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	my first steps are tentative to say the least, i'm looking to submit in a certain fashion to start with. As i connect to the One leading me, i will be certainly looking to explore deeply. my comfort zone at this stage are as follows; i'd hope to be bound by Her restricting arms and legs and be forced to orally pleasure Her, my hair pulled my face forced into Her arse and cunt to worship and orally serve , ( not into scat so showers before hand) or I could be given a wash cloth and bowl of hot soapy water to wash Her and adore Her. If i am a good little prick maybe i can be allowed to masturbate for Her pleasure or be made to cum by Her method of choice. Or if the mood takes Her She may humiliate and degrade me as She washes my face with her fluids, calling me names and leaving me curled in a ball naked and dripping. If i am a bad little prick then i would expect a suitable humiliation or dismissal if my transgression is so thoughtless. optionally If She is hungry to do so i would happily bring my slave girl to watch, take part in my humiliation or to fulfill any pain play desires as i have no interest in pain at this stage. This is not to say a spanking is out of the question if i have deserved one. i can offer Her 1 day in 15 to serve and adore, due to shift work, but i would also be fine in comm's online more regularly, altho my preference is to serve in Her physical presence. if She wishes to view my D profile look for BoskoDotDom. If She is believes i am being sus look for Bosko profile on FL where the two of these are combined.

6/4/2010 4:15:25 PM

omg yay a very interesting Lady has been wonderful enough to take me seriously and we safe meet soon i hope.

5/28/2010 11:06:51 PM

I turn 40 soon and have experienced many things,
The slow climb of a country street kid too scared to take a woman by the hand without asking permission, to the decadent bohemian man and later the settled yet kinky sado D.

The two I love and call closest to my heart have helped this stranger to society, the silent observer, the listener and the whisperer. Once defensive traits, they now number amongst an arsenal of insight and reading of the human body, mind and spirit.
The control of self and others I have learned in this decade astonishing, I still make mistakes and probably will continue to do so that doesn't phase me in fact it gives me new insights.

Now my newest wish,
To have my control taken. The biggest push I can think of on a self renewal of purpose and of his eternal challenge to my limits. I am determined to find one I can call Her to serve only occasionally as I still have My girls to care for. She must have a good heart as I do and can still achieve the nastiest of nasty.

With the grin of my slave (knowing I would like her to witness my dethroning and humiliation when the time is right) I set forth hoping to meet someone who can touch me in a way this id of my I can only feel vicariously as the cold beast inside works magic with My girl.

I need to walk with purpose but be willing to be led, through the path of my once fears and now lustful musings. I will ask patience as i still tremble at the thought..

5/28/2010 9:42:48 AM

please note That I am looking for a long term arrangement in this and what I have suggested is the starting points of my limits. I am adventurous when I feel my person is in safe hands. And with that said who knows where it could lead and how far I may be pushed.