well settling into bc nicely..I feel I can make a home here..now the problem is meeting people in the lifestyle...in sask there wasnt really too many people into the scene...and alot of phonies...

I know realisticly I may not ever find the "one"..however after spending a rather boring evening of my birth at home..Its now time to make new friends here...so wish me luck as I learn about the scene here...

can I now find a TOUR GUIDE!!!!

I sit..patiently awaiting for the slave to adtempt to finish his speech..

disaproval prounds my body..I tap my fingers..

finally I place a hand up..I am tired of his pretty words..his lies...

I get up and moton for the stupid pet to follow me....

I walk to the closet and pull out clothes

I throw them at him...

Get dressed..I snap at him

he does so

follow me..walk not crawl..I point to shoes...

put them on

I open the door..out!you are not wanted anymore

I lay in bed...feeling movement at my feet...

I stretch..relucant to open my eyes...yet I smell coffee..and a soft voice..Mistress your coffee

I open my eyes and see at my feet kneeling a beautiful boy staring at me with devotion..blushing from last nights activites

I smile and he patiently hold my coffee cup..I notice no breakfast..it makes me smile knowing that remembers

the patience of him...the devotion of him...his sweet cuddles from me being upset

this is why I want him so much..this is why I know he is devoted to me..through my tears from the night before to the morning smiles he is mine

you and I are sitting alone..the house is dark except for the candles that have been lit...

the smell of lavender lays heavy in the air as you sitting obediently at my feet..awaiting my orders...I just simply stare at the beauty that is you

I can see the wheels turning in your head...as you try to figure out my thoughts..just hoping I shall say something

is it unnerving???for you maybe..I am simple happy staring at your sheer naked beauty

do I love you???

no!

do I desiree you???

yes

do I want you wiht me???

always!

do I want you with me???

for all time!

I am Canadian:

this doesnt mean I live in an igloo

I dont always say eh..more like errr..chu!really?your honest then

yes I speak with an accent..its called native pride

yes we have summer...

but remember this about canadian women:

we can play ball with the boys one minute and look beautiful doing it!we can drive a tractor in heels (ok we cant but I am sure you smiled when you read it)

I am proud to be Canadian!

why submissive men are the "strongest men I know"

1)they are true gentlemen

2)they are the listeners,the cuddlers and loyal ones

3)they work hard to please you

4)they are an extension of the Domme

5)they care for you with pride

6)they dislike the punishment for it means they failed to please you

so remember the submissive male is the strongest male out there and therefore wear that badge with pride and honour

I have been a member of this site on and off for about two years...

yet I notice many different things!!!

1)there are alot of phonies/fakes on here

2)there is alot of "talk" no action

3)there are alot of "pros" on here

that much has not change..I also noticed that it makes it very frustrating for the "real" people who are looking to meet someone..whether it be for friendship...long-term/short term relationships...

so I have come up with a solution for that!!!

it is really simple..

1)be yourself-to thine own self be true

2)be honest..if you want real keep it real

3)laugh it off..sure life can be serious but it is also full of laughter

I think if WE ALL follow those simple rules of this site..WE ALL will be so much better for it

have a great day!!!

life is not passing you by if you take control of it..quite saying you cant!when you can!

dont be lazy...dont be bored..there is alot to do if you can find it!sometimes..a good book can be enjoyable way of wasting the afternoon...a good movie works as well...

let your imagination run wild..daydream...

I find myself restless these days..the weather is beautiful and I am meeting phonies *sighs*

so..my next piece of advice dont waste peoples times..its bad taste..poor form and plain rude...

just be yourself and have a good day

on this bed I lay motionless in pain..I can see my life flashing me by..was it all to much??or just not enough????wake me up Im living a nightmare

some lyrics from time of dying by three days grace

I feel that they suit my mood right now....I am sore and in pain..I am lying in my bed..but I am not giving up..I will not let this mood get the best of...any one got any suggestions on what to do well I am laying here healing????

if so email me!!!

I can use suggestions right now

thanks

I am sitting here in the dark..listening to forsaken..it is suiting my mood right now..I am also downloading Muse..to check it out...thank-you for the idea sweetie!!!!

I am feeling sad yet blue..I feel my mind wondering..wishing for some sort of closeness..perhaps it is the nice weather coming out..the want and the need of that spring touch

Winter is at an end so there fore spring has arrived...that need of a mate is here..

Ok I think I am becoming wise in my "old age"

I think I shall go for a long walk and check out this Muse group and then be able to give my honest opionion on them

Heres hoping I like them

It is night like this I can not sleep..so I write or draw or whatever it is that I need to do just to relax in order to fall asleep..

It seems these days I have alot on my mind including the poem I am writing for my friend..in order "romance" his life *sighs*

It seems like this womans work is never done...

But that is what makes me a woman isnt it :P

In all seriousness....though it is nice to have a project that keeps me busy..I am also in the middle of drawing another tattoo for a read...

I am also finally finished the other two tattoo drawings for friends..I really should charge money for them :)

I am also hoping to finish my new tattoo design for myself....:)

All in all I think i have done alot in the last three days :)

have a good one

I am working on my goals..I am proud of myself so I was thinking..what would be my submissive`s goals..everyone hould have some no matter how silly or how stupid they seem...

my goals were to loose wieght (I did that)

to start working out even it means long walks (I have started that)

eat better ( i am starting on that)

to train to join a tuff enuff (i have started that)

my point is if I can do it so can you

have a good day

Right now..I am trying to stay postive and think on different things in order to do so..I am feeling sad and blue and wanting to beat someone up..why did this have to happen???yet I know in everything that happens in life it happens for a reason...I just wish GOD didnt take this reason from me...he shall be missed all...thinking of stopping the crying put a smile on my face and remembering the good times I had with this person...even though their life was taken doesnt mean that I have to stop living mine

rip my love I shall always miss you

I joined not to long and I have noticed something..subs/slaves want a cruel ball-busting Domina...

I am not that..nor am I going to change because this is what you want...I am sweet and kind..That is my nature..you dont like it move on!!!

From now on no picture and no mention of your favorite colour you message will not be replied too..end of story..if you cant follow simple directions..then why should I speak to you

Sweetcree

Valentines Day is just around the corner...I have decided that I am taking my mother out on a date..I also think that I am going to try to convice her to try the lifestyle...I mean after all she did birth me...so I am hoping that I got my Dominace from her and not my father!!!!

It is a scary thought I know but it is my thought...

If pending and I am unable to take my mother out on a date then this is what I am wishing to do for Valentines Day:

1)get my nails done its overdue

2)spoil myself by having a long bubble bath with my headphones on listening to three days grace my favorite band

3)have someone do the cooking for me Im thinking sushi

4)relax and watch a horror flick after rubbing my favorite body butter into my skin

All in all I think that would be a good day since I dont have my boy yet...but I am in no hurry to rush to have a boy for it will land me with the wrong one...I want one that is perfect for me...like he was born to be mine...

that kind of perfection takes time...dont you agree

have a good one

sweetcree

What is with submissives and slaves..feeling that they are only worth something if they are showing their cocks!!!!!

To be honest why would I want a sub that is willing to show his cock to the world..when they are wanting to belong to me....so PLEASE boys if you want to be owned by me or even speak to me...keep it in your pants FOR MY EYES ONLY!!!!

have a good one

SWEETCREE

I have been looking through the profiles on here...I noticed alot of one-liners from male subs/slaves.....it makes Me wonder something...whether or not they have any type of smarts....seriously!I like smart people..who are not afraid to express themselves when speaking to Me...

Sure,its an open invitation to get slapped down..but then again maybe not....

Why would anyone(including Me)want to slap down a beautifully smart boy?It shows a credit to You the Domme...At least in My eyes it does!

So to the male subs with one-liners go and write more don't be shy to express who you are...after all what is written in your profile says something about you!

HAVE A GOOD ONE

SWEETCREE

One thing I have noticed so far is that alot of people seem to be bored when writing in their journals....

ok why is that?are you that small and unimportant in your own lives you must write that you are bored?

I think you must be...find a hobby...there is plenty of things to do in life...remeber that so next time you are not writing Im bored:

read a book,write a blog,take a walk,draw a picture,read a profile,write a letter,play a game,phone a friend,take a drive

there are some suggestions

so do one of those before crying I'm bored

have a good one!

Sweetcree