough? Am I not stern enough? Do I have to high of expectations? Am I too old, too young? ....Truth is, the answer to those questions vary based on the person answering them.  

Bottom line, I am what I am.. and maybe it is too much for some to take and maybe it is not enough.  No matter, I find this site to be full of "Obedient Submissive men who just want to please their Domme and bask in her control"  However, when it comes down to the point of taking Fantasy to Reality they all run away. 

Do me and yourself a favor .... figure it out before you start talking with me.   Don't bother me with your indecisiveness.  I am not looking for a game, I am not looking for a fling, I am looking for a real connection, a real submissive who wants to serve.

You have been hurt before..... so have I.  Don't use your past pains against me, it will get you no where fast.


4/5/2013 9:22:44 PM

Little Boys should stay in the sandbox....  Don't make plans with me then cancel last minute, or even more so don't have the balls to cancel.   Submission lesson 101 .... be punctual.   

The selection of Subs in Northern Cali is sad and full of wanna be men unable to fulfill the Reality of the role.  If you have no experience or no true desire to submit, do not contact me.  


4/5/2013 6:31:54 PM
Do. Not. Waste. My. Time.

4/4/2013 10:38:28 PM

I want to see him cry.  I want to feel his shoulders heave up and down as he lets go of his emotions.  I don't want him to cry just because of the pain, but because he is comfortable and reached that place where he can face his emotions head on and release them.. where he knows he doesn't have be the strong tough exterior of a man. 

I want to lick his tears and taste his fears, his emotions, taste his sweet salty release.  I want to kiss his cheeks dry and hold him in my arms after. I want to tell him what a good boy he has been.  I want to feed him chocolate from my own lips.  I want to reassure him he has made me happy in every way possible.... I want to dip my fingers into my dripping wet cunt and let him lick them clean.  I want the tenderness after play to be as intense as the session was itself.  

I want him to know that he can find all things in me.


4/3/2013 11:02:20 PM

I just want to cover my pet in clothespins.  I want to place them on his nipples and all around the areola. I want to put them down his sides, inside his thighs, on his balls, up his cock shaft and cover the tip.  I want to kiss him deeply while he is my little decoration of painful pinches.... I want to smack on his chest with my open palms and bite his shoulders.  Then I want to rip the pins off one at a time and kiss the marks they leave behind, working my way back over his body the same way I applied them....  Mmmm such a good boy.


4/2/2013 9:40:31 PM

I love the taste of flesh in my mouth.... the sensation of my teeth sinking into skin.  I love the whimpers which are a mix of pain and pleasure.  I love the moans which could be asking me to stop or asking me to bite just a bit harder.  I have a bit of an oral fixation.... I love to kiss my submissive, to taste their pretty little mouth.  I love to bite them, leaving a sweet ring of imprints from my teeth.  I love to lick them all over especially on the areas that are reddened from my hands, my toys, and my time with them.  

Yea, my mouth likes to be occupied with my pretty little play things.......  and my mouth needs to be occupied.  So for now the Vacancy sign goes on, kinda like Motel 6 ..... I will leave the light on for ya.


4/2/2013 12:35:58 PM
I really need to get my top on .... The high ... I miss it. I need it, crave it ..... Now, to find a willing subject.

4/1/2013 7:04:28 PM

Talk talk talk ...... I want to see some walk walk walk ....... then some begging from the knees ..... I want to hit you until you say Yellow!


3/31/2013 9:04:53 PM

I want to do such deliciously painful and sexual things to his beautiful body .....  if only it were closer to me tonight.


3/31/2013 9:05:54 AM
Not really sure what the point of logging in here is.... I get dozens of mails from guys that I would never play with ... Either way to old, or live way to far away. I have found someone I am interested in playing with, just not sure where that is heading just yet.

3/30/2013 2:06:10 PM
A simple heart felt apology can get you back into my good graces.

3/29/2013 11:31:52 AM

I certainly love a good sissy boy that follows commands .... Meow.


3/28/2013 6:15:32 PM

The lack of local kinky people is a little bit of a downer ......  


3/27/2013 9:47:46 PM

It saddens me that someones mind can so easily be poisoned with false words, and they can't even see past it.  


3/27/2013 3:21:24 PM

If you can't be honest ...... you can be dismissed.


3/26/2013 11:10:14 AM


Don't wanna break your heart..... I wanna give your heart a break ..I know you're scared it's wrong, Like you might make a mistake.... There's just one life to live.....And there's no time to waste..... So let me give your heart a break 


3/26/2013 1:20:17 AM
Why is honesty and trust so hard to obtain? Relationships don't happen in an instant, they build over time. It has taken me years to decide I want to try again, to love and be loved with some kink mixed in. The euphoria I get from topping a submissive is like no other, the high from power. A strong man in life kneeling at my feet just doesn't feel right without an emotional connection. Perhaps I waited to long to decide ..... Or perhaps I am sentenced to a life alone.... It has been five years, what's fifty more.

3/25/2013 3:29:19 PM
We all have baggage, bad past relationship experiences. I am not her. Do not punish me for another woman's transgressions against you. Trust me until I give you a reason not to. I can help you unpack and put that baggage away, but you need to consent to follow my direction, to go where I lead. I am about to give up on humanity.... It is all so disappointing when someone runs before they gave you a chance.

3/25/2013 7:51:22 AM
Submissive under consideration.

3/22/2013 6:13:16 PM

PLAY does not equate FUCKING


So tired of this mindset and the messages that are associated with it. No I do not want to Fuck you, No I do not want to let you spank me then Fuck me.

If I wanted to hook up with some random person from the interwebz I would go to alt.com and get myself a nice little Bitch Boy ….. and “Spank him until he cries Yellow”.

 

Then I would roll on a condom, FUCK him until I cum, roll the condom off and walk out the door never to be heard from or seen again. Leaving him with painful, unrelieved and swollen balls. I assure you, meeting some random person on the interwebz and fucking would be solely about MY pleasure, not yours.

 

Onto the other portion of this …....

 

If I do decide to play with you, make no mistake, for me it is about the PLAY. If I play with you it does not mean I want you inside me. Doesn't mean I don’t either. There is a time, a place (negotiations) and a trust that must be built first. Not saying it won’t happen, where I will meet someone and want to have them bend me over the spanking bench and Fuck me hard while smacking my ass. Do not assume this is you or that, now, in my subspace is the time to introduce it to the table.

 

My body is mine alone, I decide who gets to have sex with it. I am very particular in who gets to enjoy the whole of ME. I am a horny woman, I like, no LOVE sex. But for me it isn't about Fucking every person I meet. Mind you, I am certainly a Slut by selection. I may chose to FUCK several people in a short time span then chose NOT to fuck anyone for an extended period of time. Guess what …... it is my CHOICE not yours. Do not try to influence me one way or the other, do not try to encourage me to let you “rock my world”. My world has been rocked sugar, you are not going to impress me. 

 

Try sending a rational and competent message, if I like you, I may respond. If you make a spark, perhaps you will get to play with me.... if we have chemistry you may get to Fuck me ….. eventually.


Also just to be clear, I am more searching for a submissive than I am a Dominant.  My profile already states it is rare that I submit.  For the right person, I could melt at your feet .... but so far the number of Dominants that have impressed me enough to have me submit are very few and far between.


3/21/2013 2:01:37 AM

His Birthday Gift.....


When you walk in the room, I grab you close kissing on your lips long and hard. When I pull away I lift my hand giving you the gag "Put this on" I say firmly. You quickly put the gag in your mouth eager to know what is next. I stand in front of you one hand on my hip the other reaching for you. I touch my finger tip to your lips curled around the gag "you look so delicious" I say. I move closer to you, nuzzling your neck smelling you with deep inhalations. I let out a small growl and tell you "Undress, quickly".

 

You are such a Good Boy tonight, you move fast without hesitation. Once you are undressed I place my finger under you chin lifting it up, drool oozes out onto my finger tip.... I move around your body encircling you, I stop at your right ear still slightly behind you and whisper "This will hurt for a little while, but your pain will certainly be your gain." I point to the bed and without words you move into position.

 

I bind your writs together and tell you to place them above your head, I attach a tether to the hook from the ceiling and connect it to your wrists. I have you raise to your full extension from your knees and tighten the tether.. I place the the ankle cuffs on and move your knees wide apart making it a stretch for your arms above you..... one foot to the headboard, one foot to the foot-board. I place the waist belt on you and use rope to connect you to the ends of the bed, keeping you upright with little room to move.

 

I crawl up on the bed behind you and wrap my arms around your naked restrained body, I bite your neck and shoulders while I run my fingernails up your thighs, I nibble on your ear and tell you "Your ass is mine tonight, Bitch boy". I move away from you and grab the cropper, I begin with light smacks to your inner and outer thighs then up to your round awaiting bottom. I smack you with my hand occasionally and scrape my nails over the tender red areas. You wiggle some but not much, you want the good stuff, you want your reward.

 

I smack you with the studded paddle and the wooden spoon, different intensity of impact, different sensations. I pick up the thuddy rope flogger and work over your upper back before returning to your ever reddened backside. I tell you how good you are being, how happy I am.... I reach between my legs and feel my wetness then put my fingers through the gag hole so you can taste what you have made me do.

 

I unhitch your hands from the ceiling and tell you to lay face down, I reattach your hands to the bed rigging leaving you splayed forward, ass still up in the air where I need it. I climb up on the bed behind you again running my hands all over your marked up skin. I kiss your tender ass cheeks, I suck on your balls then run my tongue up to your asshole giving it a good lick. I massage your legs with my hands and reach around to your rock hard cock stroking it slowly, coating you in the pre-cum you are oozing making your shaft slick.... then I move away.

 

A few minutes later when you begin to whimper I return to you with lube in hand. I slip the rubber glove on on my right hand and begin rubbing lube around your anus, telling you "relax my pet, relax" my other hand with warming lube reaches between your legs and starts to massage your balls and cock. Slow steady strokes with my left hand as I begin to apply pressure with my right. I tell you to take a deep breath and I slip my finger inside you searching for your prostate, your g-spot..... I know I have found it when you moan loudly. I begin moving my finger slowly in and out and side to side over the prostate in the same rhythm I stroke you with my other hand.

 

I can sense you are about to cum and I slip my finger out from inside you, I slow my pace and length of my stroke with my left hand. I bite your rear end and ask "Do you want more my pet?" through the drool and the moans I can make out that you do in fact want more. I again begin to lengthen my strokes, I apply more lube to your anus and massage it again. This time without warning I insert two fingers. I begin increasing my rhythm, I stroke you with one hand and am massaging your prostate with the other. Your body begins to tense up, I know you are about to explode and this time I let you.

 

A rush of warmth is on my left hand, I point your cock up against you to minimize the drips...... I continue to stroke you and move my fingers over your prostate making sure to get every last drop out.. I unhook your waist belt and release your ankles flipping you onto your back... I move over you and begin to lick cum off your stomach, legs, cock. I suck on you to ensure not one drop is left inside.

 

I release your wrists and cuddle up beside you, your birthday gift complete......



3/21/2013 1:59:29 AM

I will use this for both a journal and a blog space...... first blog coming up.


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sarah28uk
 
 Age: 26
 Springfield, Missouri