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I am STRICTLY monogamous, I have NO interest in polygamy... I DONT share. If I discover the hard way you are concealing playmates and such, I will be immediately blocking and removing you from my life.
No lying No STD's No bullshit factors No drama
Now that the unfun stuff is set aside!!!
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I'm shy, loving and gentle.. I have epilepsy which inhibits me from driving so either a friend escorts me around or I take a taxi.. Relocation? I believe in it strongly, I have relocated 3 times in my life though sadly each time has failed.
I'm not one to carry my past with me, I like to let things go and move on. I'm generally fun loving, I have a big heart and I am full of compassion. I do have a tendancy to sometimes overstep my boundaries when someone upsets me a little, but I can bite my tongue when I choose to.. Just while I'm uncollared I turn into a free spirit.
I am a very big people pleaser, I like making people happy and if it is within my boundaries to be able to make them happy I most definantly will.
I am driven and persistant, I don't like to give up but I have learned to drop the line when I know I cannot possibly accomplish the task at hand. I struggle with asking for help, because honestly I have been independant for a long time. I feel sometimes if I depend too strongly on someone, that I will inevitably be hurt by them later.
I believe happiness is temporary, not because I'm depressed but because it truely is temporary. You can be happy everyday but in short spurts throughout. Love however, is perminant. You can never deny you loved a person but you can dampen that feeling and let it go. It hurts like a fresh wound, but over time it heals over and you move on.
Thats my philosophy of sorts. Try and try again is one of them too. I love doing outdoors things, hiking, swimming, going to amusement parks, concerts.. Fun stuff, I like being out side. Being cooped in the house all day kind of makes me stir crazy if its consistant days in a row.
I am NOT high maintenance, I'd rather you rip a bunch of dandelions out of the ground and give them to me as a boquet instead of buy me this big fancy boquet. Why? Because for me its always the littlest things I adore more, be it the way you look at me or how you stroke my hair when you walk by.
I suppose the last thing to put is my eagerness to always soak in information.. I am always wanting to learn, so being taught by a bunch of people is always the best!
I really don't know what to put here.. Aside from trying to get to know me..
Name: Laura Jean DOB: 6/4/1991 Practiced BDSM: 3 years Status: sub/slave
What I seek/expect in my Dom
What I seek for the most part is very simple. I want a Dom with an open mind for His girl, one who has expirience and understanding of the lifestyle. I require a firm hand and an aggressive nature but still gentle enough that W/we can sit back and talk as well, He can't be so controlling that I inevitably lose myself as a person, but instead be steadfast in His own ways and know that I am surrendering absolutely everything to Him because I trust His choices and know they are the best for me.
My Dom HAS to be self confident, if He suddenly begins to doubt Himself over and over again infront of me, I will become uneasy.. In my mind, if my Dom cannot remain confident in what He has (me) I fear that I may be lost to Him or that He has given up on me just a little. Otherwise, its His personality that I will get along with most and His loving nature dispite what punishment He may deliver that I know will always be there.
Training&Expiriences:
Rope tying classes for full body rope suspension, shibari, and other types of knots and bodily contoronism. Obediance and behavior training in the first year and a half of being in the lifestyle. Corset training for the past 2 years. Pain tolerance training for the total 3 years. Orgasm denial and control Proper techniques to riding Blowjobs Deep throating Cervical pounding Tit jobs G-spot ejaculation Squirting(Inexpirienced) Breast/Nipple torture Clit/Pussy torture Clit/Pussy pumping Flogging Paddles Caning Whipping Spurs Candle wax Hot oil Fire play Light knife play Forced silence Forced breast milk production. Kitty girl training(Eating and drinking from a bowl, crawling 25/7, possibly with or without kitty ears and a kitty tail anal plug) Deprivation of oxygen intake-> Gimp-hood respirator/breathing apparatus Full body worship Boot cleaning with mouth and other instruments Exhibitionism Deprivation of senses (Eyesight, smell, breathing) Trust excirsizes-> Needle play, non-perminant scarrification, public displays of rope suspension naked, walked publicly on a leash completely nude in a bdsm fair, acupuncture, ect. Bathroom use control Belly dancing Domestic servitude (1950's household) Silencing sounds during intimate activities Chastity devices Cumming on command Tantric sex Massage Therapy Erotic Photography Humiliation Tolerance (EXP: Name calling public and private, degrading sex public and private) Forced confession (Tell all your dirty little secrets) Complete body restriction (Arm binders, gags, posture collars, corsetry, ect) Bimbofication(Act and dress like a dumb trailer trash airhead slut) Dollification Suction cup skin pumps(leeching)
Limits Golden showers Scat Perminant maiming (cutting off apendages or severe scarification, setting me litterally on fire) Age play (Diapers, binkies, ect) Having sex with other people that are not my Dom
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