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I'm new to the BDSM scene.
But I'm already liking what I'm seeing. After many years of research I finally got the cojones to go to an event. Now I'm buzzing and I don't know which way is up. I guess that's understandable.
What I aim to gain is this:
* Friends who are like minded
* A community that will help teach me the right way
* Play partners that I know and trust
So far my wants are all social interaction. Though, as I travel through this time in my life I really want to learn more about myself.
I feel like I'm a submissive. Though, the extent of my subservient ways are a mystery to me. I can see myself doing the daily household chore, rubbing my Top's feet, getting rewarded for a job well done, etc etc. But then again I have little dark fantasies. The ones that I'm scared to try and never really speak about. I think that I'll have the opportunity to go about exploring these fantasies within a controlled environment and with people that I will eventually trust.
Personality wise I'm cheerful, sweet, and I giggle a lot. Maybe a little too much. When I'm happy it shows and I'm rarely sad. I can be a little firecracker when the situation is appropriate and while I believe myself to be submissive that doesn't mean I will submit to everyone. I am extremely dependent, which is one reason why it took me so long to get into the scene.
I like to dance, cook, bake. I'm a huge people pleaser, so it's a little hard to disappoint someone. I also don't like getting into trouble. I can't stand knowing that I did something bad. Though that doesn't mean that I won't be bratty and push buttons when I feel like the roles aren't clear cut. I'm the submissive, but if you claim to be Dominant and don't show it I will walk all over you.
I'm just a little bit nerdy! I love Roleplaying online, Sci-Fi stuff, ThinkGeek, cracked.com, Doctor Who, MLP, playing video games (I have xbox, ps3, and steam at the moment), looking up new recipes, and doing my own nail art. Yup... that sums me up to a T. Oh! I also can't live without music in my life. I need it constantly. My tastes are truly eclectic.
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