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Let me begin with...
I am a real person.
I have job, Im educated, I have friends, I have had relationships, I have done and have most of the normal things that people do and have.
But I dont do normal well. I can fake it. I can live in that world but it is unfulfilling.
I am submissive. Not in the every day, but I crave it in relationships. I have a job where control is everything, Im capable of it, the sideways glance, the look that suggests you had better fall in line. I dont need to raise a voice to make people know what I want and give it to me. Im good at that.
But its not want I want in a relationship.
I want someone to make themselves the focus of pleasure, to accept that I am happiest giving rather than receiving. To not be afraid to to demand things that I may not enjoy, to know that the more demanding it is the more I appreciate the giving.
I love chastity. The longer the better. The need to give at my expense, to ensure that someone is getting the most out of me while I crave quietly turns me to mush.
Hearing - Make me a cocktail and kneel here until I want something else is - is divine
I want to be the focus of your mood, be it a slow tease without release, be it a whipping because youve had a bad day, be it shut up and sit still while I watch Netflix. I am there.
I am not weak, nor needy, nor a sissy. I am a man who is submissive and enjoys giving over control.
I love restraints, but that can be handcuffs, ropes, or an order to stay still and look down.
I love making it about you. My favourite thing in the world is the non reciprocal orgasm. Satisfying you in any way I can, while I remain desperate and needy. Knowing you can drift off to sleep in an afterglow and I remain completely and inescapably driven by my desire to please you again, awake in my frustration until exhaustion lets me finally sleep, and awake again the morning after in that state.
I am educated, well read, and well filmy. I am funny and shy and extroverted and introverted. I have a sense of whimsy. I am complex. Like all of you are.
I would enjoy meeting someone who has a sense of just try this. I am a canvas upon which you can paint your desires. I am open and not afraid.
W.
Addendum...
I am a long term sufferer of phimosis. Its not going to be fixed at my age short of circumcision. It makes regular vanilla sex anxiety ridden, and Im much happier not going there. If that is an issue for you, then so be it. I was made this way.
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