He tells me stand up and take off my pants and take off my shirt slowly as he sits on the couch just watching me pull them down inch by inch until I'm just in my purple and blue lace bra with matching thong panties. He stands up, gets behind me, moves my hair to one side and starts sensually kissing me on the side of my neck. He knows it's my weakness and he takes full advantage every time. I let out a slight moan and he continues to kiss me as he moves his hands around my body and squeezes my breasts. He then moves his right hand down my stomach. He reaches down my panties and slowly puts one finger inside of me and I let out another moan. "You're already so wet for me baby. But not yet." As he extracts his finger I whine a bit. I just don't want him to stop.  "Stay here." I just stand there as he walks out of the room. A million things run through my mind and I start shaking a little but I don't move from my spot. He comes back in with a vaccum. What? He puts it down and walks over to the corner where his bag full of toys are. As soon as I saw that, my heart started racing and excitement overwhelmed me. That bag holds a few things I love to play with and I'm just dying to know what hes going to use on me. He turns around with a sly smirk on his face holding a ball gag and handcuffs. My eyes get big because when the ball gag comes out... well, lets just say, I know what he means by "bad" now. 

"I'm going to do really bad things to your little body today, you hear me" he whispers in my ear and I quiver from the sound of his voice. It holds so much confidence, desire, dominance. This is what I came here for. It's what I've been wanting and craving all day. And although I'm a little nervous on what he means by "bad", I'm ready and willing to give my body and mind to him with no question or complaint. Just a "Yes Sir".

I decided to post my story. Here just an intro to what's coming up :)

I was inspired to write about my experiences as a submissive so far. What I've started is actually just scenes but I'm thinking I'm going to make it into a story. Usually I only write for myself (my eyes only type of thing) but I think I might share it on here. Maybe. I don't know. We'll see.

I find myself really thinking about doing things I never would've considered before. Should I give into these new desires or take a step back and just concentrate on what I have now? I've never been good at making decisions. Lol. But here I go!

Still pretty new to the lifestyle, I made a post saying I wanted a Dom to learn and grow with and I was extremely lucky to have found him. I've learned a lot of my likes and dislikes because of him having me try new things, he pushes my limits and has shown me a different way of being. Things I never thought I'd be into, i love now. He has a sweet side, funny side, and his dominant side (which I just can't get enough of). We just have the perfect combination of D/s and vanilla. I'm happy :))