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Using a new site now - take care people and good luck xxxx
Will miss some of you more than others - god bless and happy hunting xxxx |
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Am looking for a weightloss diet that is easy and keeps you feeling full.
Currently weigh 55 kg want to lose 6 - 8 kilos.
Hungry all the time!!
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Its amazing how much time I have, now I don't spend my hours here!
You really can never have enough time for shopping and drinking coffee.
Just trying to take life one day at a time and not snort the nembutal.
The secret of living in a prison is having the key to open your cell.
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Decided to delete all my photos apart from one. I dont spend any time looking here any more so it seems a bit of a waste of time having loads online x
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Endless cycle of hospital appointments continues.
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How times change. A year ago I loved chatting on here.
Now there is no one to chat to.
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People regularly pass comment on my marriage or my husband because we have a M/s relationship.
I am amending my profile slightly, as I am tired of comments from people who assume too much. |
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Well one thing is no surprise. The person I was talking to has disappeared into thin air. I just hope whatever other Domme he was fooling realises real soon.
Shocker. |
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Spending the day wrapped up in the house today. Dressing changes every two days are driving me mad. Had yet another clinic appointment today, but just couldnt face it. Didnt even call to cancel. Just totally fed up of being ill, alone, and trying to put on some brave face when I just need someone to take care of me.
I dont even know if I am a Domme, a sub, or a switch any more. I just want to be cared for, not the paternal one.
Life is very fucked up. |
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Taken for a fool again. Do these subs not know when we see the same behaviour roll round again and again?
I want a sub, not some kinky sex addict who has watched a bit of bondage on telly and now thinks he is into D/s because he got off on it.
I want someone who can care, as well as lick cunt. If you can't, the only thing smacking your backside will be the door on your way out. |
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This site remains totally frustrating. |
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Had yet another poor day today. Not feeling well at all. Yesterdays mess really took it out of me and left me too weak to deal with some shit that came my way today.
Life isnt good. |
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Yessssss there is nothing more dominant than an eighteen year old jock with a six pack and last year's Nokia posing in the bathroom mirror.
Sorry, his Mom's bathroom mirror. |
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And what is with the abundance of lolcats on the site all of a sudden?
This isn't 4chan and we aren't all twelve year old nerds.
Yes. Lolcats are funny, fluffy and cute. What's even more funny is when a fifty year old 240lb female sub uses a lolcat image rather than one of her to try and attract a Dom.
Step away from the Cheetos, Lolcat.
Right now. |
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Why on earth do people put pictures of their car as their profile shot?
Have I missed something?
Does Jeremy Clarkson run cm?
Or am I on some weird version of Pimp My Ride?
We aren't going dogging. I dont want to see your subaru imprezathingummy.
I want to see you cleaning mine. |
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Morning after the night before and yes, I'm still upset.
If people arrange to meet you, then they should be there on time. They should tell you before they meet that they are still close pals with someone they have been sleeping with, and if you set them a task such as not masturbating or touching for three days they should not be getting around it by rubbing on the mattress.
This is not submissive behaviour. Good subs turn up early. Good subs tell the truth and take the consequences and good subs follow requests set by their prospective Dommes because serving and pleasing is their nature.
This person was a switch. I have now had two bad experiences with switches which have particularly coloured my judgement.
Is there some 'switch' in their head that flicks off and on because they have Dominant traits, thinking - yes, I want the kink I will behave today, then, the next - no I will do as I please tomorrow without regard for the other person because I dont agree with them and cant be arsed.
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Most awful day out. Let down. Feel sick. |
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Some people must think I am really fucking gullible.
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Down in the dumps and off to London tomorrow. |
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Thinking of giving up lifestyle and just living life day to day. Have no wish to keep on searching.
No point writing a lot in these blogs any more, this site is a bit of a joke. Very sad at the past day or so, have pushed someone special to me away because I didnt think they would accept me as I was. Realising now how few people accept me as I am, but not everyone is the same, not everyone is shallow and weak. I have to let people in although I do worry that anyone will accept me for who I am and want me as I am. after so many bad times on here.
Perhaps is now the time to walk away from this lifestyle.
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In a lot of pain following recent surgery and finding a lot of daily things difficult.
Not at my best. Very low.
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I think I've actually given up hope of meeting a genuine sub or slave who is suitable for me here. I've met kinksters, and I've even made the odd friend, but finding someone for me in this environment seems ever more hopeless.
People just seem to live on lies and quick hook ups.
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"I am a slave with no limits......"
(I never tire of this one). I wrote back....
"Cut off your foreskin and send me a photo of it."
I'll let you all know if I get one. |
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It seems that finding a toilet slave is a herculean task. Every good candidate only wants to play easy; and the ones that offer an interest in the real thing are not serious.
Must be someone here who is a tiddly bit curious...... |
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Ive been emailed several times by a submissive who claims he "does not look submissive".
I asked him what this meant.
He said that it meant he was a big strong strapping guy with tattoos. Shaved head. As opposed to a scrawny nimby pimby spectacle wearing wimp? Or a closet camp boy but sissy?
Look. My celibate submissive houseboy hubby is fourth dan in shotokan karate and has a shaved head, (and everything else) and weighs seventeen stone of pure muscle.
Ive seen subs of all sizes shapes and denominations.
Dont tell me you dont look submissive. Everyone could be submissive or Dominant. You have to get to know them to find that out.
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Sad. Life always feeds some people lemons. |
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I am in need of a good little boy to act as a toilet ") |
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I do miss having someone close to share with. A good sweet, honest, shy boy. I miss that. |
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Got date for next surgery - 21st February. Not looking forward to it this time. Oh well. |
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"Please help me to die"
You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me.
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I just wanted to say that I am having a jolly good time on here chatting to someone who is friendly, nice, polite respectful, and intelligent. All with a good sense of humour. A good slave. Experienced. AND nothing untoward will ever happen between us - he is owned and collared elsewhere.
We chat with the full knowledge of his Mistress of course, I would have it no other way... and again, about nothing untoward. Putting the world to rights, in a place the older and more experienced of us can recognise less and less these days.
But said person is an absolute credit to themselves and their Mistress and it deserved saying.
Pity there aren't more slaves with the same attitude around.
:)
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Someone wrote to me and said that no slave will come to your house, do your chores, let you use them how you please - or no play or fun in return.
I'm sorry. I thought that's exactly what a slave DID do? I thought being a slave was about service to someone else, not getting something for yourself.
Cases in point. Over the weekend I had two potentials from this site behave below par. One lied to me about who they were living with, and only decided to tell me when they were rolling drunk, on Saturday night, in a barage of texts that lasted into the early hours. That does not make my life easier. It makes it harder.
Second. A sub was perfectly happy to submit in a highly sexual manner, and OFFER service to help me while I am ill - but when I became too ill for lunch with him this week, and need a ride to the surgery because I dont drive, he makes no efforts to assist at all.
I'm weak and tired sometimes but have a lot to offer the right sub or slave. However, they all seem to think it's about pretending, a game, that serving you isn't real. Only a means to get what they want.
That isn't slavery, or submission, or even D/s. |
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Fucking hell I am sick of medical appointments and pain interfering with my life.
Are there no subs on this site who actually want to serve as opposed to serve their own cocks? |
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A message I received from Russia today:
"Tell me how I can be Your full toilet slave."
*Thinks*
Crane your neck, really, really far???? |
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OK... lets just clear this up, YES... I am looking for a FULL toilet slave and I am prepared to train you to do this. Oh.. and YES I have done it before. Now please feel free to email me if you are actually interested, but if not, please don't waste my time with bizarre questions or looking for wank fodder. |
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Submission is such a lovely word
it sings in your ear like a bird.
It makes your skin tingle like a word or remark
like a hood on your head as you sit in the dark.
And in breaking news tonight Earnie was last seen issuing a one line apology and saying he had an explanation for being owned by three or more Dommes on here at the same time.
As my Ball Breaking colleague Mistress Tilly stated in an email earlier, the explanation is that he is a lying cheating wanker.
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Well that was the most impressive birthday webtease. Although I do think that Mimi-girl needs to buy a little lipstick to make herself all pretty for Mommy.
*smiles* |
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So this Dom approaches me and we chat briefly, then I ask him why he had contacted me.....
He replied that I wasn't to worry he had had many more holes than I could give him, so he wasnt after mine.
Whilst I felt ultimately relieved that this young man did not have his eye on my "holes", I was somewhat peturbed that his entire approach to bdsm seemed to be an obsession with "holes" and not the beauty of the D/s bond between two people. Still:
I told him if he used this approach upon which to base his Dominance, then perhaps he should start by dominating a piece of swiss cheese.
Old, smelly, full of holes and unable to fight him off, it might be just up his alleyway.
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Haha I give in my back is killing me. There must be an osteopath or a chiropractic sub somewhere who can help until I get my epidural?
Failing that a masseur with a hot water bottle who makes good tea.
The last charboy got the boot unexpectedly.
And I dont mean ballbusting.
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So this year heralds two more operations and its not even February yet!!
I definitely need a houseboy and some gardening help.
And someone who makes a good footstool!! |
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I spent a lot of time and effort investing in someone I thought was going to turn out worthwhile, who just turned out to be playing me for the fool - a horny net geek. You know who you are.
Did you not think I knew, when we chatted, that I didnt have your full attention? I wonder why you wasted my time, but I guess I'll never know.
You talk about openning up to someone, but you arent even honest with yourself.
I wont make the mistake of making time for someone like you again, but I'm sure you will find yourself in the same place all over, very very soon.
Take care. |
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Bored. Should have been going out to lunch with a sub. Let down. He wont get another chance to waste my time.
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I have learnt, to my loss, that people on here are not always what they appear to be. The persona they present is not always what they are.
Well who would have ever guessed that?
Lol. |
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See now today I was accused of having a split personality.
I was quite put out. Psychopaths have quite enough with one personality.
Thank you.
Can I have my Seroquel now please, Nurse Ratchett? |
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No hay mas de temer que una mujer despechada.
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Just very upset. Hurting. Uggh. Today I feel like less of a Domme. |
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Skiaki (Dominant) and Redball (submissive) are the same person.
He observes that in tieing a woman up submission can be achieved.
Thats what Im missing! All I need to do is tie em up and they are mine forever, huh? |
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I fancy double Domming with another Domme and really giving some poor sapling a good working over.
I need to blow some cobwebs away. Out of someone's tight little puckered arsehole perhaps.
Apart from one rather sensible fellow, I am rather fed up of boys with no jizz in their spuds.
I want to see dribbling. From both ends. And I want to see it now! |
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I tried to discover a little something to make me sweeter
Oh baby refrain from breaking my heart
I'm so in love with you
I'll be forever blue
That you give me no reason, you know you're making me work so hard
That you give me no . . . Soul
I hear you calling
Oh baby please give a little respect to me.
And if I should falter, would you open your arms out to me?
We can make love not war, and live in peace with our hearts
I'm so in love with you, I'll be forever blue
What religion or reason could drive a man to forsake his lover?
Don't you tell me no. . . Soul.
I hear you calling
Oh baby please, give a little respect to me. |
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Well for once it's me who feels sore today.
When you put a lot of time and effort talking to someone because you admire them as a person, and suddenly find yourself in a position where you can help them, it's always nice. It goes with the caring, nurturing role of being a Domme, even if you aren't lining said person up as your next sub, and are doing it out of kindness.
Then you see something in that person that might just work for you, for the two of you, and they see it back, and you feel something good could be around the corner, and spend more time, learning, chatting, talking.
But then, you see the red lights and the alarm bells. The things you have heard before from past let downs, the phrases and behaviour that have come to tell you when to back away to the door.
Once, when I was young, I may have stayed for the ride to see if that person was the genuine article, if they could "let me see the real them" in some future time, but these days, I know there are so few real people here, and even fewer real subs, that I will be the one who sticks the pins in my heart, I am the Domme, after all. |
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Ahhh the cheekiness of the switch. Or is it sub, or is it Dom... or is it cross dresser, or is it just beta male with women issues?
Whatever you are I'm sure you'd look prettier tied to my dining table with a tangerine in your mouth, and a plug in the other end, like a little piglet, being served up for my dinner.
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There are times when the day just finds me incredibly horny.
*sigh*
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and the moral of the story is: if it looks like a horny net geek, and it sounds like one, and it acts like one, then it probably is one.
I may act the fool, but don't take me for one. |
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I could cut myself slapping that face. Would you like me to try?
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Were we in that place where you could make fun of me?
No. We were not in that place. |
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Is it possible to go from being friends to M/s ? Perhaps it's better not to be friends with subs after all, I have subs as friends now that I think would make great matches for me but I cannot speak a word of it.
Perhaps its just better to be cold, to be a bitch through and through, not just when it is called for.
I feel somehow like I have burned bridges by just being..... me.
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I don't belong here right now. Unable to sleep, tongue running around the lump on my jaw where the growth is pushing through again.
Back to the beginning of the cycle all over again.
I haven't got anything to give to anyone else.
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Going to give the journal a break for a while. Maybe I should step back from the site too.
What I want isn't here and I feel like a fish out of water.
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Domestic slave wanted to clean my house and trim my hedges.
Tribute required for being in my most venerable presence £200.
I will throw in a lick of my great big lazy bottom for any takers who dont look like extras from "Fraggle Rock".
I am so good to you people.
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I have to tell you all that I went on a date with a sub.
Upon reflection, the whole thing was a shameful train wreck filled with blind cuddly puppies.
*hits self on head with large mallet*
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Oh I watch you there
through the window
And I stare at you
You wear nothing but you
wear it so well
tied up and twisted
the way I'd like to be
For you,
For me,
Come crash into me.
Oh I love that song.
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HOOOKKKAAAYYYYY:
So why do people on this 'ere site keep referring to themselves as DOMINATES.
DOMINATE IS A VERB.
You are DOMINANT. This is an ADJECTIVE.
You can call yourself a DOM a DOMINA or a DOMME depending on your sex. This is a NOUN.
You can DOMINATE but you can not be a DOMINATE.
Jesus, Mary and the poor orphans. Where's me Klonopin??????
"D
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Had a lovely conversation with someone tonight. Genuine, friendly, humble, honest......
I hope I didnt say the wrong thing to them and I wish them well in their choices, because I think they deserve something good and grand to come their way, to nurture and care for them.
*cant believe there are nice people in here after all!!* |
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The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do - such as squatting over the restrained form of a Dom who has been harassing a sub of mine, and emptying my bowel onto his face.
*adjusts corsets and asks male sub to lick her clean*
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fatgimp is more of a cunt than a gimp |
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One person, two profiles, some compromising photos and a proDomme.
I thought a lot of you and you have let me down. Not only am I taking it out on you, but on lots of other decent subs who may not have been such a let down, but nevertheless I am in a bad mood, and someone has to pay the price.
I thought highly of you and you threw it away.
For yourself and for others, whom I can now not bring myself to trust as a result of your failings.
Learn. |
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I can understand when someone is attacked by a man of a group of men of one ethnic group, and raped or sexually molested, against her will, she may have issues being alone with a similar man or group in the future.
I believe it is part of what is known as Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. |
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Its like playing pacman. Everytime I see a cock, or some tits or an ass, or heaven forbid, a cunt.... its like I score a hundred points. Cock, block, hide, 100, cunt, block, hide, 200, ass, swerve, block, hide, 300, tits, incoming, 400, 500, 600 (she was bbw). Block sidestep, hide, restart, and reload.
Wonder if I could market this for games consoles? |
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So you use proDommes and you've run out of cash.
Sorry chummy - I'll charge you too. If you pay to play with one girl, Im not giving it to you for free. |
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Ask the Dommes you've recently added to your friend list to give you a session or two - I've lost interest.
You know who you are. |
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It always makes me laugh when I see someone say that they now serve or belong or whatever to another Domme.
And this comes only thirty minutes after they have been begging me to take them.
Tsk tsk.
Fickle pickle, eh? |
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New Years Resolution.
If you are showing your cock or your wide open cunt in your profile pics I am blocking and hiding you.
What are you people, a bunch of primates flashing your mating tools to a crowd in some kind of online zoo?
This is bdsm not let me show you something to suck on.
Whats in your head, not your pants makes me decide whether to take you as a sub, so I really dont want to see childish photo's of you in your bedroom playing with yourself.
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Aww. Would you look at that. There is a Domme on here manipulating everyone by using a fake pic - I know this, because unless she really is one of last seasons hair models from the window display of Toni and Guy - she is a lying cow and her lovely monochrome pic complete with gorgeous tresses is - quite simply - not Madame.
Tsk tsk. |
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I fucking hate cock shots in my inbox. Jesus. Why do fat, balding, hairy arsed blokes think I want to see their pork swords?
I dont want you for sex, dont you get it! I have vibrators dildoes, and a selection of strap ons (my favourite is Tabatha).
Men, you are for putting up shelves, carrying shopping, dusting, hoovering and general maintenance. (Watch Downton Abbey here for tips).
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People are constantly liars and let downs and losers. No one is ever faithful, or can ever be truly trusted.... a Domme often learns that the only one who can truly meet her standards is herself.
People are so weak. I'm a Domme not a kinky fucking swinger. I'm not here for your benefit or to help you get off.
Your opinion? I don't care. You are worth what you can do for me for so long as you can do it, and nothing more.
I'm not your friend until you have done something that makes you close to me, so don't think I will care if you fall off the end of the world.
I won't.
And nasty emails?
They make me fucking horny. So bring it, Brenda.
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I love that Cyndi Lauper song. How appropriate ...... for my someone special x |
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The new year is off to a flier:
"I've had a car driven over my cock and have the scars to prove it"
Yeah, yeah..... And Kate and Wills are flying in by 'copter to share my Beef Wellington today.
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I have changed my mind.
I DO want to find a new sub in the new year.
Make a fresh start and have some fun.
Will change my profile to give details of what I am looking for.
The old year passes and yes, there have been downers this year.
But I have met incredibly interesting and special people too.
They know who they are.
And one has even touched my heart.
Happy new year,
Lissy xxxx |
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Ok. So perhaps you can help me out with one final 'kindle' problemo.
How do you shut the ignorant chavva's up who interfere with my basic human right to read from an electronic device in a public place.
Legal ideas only - I've already been drifted from Lionel Shriver to ramming my high heel in their mouth, securing it there with tape and using it as a penis gag.
I really shouldn't read serial killer on the train. |
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So I got the kindle working. I signed up, got it working, it was easy after all - my partner who had bought it for me, it seems, had it all registered, all I had to do was click on a few books I wanted.
So I did. I was chuffed.
Until I got an email from Amazon saying H's credit card had been stopped cos he thought it had been stolen a few days ago.
Hurrrruuuummmpph. |
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Kindle - bloody thing I had one for Christmas because I read a lot - and I haven't got a clue how to work it.
It now has pride of place in my bookcase until someone gives me "kindle" lessons.
Or sell it and buy books with the money.
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Ok. So today I blocked someone. I had been chatting to them for a couple of weeks. They hadnt told me their name, their job, where they lived, and when I asked for a pic, I got a photo of a camera and a bathroom mirror.
I told them to get lost and stop wasting my time. After which I get a tirade about what a harsh cow I must be, some of it in barely recogniseable English.
All after a year of four operations for a bone disease, and my dad trying to top himself a week before Christmas.
Just shows you what kind of shitty people exist on this site. |
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Ed Sheeran - why isnt he in my cellar, eh? |
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Thank God Christmas is over. Hope the New Year will get better and will be more fruitful and happy than the one that went before.
Anyone that wants to have a hand in that will be welcomed x |
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Sorry I am not my usual cheery self.
My dad tried to commit suicide last week and I am trying to come to terms with it at the end of an already difficult year.
Love to everyone and God bless xxxx |
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My passion for vintage clothing is taking over; where I used to spend a fortune on bdsm implements, I have now taken to emptying my purse buying vintage.
In the past week alone I have bought a pure silk and lace camisole, a skin tight french leather skirt, beautifully shiny designer leather riding boots, and numerous other bits and bobs.
I think I'm addicted! |
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God people dont half talk a lot of bollocks. |
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Acchh. Migraine. No matter what I do today, my head feels like there is a small french man living in it.
Hurrummpphh. |
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"It's my fantasy to be locked in your cellar."
And I want to moonwalk son, but it just isn't happening. |
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"It's my fantasy to be locked in your cellar."
And I want to moonwalk son, but it just isn't happening. |
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No subs with glottal stops.
I know it's the recession, but talk properly or bish bosh keep it shut. |
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Hoookkaaaayyyyy.....
So I know it's Christmastime and the season of goodwill and Santa and Rudolph with his big red whatsit, but.......
Somehow some of the subs on the website have mistaken my inbox for freaking (tech. term) Lapland and are sending me wishlists of their fantasies and dreams. (If only they could find a Domina who will help..... know anyone?????)
Well no. I don't. I'm no relation to Santa Freaking (tech. term again) Claus..... The Tooth Fairy or Jimmy Saville, RIP.
If you want favours from me, you sure as hell better bring something to the table when you come asking.
It seems to me that the subs and slaves on this site have a very distorted view of what service means.
As a brief reminder. YOU serve the DOMINA/NT MISTRESS/MASTER however its agreed. As a sub, there may be limits, as a slave, less so, but thats a whole different discussion to this.
BUT.......... The sub/slave is there to serve, not to get their rocks off/ have a quick wank/constantly run from Domme to Domme just because they want to offer oral service but nothing else.
If all you are into is oral sex, try the adult dating sites. O/s isnt bdsm. And neither is anal. Oh..... and neither is shagging about.
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Boys seriously. profile pics of beef bayonets, love muscles, magic mushroom tips, baby makers, chocolate starfish, turd cutters, in fact.... chocolate anything.....are not good ideas for profile pics.
I do not want to open your profile page to be have my eye poked out by some dusty old, or young, for that matter, twig and berries, complete with it's very own bush thats fit only for burning purposes.
Put it away.
Unless your happy stick can load my dishwasher and run the Dyson round, I ain't interested. |
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Some eejit sent me a text from no where.
"Send me a pic babe"
So I took a dump (technical term) and posted a copy to him.
Not quite the wank material he was expecting.
Still, I felt ..... relieved.... and rather excited at my mid evening forray with Mr Hanky the Xmas Poo. |
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Why oh why do subs send money to so called Dommes on here and then complain afterwards?
When you log into the site there is a big warning up in red letters at the top of the page, saying dont send anyone any cash.
There are dozens of stories of subs who have gone before and got stung for money. So called Dommes flaunt their behaviour in their journals. And yet still subs send their dough and complain afterwards, demanding that the real Dommes on the site verify before they will accept they are not being scammed again.
I dont have a problem slapping on the webcam. What I do have a problem with is some dimwit sub wasting his cash because he is a complete arsewit with a brain the size of an irradtiated doormouse, then calling into question whether I am genuine.
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How on earth can you be committed to the psych ward for being a Domme?
*carries on nailing scrotum to wooden post and pouring piss down funnel into subs mouth whilst restraining him with cable ties and gaffa tape*
Huurrrruummphh I resent the implication that we are strange.
*******'s blog asking for cash after being chucked out of the nuthouse must be a scam.
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Apparently no one wants to hear about my constantly changing moods here in my blog.
Just about bdsm.
So. Today because my hormones are fucked (technical term) I feel like crushing someones balls.
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Hmm. I need work doing in my garden. I need someone who is good with small erections.
*aheem* |
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Santa has come early to the Temperance household this year and delivered all my new toys. Strap on harness fits fab and with a bit of engineering ST stylee I have managed to get my favourite dong (which is generally used for sticking onto chairs and walls) to fit quite snugly. After a couple of hours playiing with various vibes and cock rings I am now.... finally.... in the Christmas spirit. I may even upload some more photies if I can find someone suitable to take them.
Deck the halls, lets all get trollied.... tra la la la laaaa and all that. |
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Dont hassle me to come and visit if its bloody obvious that you live at the other end of the country and quite obviously cant fulfil any obligation to me.
I'm not a fucking idiot and I know that a sub living in Reading cannot meet my needs. So dont argue with me that you can.
After sub of the fucking year lets me down after a day..... I'm not in the fucking mood.
Is that enough F enough Fucking words?????
Please stay away from me right now, I have a face like a grieving fucking cod, or a hobbit who's had their cottage pie stolen. |
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Shucks. Yet another sub falls by the wayside after asking to be my boy.
My rules.... two texts a day and ... ooohhh no masturbating without permission.
And you wonder why I canny be bovvered with you lot.
I retired because all the subs I met wanted domination, a quick fix, not D/s as part of a caring bond between two individuals.
I think my control experiment worked. There are so few people worth it here.
It amazes me how quickly people become owned, collared, unowned... collared again. Do these words mean nothing? Are they just an excuse to dominate or submit to one person? Do people really know the depth of the undertaking in what they are doing, or are they throwaway phrases and relationships to suit someones lust.
So here I stay in my ever quieter corner of the universe, with my band of friends.... watching the world pass and happy for it to be so.
Happy to play the fool, but never mistake me for one. |
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Hmmm.
It's like a funky ball of tits with scruffy hair and small eyes like a crab.
Did I get it right???
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Bored. Hate Christmas. Nothing to laugh and joke about since my mom died really. Its kind of dysfunctional without a family around you. Just another boring day. What a load of effort for nothing.
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My son has decided that we are going to Austin, Texas for our next holiday.... for the blinking FOOD!!!!!
I never knew there was such a thing as a BBQ belt, but apparently there is, and if my teenager has his way, we are going.
Watch out USA. Here I come. |
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move fast and break things.
*smile* |
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Found a great boy to put my feet up on for now. Lets see how he works out. |
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Love the little girl on the Haribo sweets advert.
"Look into my eyes..... sign the 'fession!!!!!"
She's gotta be all of five years old and I wouldn't disobey her without shinpads on. |
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I never believed in web cams until I got a new lap top that had one as standard. I was old fashioned that way.
But I'm a convert. I dont love camming, but I can verify myself in seconds flat.... it's always amusing to hear a subs excuses as to why they cant produce photos or a phone no or go on video for a moment to verify.
Caught five people out as fakes or liars last week.
I should start a sin bin, but ... unless the person is dangerous .... why reveal their identity? Some Dommes expose them, the CM policy is not to identify another member I believe.
Is it right to warn other people about the twats here... when you have definitely caught them out? Or leave them to play tricks on everyone?
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Drinking snowballs, having a real retro moment! |
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how in buggery do you change your password on here!!!!
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Time to get my vanilla life back and leave the D/s to the kids and ageing men in leather trousers. And no, the weight, height and location on my profile all read what I want them to, I just dont give a flying fuck what anyone here thinks about me any more. And I happen to like the tax laws in Aruba.
toodle pip. |
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Shiver me timbers. I dont recall tying the fairy lights into some bizarre form of shibari that can only be undone by following a series of fiendish clues set by the fairy goblins themselves.
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After the Great Xmas Tree Debacle of 2010, I am now considering options re how to extricate the baubles from the loft without ending up lying on the floor at the base of the step ladder, legs akimbo, tinsel everywhere.
Never drink gluewein before removing your loft hatch, people. Painful times.
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I'm very disappointed in what some boy's ideas of service seem to be.
Helping someone when they are sick or ill, helping someone who needs it..... that is service.....
Not just lying there with your mouth open waiting for a cunt to drop on it like some kind of manna from heaven.
Some subs in this community are lily livered littled would be's, snotty nosed and whimpering, running away from responsibility and only wanting a sly wank at bedtime.
Today I've turned away a slave that already had a Mistress, and a sub who only comes to me when he wants a wank. Earlier in the week we had the 'Wifeburgling' incident.
Go and live on a toadstool in a fucking forrest with the other fairies, you bunch of arsewits.
Some days this place is full of idiots and if it wasnt for the real subs with their soft pliant arses and well behaved natures I'd be taking my soldering iron to my eyeballs.
*Needing more valium*
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What is Santa bringing me?
A new strap on and Hitachi.
Who wants to play? hohoho.
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Just now I am all fired up about face slapping. It's a long forgotten art given all the thuddy, stingy toys that you can get your hands on.
But I just love a sub, naked, on his knees, peering up at me with doleful eyes while I slap him back and forth, spitting in his face, in his open mouth...... pulling his hair....... poking his bollocks with the toe of my boot, sharply..... finding the soft flesh, kicking his pathetic manhood until he whimpers and begs.
Tears welling up... how I love to see them.... forcing his head down to my boot, to lick and clean it..... until I decide that he can move higher..... |
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Well Ive given it another chance and CM turns out to be the gift that keeps on giving.
Slaves who are only interested in their needs, and wow, a liar of Oscar winning proportions, *whoop whoop* One with the most fantastic stories, 'just waiting to get her signature on the divorce papers' 'she was burgled at 2am this morning for the second time, so she has moved back in' ......
Oh how I might have believed these rhymes, 'cept for the fact the silly bugger had already told me the same story the week before, and clean forgotten!!!!
And this, the pride of our Armed Forces. Well, is ageing RAF the prime cut or the arse end?
So. This incident will go down in my book as the 'WifeBurgling Excuse' in sub paragraph sub heading 01 as to why a Domme shouldnt trust a man in uniform.
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Listen very carefully, I shall say this only once.
"You are a useless little cunt, all the gear and no idea, and a very silly boy if you think that you can get one over on me. Now run along and let the TS's have you, and rip you a new one."
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A sub messaged me today to say that he had just driven near to my house and seen a pub called the "Fiery Holes"
I would like to point out that I am not responsible for said holes in any way. |
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Sometimes you just want to cry. |
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rofl @ Bruce Forsythe tonight.
"What do you need to be passionate?"
"about a week's notice....."
He's stealing my jokes!!!! |
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So proud of my son and his band, in the recording studio tomorrow. I'm banned, even though I am a total MILF, apparently.
KIDS!!!!! |
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I do love looking at the "who's viewing me" section of my account some days. More six packs than Mens Health. More heaving breasts than Zoo magazine. Young lads all brylcream and stubble. Young girls all lip gloss and pouting..... well something is pouting.
Is the whole world into bdsm these days???? Is everyone turning their backs on vanilla sex, having discovered deep inside themselves the deeply hidden desire to get spanked, have their meatballs flambed and get rogered by a 9" dong on the end of a beautifully honed womans cunt?
No. Sorry to say it. thanks to the sodding internet, any Tom, Dick or Dickhead can, from the confines of his own armchair, find eons (real word) of bdsm related porn, jerk off to it, set up an account here behind their gf's back (Miss, my gf doesnt understand me, and I have no interest in vanilla sex), and whey hey, there you go........."My name is **** and I am a submissive."
Well, stick your six pack and your cock shot in the bin. I want a good hearted gentle natured sub or slave. His physical features are less important to me than his desire to serve me the way I want. But I am partial to a teeny pot belly. (Dont tell anyone).
:)
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I know it's been said a million times, but.... I wish people would read your profile before wasting your time.
It's one paragraph FFS. |
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"I'm a Catholic and I can't lie"
So ya tell ya girlfriend ya chat to a Domme and believe in female supremacy and licking the heels of my shoes clean whilst wearing my used knickers???? |
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I recently noticed that a sub I chat to had changed the weight on his profile by a few pounds.
He promptly wrote back with the old addage that muscle weighs more than fat.
So do pork pies, sweetie. :) |
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Been given three tickets to see the Chillis at Bham tonight..... courtesy of my son - the budding bass player.
Will be rocking out with the kid, who is now taller than me, has his own band, and of whom I am way proud. I might even don the leatherware, just to show these sex kittens how its really done.
If you see me, come say hello discreetly ......
") x |
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"ARE YOU GENUINE".
I thought about this before sending a forked tongue response. How do you tell who is genuine from who is a dubious twat on here?
I have trouble.... I've been taken in, the sub who was a cross dressing cuckold come Dom. The Dom who sent me messages from his previous "sub" to verify himself, when the messages were from him...... the subs who claim to be newbies, but when I chat to other Dommes, they've been around for years and this is just their new profile..... the subs who claim to have experience when clearly their only experience is from watching some Domme adorned with more make up than sense shouting "Come slave girl/boy, we need to work on your endurance....."
So no, this wasnt a silly question to ask, though proving that you are for real in this shithole can be hard. I have friends here. RT friends. People who have been my subs. And even the crossdresser, who I now count among my friends..... they can verify I am a genuine Domme, a genuine person.....
And hopefully not a bad one either. But realistically, I would hope not to need to prove any of these things. I can go on the phone or cam to verify anytime. The rest, why dont you come figure out for yourself?
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"You are a stupid bitch who needs to grow up"
Ok, yes, you may be right.
I do plenty of daft things, and I am a total bitch..... and yup, ya got me, I will never grow up.
But I dont waste my day sending other people messages trying to insult them, because I feel insecure about myself.
")
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Why am I here at stupid ocklock????? Uggghhhh.
I still need an escort later today for a few hours in London, to help me from Euston to an appointment near Russell Square. May be nice to have coffee/lunch afterward as I'm in no rush to get back.
I may fall asleep on you though! Zzzzzzzzz |
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Any subs free to carry me from Euston to Queen Square by piggy back this Wednesday?
Or anyone that can give me a lift on their mobility scooter?????
*sigh* |
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"I am from Spain......."
What the.......????? Did you not see the football yesterday? By losing that bloody match you have given hope to gazillions (real word) of donkey brained English supporters who actually think that Frank Lampard's dance of the sugar plum fairy into your goal means we stand a hope in hell of winning international silverware.
No. No Spanish subs for me. Not until Silva has scored at least 12 more goals for City and I have calmed down.
Hurrrummph. |
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"I can give oral pleasure for many hours"
Look Gemima, my fou fou is not there so you can make queening into an olympic sport.
Arrange these simple words into a short sentence for me: "Face. Sodding. Your. Shut."
And get on with the ruddy vacuuming. |
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and whilst I am on it, why is Joe Hart wearing the football fashionistas equivalent of a migraine headache? |
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that was soooooo off side. |
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I am in need of a really good laugh today, and in the absence of any really teeny cock pics - I am going to watch our national football team enter the caves of Mordor in 45 mins and be torn to shreds by 11 alarmingly hunky and well bred men who can actually play the game.
If we win, I will spend the morning with the first sub who can come up with a decent arguement as to how England can ever make a play for silverware on the International stage.
Thank you.
PS> if you do have any really teeny cock pics to keep me awake during the drubbing, please forward them for me to chuckle at. |
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Now isnt it just always the way that when you dont need help you are falling over people but when you need a hand - the subs I know have all gone to the Billy Whizz convention in deepest darkest Peru.
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Well well well. I should have grown a dick I suppose. A real one. That might have held his interest.
The bitch is back. And you would be a small crumpled psychologist for sure if I ever got my chance to wipe the floor with you for your behaviour.
Take care Dorothy :D |
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I have developed a strange fetish since joining this site.
I am bizarrely aroused ONLY by subs who can read, and write, and spell, and talk without slobbering, eat without spitting out their food, sit in a room for more than ten minutes without creating noxious gases of some form, and give oral for hours without complaining or falling asleep.
If you share this bizarre fetish - great. If not, please pass me by.
I have no use for you.
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so. I havent heard of any of the panellists on Questiontime tonight. Auntie must have had her budget cut too |
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hmmmm. I feel rather down in the dumps. :( |
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So Frankie has been kicked off X Factor. And not before time. Such a shame sissy Johnny had to be chucked out to keep him in only two days ago.
Frankie - if you are reading this drop me a line. I think I can improve your singing voice - by sticking a spoon up your arse then whipping you round the stage while you sing "ladleweiss".
Worth a try for Britains Got Talent, anyhoo. |
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Here is a tip. If you are already owned - dont come to me begging for me to use you because your own Mistress is too damn busy/lazy/stupid/incompetent/moneygrabbingandyouhaverunout OR THAT SHE SIMPLY DOESNT KNOW. Dont think I give a flying fuck on this one.
I dont mind chatting to bois who are owned so long as their Mistresses are ok with that. But dont darken my door trying to get me into a catfight over a sub or slave, you arent worth it, Dorothy. If your Domme aint lighting your fire, dont sneak behind her back, do the decent thing and talk it through with Her, and come to a mutual decision you can both live with, dont drag me into your mess.
And while I am on a rant, whats with all these subs approaching Dommes under one profile, getting refused, then setting up a new profile and approaching her again? Do ya think we are all stupid? Well do ya?
Oh. And one last pointer for all the lying little feral beasts out there, some of us Dommes actually chat to one another. "Honest Miss I'm only talking to you, honest, I havent approached anyone else in over a month" can be a fatal error of judgement if you have approached four Dommes in the same town and are playing them all off against one another.
Just a thought.
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Have I Got New For You. Hislop or Merton? hmmmmm. I do love Hislop's satirical wit and sensibility, but.... Merton has the fall guy slapstick thing going on that I love. Where are all the subs and slaves like this eh? EH????? |
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oh.... and sorry but I cant arrange for a naked Panorama presenter to be in the background on the plasma screen.
really, sometimes there is no satisfying you people. |
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leather999slave:
Invited me to a dirty party and when I said no thanks told me he had suddenly found a Mistress and they were compiling a list of fakes, and threatened to unmask me for having a fake pic. *le grand sigh*
Well on you go hen, because that is 100 per cent me stood in my living room taken by a sub and I have a whole set showing my face and my awesome plasma tv.
And just to prove the pudding, the next sub I use will get the benefit of that view up real close, and will have his photo taken on the rug in front of that very same fireplace, his weeny little head underneath those very same undergarments, gasping for air, with cum running down his face, and such picture will be published to prove, that yes, C'est Moi. ;P
If I was going to fake a pic, I wouldnt choose a 42 yr old arse for the shot, I would pick a smooth, peachy 18 yr old tight little ass with just the tiniest view of cunt, covered in tight white lace. Or I would drape my silky slim legs over a chair, and open them invitingly..... instead of covering my fuller hips in lace and hosiery.
Now naff off and quit with the boring threats. It's same old, same old...
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Good Lord I'm getting old. I'm having fantasies about the presenter of tonight's episode of Panorama doing a spot of naked vacuuming for me, before making me a ham and cheese toastie.
I suppose I'll be having Dimbleby round later to wash my bedsocks. |
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And the big news from the Temperance household is that I can now eat a cheese baguette.
Which means that it wont be long before I can fulfill my promise to eat a well cooked steak and mash off some poor boi's ass.
All I need to do is find a good cook and a sharp steak knife.
") |
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Hmmm I need an oral slave. Haha ") male or female. Just now I do like breasts. |
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Great news for my friend who got made redundant - but just got a new job in time. Thats brilliant and I am very chuffed. |
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So where are all the little punkies who need scraping out and a candle sticking in 'em?
*grins wickedly* |
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Ive had it with this site and everyone on it. Though after my hols Id give it one last go but the sub I was chatting to suddenley starts telling me all about another Domme he is chatting to and how we live too far apart all of a sudden.
Yeah yeah so why talk to me in the first place. I am finished with this place. Full of users and losers.
All just want a quick leg over..
Finished with it.
Time to realise that cm isnt the place to find genuine long term D/s partners - its more of a place for a quick hook up, and thats not me, so there is no point looking here any more. |
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Really fucked off just now. I just love wasting my time on people. |
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I wont compete with another Domme for your attentions. What kind of silly boy thinks I would? Tsk tsk. |
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So bored today.... need to find a new sub methinks to join me for coffee and lunch, and for a long long back rub.
Sigh. ") |
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Migraine - again - fifth day - I need coffee, codeine and a sweet sub to rest my lap on. |
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Please do not send me photos of your anus unless I have asked for them. I now have indigestion as a result of unexpectedly coming across your chocolate starfish, and I have run out of Zantac. Thank you. |
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Why the heck is my profile constantly being looked at by slave males from India?
NO THANK YOU, I don't want a houseboy to model my dustpan and brush just now. I have Husband on a Short Fuse to do that.
Right now I want amusement, excitement, a court jester in coloured tights with a bell attached to his......
Well you get the idea. ") |
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Looking through profiles this morning and came across a 'bbw' who simply stunned me. Jesus, Mary and the poor orphans, how does this woman do air travel without being arrested for concealing ten pounds of crack?
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Looking through profiles this morning and came across a 'bbw' who simply stunned me. Jesus, Mary and the poor orphans, how does this woman do air travel without being arrested for concealing ten pounds of crack?
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I actually considered sending a fin Domme a tribute this morning. I took one look at her boob job and thought about sending her a donation to put her plastic surgeon through rehab. |
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How do you Dominate a tap?
Faucet.
(oh come on I've got the workmen in......, I'm trying to do something on topic.) |
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Boring day getting ready for the workmen tomorrow who are coming to fix my bedroom celiling. Le sigh. Still waiting for mountain of washing to dissipate, trying to baste myself like a small turkey to stop tan falling off, whilst all the time aiming to remove all sizeable items from bedroom so they dont get damaged by plasterers.
How the holiday feeling leaves you once you step off the plane!!
Back to being Mistress on a Short Fuse I think. |
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Finally back from the holiday. Very relaxed. Have missed some things more than others, life is strange for giving you perspective when you are away from situations.
Off to tackle the mountain of laundry and do some shopping.
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Off to Taba for two weeks. See you all when I get back xxx |
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Everyone has been so kind trying to help me with my old laptop.
I bought a new Sony Vaio and its so easy to use. I even have a webcam. Haha. No idea how to use it though!
It seems I did have my pics stored on a disk after much searching. The only one I lost and cant recover is one of my parents wedding. Upsetting.
Have borrowed the wedding album. Have got a printer that scans. It has about twenty photos and am looking for a subbie to work their magic when I get back from Egypt in two weeks. I will of course be grateful ")
Oh well back to packing my smalls. |
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"hi"
Ok. This is one of theeeeeeeeee most boring emails a Dominant female gets. Trust me. Every day a Domme gets at least 25 emails saying just....., "hi" "how are you" and my own personal favourite... "hows u"
It's boring. It's monotonous. It dries up my pussy juice and sends me into a heightened state of peri menopausal hypomanic agitation.
I dont want to reply to such drivel. I delete it, unread, I ignore it, and if I do respond, you're fucking lucky, so don't test my patience by making comments that Dommes are too up themselves to reply to emails.
Trust me. We reply. When there is something worth replying to.
So pull your finger out Penfold and get writing, or dont bother at all. You wont be missed. |
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"You can blackmail me"
Big yawn. I'd rather pick my toenails. |
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Ohh for the love of all that is holy my laptop just broke totally didnt back up photos of my mom (she died last year) so fucked off dont have the money for a new one better start asking for tributes.... would set up a wishlist with a new laptop on it, but I dont have a fucking laptop. Ah the bittersweet irony.
And breathe. Drink more Fleurie. My Prince will come. Hopefully wearing La Perla french laceys with a Macbook under his arm.
Meh. |
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Le sigh.
What a tangled web we weave. I spend the better part of an hour on an adult chat line Dominating a pathetic little boy, making him torture his own cock, fuck his arse with his hand and finally allowing him to cum, after a lot of begging, by fucking his pillow then licking it up afterward. He was a pathetic whimpering mess, but a good little boy non the less.
Afterward we chatted. He has a profile on here he told me.
I looked him up. Nice photos, well spoken. Well written journal, nicely thought through.
I was impressed.
For a Dominant male he wasnt that bad.
*wry smile*
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Some people are just incorrigible. Lol. |
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A sub in my used, wet panties is such a nice thought. Semi erect cock pushing against the soft satin, dribbling precum... throbbing.
Balls smooth, heavy, aching from being denied. Squashed into wet material, rubbing against..... cunt juice? Piss? I smile ..... You guess both.
You grind yourself onto your chair, feeling the plug fill you, fuck you. I can see you, hungry, wanting, needing.
I pull your head toward me, gripping you by a handful of hair.
I'm hungry too. What shall I have you do for me today? |
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Holby City. Had the pleasure this evening. Jac Naylor. Jesus. Thats me. |
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So incredibly horny. I need to flog someone's bollocks and listen to them whimper, before making them crawl under my dress to sniff my wet panties and nuzzle me with their nose.
Good doggie. Eat from your bowl and you can have a treat.
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"Sorry to be annoying but.......blah blah blah"
Ok. Lets get one thing straight. You arent sorry. You emailed deliberately to stand on my trotters first thing this morning cos you didnt sleep/empty your bowel/get any.
But yes. You are damn annoying.
Have a beautiful day people!! |
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Had a message from a guy on here saying he was "a thinking womans Ross Kemp."
Now I am pretty cerebral and I know who Ross Kemp is, but have no idea what this means coming from a sub. So I had to ask.
He told me he was spontainious and well educated. *raises eyebrows*
I wonder if a bafta award winning journalist and actor can spell? |
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Got all excited this morning to see an email in my inbox from the Watersports Warehouse to say that my order was on its way.
Then I realised it was just my new diving kit for my holiday.
Gah!!! |
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Been a hard few weeks, the physical illness is getting better but mentally Ive been feeling the stress of the whole year piling on. Looking forward to my holiday now for some rest and rejuvenation.
Have some lovely friends who have helped me along the way, even though Ive been pretty shitty to them at times. Thank you, you know who you are.
I am still sad about certain things Ive done these past weeks, things I cant change, people I cant reach. I know you cant go back and start over.
Onwards, maybe someone special will come my way. And plenty of fun in the meanwhiles.
Take care x |
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Oh Bloody Heck my stalker is back. Hi de hi, Viva Las GayGas. I can tell those Patrick Swayze jeans anywhere. So tell me, have you really left your alcoholic partner to care for your dying father this time?????? Meh!!! First a message on IC, then here. Are ya gonna start a running commentary on my journal posts again? Well, are ya feeling lucky? Ready for some more handbag marinara with me? |
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According to one member of this great website, I am a prostitute and should go advertise on an adult website instead of here.
Please read my profile and my journal. Tell me whereabouts I am advertising for cash to be thrust into my coffers in return for a good spanking. In fact I think its mostly whats wrong with this site, and have said so on numerous occasions.
Ah. The penny drops. The profile accusing me is newly created. Perhaps some sweet 18 yr old with nothing to do with her time but show her tits on webcam and con halfwitted subs out of cash has decided to troll me. Acch.
Grow up love. |
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Even now when its already over,
I cant help myself looking for you.
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A findomme: imposing shark like creature, with tough skin, large mouth and many rows of sharp teeth. Trawls across vast expanses of territory, hunting alone, or occasionally in groups. Will attack from below, tear out the guts of prey, sometimes playing with chosen prey item, out of curiousity, before disappearing back to murky depths.
Contrary to popular belief is not a fish at all but a member of the leech family. |
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Le sigh. Reserved the day on Monday 3rd October to meet sub, and now find myself with the day free. Before I spend my entire housekeeping on shoes and underwear, is there a willing stand in who can step up to the plate, and hold my attention for the day? |
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Am growing increasingly weary of this site and the subs that put themselves forward through it. So many flakes, fakes, and bottoms with lists of demands longer than even mine! The good people seem to come here less, the whackos and findommes take over, and the place is slowly getting spoiled.
I think fondly of the good boys that Ive met here, who've always treated me with kindness and love.... all through my illness, despite my being a real 'prickly pear'
The ones who even check in on me now, even though they know they dont need.
A good sub is a truly hard thing to find. Devoted, trustworthy, loyal, caring..... knows what his Lady wishes almost before she does.
There are some here yes, its true. But there are more vain petulant, middle aged children who want their needs met whilst doing very little for anyone else.
Sorry CM. That was never what bdsm was about. |
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I cant believe Ive bought another pair of boots!!
Now I need a pretty boi to lick a shine on them ;) |
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Just off for my scan. Wish someone was coming with me. I hate sitting in these waiting rooms on my own.
Though I do wonder about the safety of handing over to a sub a plastic bag with my stockings, and underwear in. |
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Bloody doctors. First they change your medication to something that starts working, after three weeks another doctor comes along and stops it because he just doesnt like the drugs you're taking. Balls to the fact that they are the only ones you have ever had that have worked and are slowly giving you your life back.
Then within a day of stopping them and bloody traumatising me to the point of chucking meself under a bus, they tell me I can have them after all and pat themselves on the back for finding something that worked.
And you thought the only arsewits were on CM. |
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If someone is unwilling to provide ID of who they are, plus a telephone number etc after a reaonable amount of time, then to me this is a red flag situation.
BDSM is about being SAFE sane and consensual.
Genuine people dont mind sharing details with you, even when they are married.
I wont be made to feel bad because I wont accept someone who wont provide ID and neither should anyone else.
I was assaulted once by a 'genuine' person and wont let my guard down again.
Nuff said. |
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Lots of raw feelings, lots of sadness. Some people in your life are incredibly special, and some are just flit in and out. Telling the difference is the hard part at times. And so is letting the special ones in, rather than keeping them at the end of a flogger.
Even when you need the help.
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You've got your ball
You've got your chain
Tied to me tight tie me up again
Who's got their claws
In you my friend
Into your heart I'll beat again
Sweet like candy to my soul
Sweet you rock
And sweet you roll
Lost for you I'm so lost.......
Hike up your skirt a little more
and show your world to me
In a boi's dream..
Oh I watch you there
through the window
And I stare at you
You wear nothing but you
wear it so well
All tied up and twisted
the way I'd like to be
For you, for me, come crash
into me.........
I'll be your Dixie chicken
You be my Tennessee lamb
And we will walk together
Down in Dixie land.......
Oh I wanna play with you..........
*smiles*
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"Do You wrestle?"
No. I'm a Sith Lord in my spare time and I do no wrestle. It is a lowly, sweaty activity and ruins my make up. |
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I want him to be there for me. I want him to run my bath. To kneel in front of me. Wash my feet, one by one.......licking my toes, sucking them.... kissing the arches, nibbling, massaging and rubbing my calves, parting my knees, pushing his head between my glistening thighs to clean me, his tongue parting the folds of my smooth cunt. Dipping in and out of me, pleasing me, arousing me. I hold him there, his hair wet, my juices dripping down his chin.
I want him to soap across my backside, strong hands around my stomach, fondling my breasts.... sweet scent trickling down my neck, across my chest... dripping from my nipples into his mouth as I pull his head to me, to suckle.
Washing my hair..... kissing my face, my lips, my tongue snaking into his mouth.... my hands finding his hardness, precum oozing.
He looks embarrassed. No need to be. He belongs to me, and this is what I like. |
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I dont enjoy when people take me for a fucking mug. I enjoy even less when I find out, that even whilst being so ill, someone took advantage of my good nature, wheedled their way into my circle of friends, endeared themselves to me, then took me for a fool and used me.
But I have stuff on you. Good bye and good luck. And dont forget me ") |
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Since when has being married or attached been synonomous with being spineless?
I have married subs and attached subs that chat to me regardless of the time of day, either by phone, text or messenger.
Yes you have something to protect in your relationship, but I repeat, Im not your fucking part time hobby. Im your Domme.
If you cant find the time to please two women, thats not my problem.
If you want to play games in your spare time, take up netball. Thats good for big girls. |
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No. I am no longer horny or looking for a cock.
A sub who can follow simple rules.... stay awake, use a telephone, that kind of thing.... now that might be useful.
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So horny. Need a cock to play with I think ") |
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No. I dont want to chat on yahoo. EVER. |
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You have no fucking right at all. |
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And today, I want a sub painted in Marmite. Yes. Marmite. Yummy. |
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I have an aquaintance on here that makes me chortle. Every time he finds a new 'pet' he berates all the idiots on here and says thank God he is free of it. Five minutes later the pet is gone and he is back.
Looking for another idiot, I assume. |
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No no No. To all you tubby, hairy short arsed Doms out there. Leather trews do not make you look like Lord FlashHeart.
If you can walk without squeaking in 'em.... I'll roll around in syrup and hundreds and thousands. |
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So I found the profile of a nubile young sub male peeking at me today. Ok, so he was pretending to be nubile and young, with buns of steel and a glistening chest like morning dew and oh well I'm getting off the point. So anyway.
He says he's a nolimits boi. *Lehuuuugesigh* You people know by now that as soon as I hear this nolimits ballderdash that I want to take my hair straighteners to someones creased up ball sack.
I read on. All the way to his hard limits. (Yes, I know, he should have been called oxymoronboi, instead). One of his hard limits was 'other people'.
Now send me to Hawaii in a handbasket, but is this some form of bdsm Ive been missing all these years.... no limits bdsm without other people?
Hows that done? *scratches head and thinks about flagellation, self bondage, buggery, etc etc*
Nope. All I can think of is someone wanking in a basement with one eye on a computer and the other on his bag of cheetos. |
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Can you be a Dom and impotent at the same time? Ok, so the lifestyle isnt all about getting your cock sucked and sticking it in a sub's tight hole, while you listen to them whimper, but ..... that's one of the nice parts, even for moi ") |
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Wonder how long before she catches genital warts ") |
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I knew all along that you would let me down.
*wry smile* |
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"Can we roleplay me getting pregnant and such?
Yours faithfully
amalesub. "
Im sorry there, Pollyanna, but you have this the wrong way around.
Im the one who says "Dance, monkey, dance."
And you are the one who plays out what I want.
You want to roleplay having a baby? Stick a Tiny Tears up your touche.
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For once. A doctor who listens to his patient. Result. ") |
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Sorry. I couldnt keep away from the 'Post to your journal' button.
Especially not with all these nubile young findommes around, literally begging for it.
Still. I guess they have to do something to fill in the time between high school and methadone clinic.
") |
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It's my birthday tomorrow, and I have decided that it is time to end my blog.
It's been a good run and has been fun to write, but it needs to come to an end.
I have lots of followers and thank everyone who has read, or emailed me to comment on my posts.
Sadly though, people read my blog, and think it is a true reflection of my nature. To actually know me, you would have to chat to me and spend some time.... but sadly that doesnt happen.
Despite how my blog reads, I am actually very sad at the moment. Im still mourning the death of my mom, and struggling after four operations this year.
I am struggling. Lots of you will be happy to hear that, no doubt.
Take care x
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You should stop looking if you are never going to talk again. You have no right. |
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Feel completely worn out by someone texting constantly today. Have been fighting an infection, had emergency hospital and clinic appointments, but someone has been pressing me all day.
Will not be giving my number out in future. "( |
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Quite sad today. Oh well. |
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Birthday Wednesday. Not looking forward to it.
Everyone expects you to be happy and cheerful and fun.
Mostly I wish birthdays never happened. Complete waste of time. Mostly. "/ |
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Submissives are supposed to make your life easier. Not harder. "/. |
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You let Me down. You let yourself down. But most of all, YOU LET ME DOWN. |
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"28yr old male, tanned and athletic seeks Mistress to stretch all his limits, I have no hold ups."
Sorry Jessica, buy your own damn hosiery. You are not putting your hairy trotters in my best sheers.
Or is that not what you meant?
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**flies in on magic carpet scattering positive thoughts like confetti whilst using a sub's arse hole as a cleverly appointed holder for her joss sticks**
I was approached today by a sub who was interested in adult baby, and all that that would entail, including wetting himself and scart.
I replied, telling him that I would never let a wet baby loose near my television.
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In this new spirit... I am continuing to not be so negative *twitches*.
From now on, I am not replying to the utter arsewits who use their shit cannons to bombard my inbox with their pellets of scatteroo every day. They will be wiped away with the delete button, and if possible deleted unread.
Replies and cuddles and cute teddy bears and fairy cake recipes and details of the next church fete will only be sent out to other positive cheery dirty gits in the parish.
See. More positive. Just like I promised. Now I'm off to meditate and take some more Klonopin. |
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Have been accused of being overly negative about the sub males on this site.
So today I'm going to align my chakras, bake fairy cakes and perform a colonic irrigation.
Not on myself, obviously.
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My birthday is next week just like the real sweet sister temperance. Would be lovely to have lunch with a cutie and then maybe go pantie shopping... (nooo I'm not asking for presents) just a fun afternoon, coffee and a giggle over some underwear. "D |
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Look, my quartz brained little cream puff, it's pretty simple.
If you say you are serious about me, then I expect attention. I understand you have commitments outside of bdsm. But if you have time to ogle my profile, yet you haven't sent me a quick "Bonjour" in two days, then, mon cheri, I, is going to kick your lazy derriere into the night sky with all the other fading starlets.
Get me? |
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Dontcha sometimes wish you could block people looking at your profile? I know I can hide their miserable little cakeholes, but, I KNOW... .nay..... SENSE..... that they are still there.
Makes me want to dry clean my brain, thinking about their eyes all over my personables every day, "D |
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I know he wont ever come back but I miss him. It's a shame that the lessons you learn in life can sometimes only be practised with new people, and that you can't go back, and that making amends can't be done.
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Think of my patience as, um, I dont know, your virginity. You always thought it would be there forever, right up until that night when you were like, 14 years old, going up and down in the back alleys of Brum faster than the bin men.
And then - poof - just like that cherry popped - my patience has disappeared too, and you, my hairy arsed little friend - are assigned to the annals of history, never to return.
Thank you. I'm here all week. |
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Post op having to bathe and redress my feet twice a day..... and I can barely wear closed toe shoes!
If anyone wants to offer their foot care skills.... I will be like this for another whole month I believe, which includes my birthday "/.
And on my birthday I want to have fun!!!! |
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Called someone today big style. Some boys are here for wank material and wet dreams, some are here to really get on their knees and do the job.
If you think you are man enough to be a boi for me, indulge me, otherwise, shut your yap hole.
I dont want to hear what you will do for me. I want you here doing it.
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Bring it, Brenda.
*just loves it when some johnny two by four gets his panties up in a bunch because of something in my profile or journal*
After over twenty years in bdsm, do ya really think I give a gnats chuff? Well, do ya? |
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For fucks sake. Having a fiddle with your lady garden or getting laid is not bdsm. If it was, there would be an awful lot more married people from this site paying an awful lot more attention to the people they wed. |
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New day new start. All you pathetic losers who like to send countless emails that come to nothing - go fuck yourselves. |
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What you think I am all sweet and fluffy? Well here is the news, Shirley Temple. I may have gotten out of the wrong side of the bed this morning, I may not have got my morning fibre intake, I may not have moves my bowels for a few days thanks to my pain meds, but, whatever the reason I am needled today and if you think I give a crap about your crap, or that you can mess me about because I look endearing and sweet....... you can just go play anal with a rugby ball, m'kay? |
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Please somebody.... write 'Collarme is full of fakes and scammers' on a big wooden mallet and smash me repeatedly over the head with it.
Thank you for your assistance this morning. |
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Operation day. Again! But I have done excellent online shopping and purchased a holiday to a five star luxury retreat near the Red Sea for two weeks. (No not at Sharm or Hurgardha with the shleppers).
I am breaking out the leopardprint bikini and going to catch some rays, drink bloody marys and play golf.
Yes. Golf. (It improves my aim).
If anyone wants to help me with that in the meantime however.....
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Anyone who says they will relocate to me in the first email, is, quite frankly, talking out of their tiny spud-u-likes.
Not least of all because I live in heaven, on a cloud, with all the other pretty angels.
*barf* |
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I get very downhearted at subs whose only interests extend to foot worship or facesitting.
Im fed up of hearing it. "(
Yesterday someone even told me that domestic service wasnt part of the M/slave relationship, and they would only do the washing up if they were getting some bdsm at the end.
I do apologise that I am not here to help you fulfil your dreams and get your rocks off.
Maybe in another life, when I am born three feet tall, with a flat head to rest your drink on, big ears to pull me into your crotch and a blow job technique that can suck an orange through a hosepipe.
Until then, if you arent my bitch, you can screw yourself. In the nicest possible way. |
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Cant reply to any emails on eye see for three days, because of a tech issue. Friends mail me here only please. Taa very much ") |
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I'm not Inspector Clouseau, but when a sub isnt available to talk, text, chat, mail, or meet evenings or weekends, I always imagine he has something to hide, like, say, a wife or girlfriend.
Married subs arent a problem. Dishonest ones are "/ |
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Things been getting better on the health front of late.
Am now back wearing a temporary prosthesis nearly all the time and look more my old self. Still cant eat really, just soft diet, no baguettes and steaks just yet! "/
Downside - I am now well enough for foot surgery. Tuesday is the day. More foot care than foot worship for a while after that, but if anyone is any good with dressing toes..... they will be well rewarded haha.
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I have noticed that there seems to be a lack of Dommes who are prepared to keyhold for subs and slaves without being paid for it.
There are other things a sub or slave in chastity can do for a Domme who holds the key to his cock.
Its supposed to be an enriching experience for both parties.
It's not just a quick buck. "/ |
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Cock slap would appear to be two words, or a hyphenated (sp)? phrase indicating one swift motion, which may or may not be repeated several times.
For the purposes of the phrase, 'cock' may refer to any area of the male member from base of shaft to tip.
The introduction of a ruler or small flogger may be necessary should the sub not look in enough pain, or should the Domme get bored of using her hand.
Apply generous quantities of tiger balm, bengay, or other to relax and relieve sub afterward.
Or should that be savlon?
Hmmm.
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*muses*
Is cockslap one word or two? Does it even matter? |
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Suddenly, chastity devices are making me feel very horny. Now what am I going to do about that!? |
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"I'm a no limits sub"
Good. I'm coming round to your house to give you an enema, then I am going to put you on a leash and walk you naked down your street to the corner shop with shit running down your legs.
I will buy a copy of the Sun newspaper and you can carry it between your soggy arsecheeks all the way back.
For every time you drop it I am going to hammer one nail into your scrotum, attaching you to my decking out back. Then I am going to cover your face in suet and bird seed and sit at my table sipping sangria while the woodpigeons peck your eyes out.
No limits my fucking arse. |
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Just because I view your profile doesnt mean I love you.
You have to view someone to hide their profile.
And I like hiding the profiles of the stupid pathetic cunts I dont want to see when I am online.
Get over it. |
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Sometimes life isnt worth the assholes or the pain. |
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Had a tiring day out in London today... shopping and hospital appointments. Take a bit more than a wee bit of rioting to put me off spending money.
Would have been nice to have met up with a friendly face for lunch tho, eating alone is boring! |
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"Yes Miss, I'd love to be Your sub, I'll just have to get my girlfriend's permission first."
*sniff* |
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Confusion in West Brom this morning as the looters responsible for burning the town centre down last night turn up this morning to cash their giros - but the post office is a pile of rubble. |
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Lord when I saw all those chavs rioting in Brum's city centre I knew I had to make a quick getaway and head for somewhere they'd never think of going.
I spent ages in that ruddy JobCentre. |
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Yes.... I am looking.... no.... please dont be so far away "/ |
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If I see one more cock pic in my inbox, I swear to God I'm going to print all the ones I have out and sew them into a rather fetching casual jacket for the next BBB.
SERIOUSLY. |
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**sigh**
Whilst Saturday night television has once again failed to provide the expected dizzying highs; no..... I do not wish to cam with any eastern european boys who look like a spotty baby crossed with the Statue of Liberty.
Poor boy's been pulling on it so long, his cock looks like a peperami. For god's sake, stop trying to wheedle cash out of me and go out and get some bloody vadge. |
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So where are all my pathetic worms hiding their tiny dicklets today?
Mistress is broken hearted - She truly can't stop crying into her Louis Vuitton special edition hankercheif.
Poopsey, the pet donkey, has come down with a terrible bout of rumpumpuss, the vet says it could be terminal........
I need to move him at once to a specially adapted field in 100 acres of prime real estate in Surrey...... and I need YOUR help to do it.
If YOU make a donation toward the SavePoopseyFund, your loving Goddess has ample treats in store for you today.... including:
The chance to take Her Ladyship on a shopping trip to Sports Direct in Wolverhampton, where you will be stripped naked and forced to drag your tiny naked cockle across the floor of the bargain basement. After this you will be allowed to feast on fluff collected from your foreskin while your Goddess Supreme Incarnate beats your bony ass with a five wood, then you will be stuffed into a Nike sports bag where you will spend the night whimpering and begging for release.
See how well your loving Royal Highness treats you. So come on you bunch of worthless fags, 'hit me up'.
**NB. Now accepting monopoly money, toytown vouchers, farmfoods vouchers and milk tokens. **
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Thank you to everyone who emailed me yesterday.... ended up having some fun conversations.... STmoneybags may be back as soon as I have had my hair done this morning, and have been caffeinated.
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Superhappy has pleased me so much with his posturing I may even allow him to buy some of my toe nail clippings.
Financial domination..... At this rate I'll be able to afford that bungalow in Weymouth by.... say...... 2045. |
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Callin' all my worthless paypiggies and subhuman man whores.
Southern Electric have put my price per kilowatt hour up, so put you grubby little hands in your pockets and dig out your monopoly money......
You will be rewarded with.....
A fuzzy pic of me showing my droopy knockers on webcam, in my scruffy bedroom.
See how your Goddess rewards you!!! |
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In my new role as a Financial Domme Ive set up an Amazon wishlist so that all you pathetic little paypiggies can treat me like the Princess I really am *snigger*
Hit me up right now and get me that caribbean island Ive been hankering after, that shiny new Bugatti, or that private jet with on board jacuzzi..... and before you know it, YOU, yes, YOU, could be escorting me on the shopping trip of my dreams to buy myself new underwear, bags and heels, none of which you will ever see me wear.
Come on suckers, you know you want to.
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I think Im going to try out this financial domination lark. It seems you dont need a brain, or looks, or any knowledge of bdsm to qualify, just a potty mouth and a paypal account. Oh yes, and the ability to flick the finger at a webcam, to your adoring masses in a show of ultimate dominance.
So come on all you pathetic losers, hit me up with your wonga, whoever buys me a new ipad gets the chance to talk to me for three (yes three) whole seconds on yahoo, and if you pay off my mortgage for the rest of the year I may consider meeting you and flicking my arthritic middle finger to you in person whilst hurling obscenities at you in the middle of Selfridges.
Oh yes. Kneel at my feet and send your credit card details to my great aunt keith in bognor, who needs a gastric bypass "@.
Findommes arent the same as prodommes. And not all prodommes are created equal, even. Findommes are money hungry prostitutes who take money and know bugger all about bdsm. They fulfill a need set out by a would be sub, a pretend slave, who likes to think he is serving, but in reality is dictating what he wants, paying for it, and getting it, whilst the so called Domme, who needs the money is the one beholden to him, doing as he wishes.
So few people here who really know what D/s is about.
I might as well have a stall on the market selling my used grundies and just join in.
"D
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Always makes me grin when someone throws themself at my feet, begging to serve me, then ten seconds later they are crawling around someone elses heels.
I want a slave, not a slag.
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According to lisalegsandboobs I am becoming submissive in my old age.
How delightfully insightful from the mind of a girl whose age marks the amount of years Ive been involved in bdsm.
Being ill and not being involved in the scene does not 'turn' a Domme.
I still have the urge every day to fill someone's mouth with my cum soaked panties, cling film their face and flogg their cock until it turns purple.
Truly, Im not interested in your pitiful take on me or this lifestyle because you are worthless. |
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Spent the afternoon being moulded for my new prosthesis.
Not often someone fills my mouth up with gunk and holds my gob shut..... but.....
It made a change.
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Hells teeth I am horny. I need a slavish type for some bodyworship. Must be the weather. I need a plasterer too. Sadly that has to do with my bedroom ceiling sagging. Cant imagine what has caused that.
Answers on a postcard ........ |
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Why. Dont. People. Read. Effing. Profiles. |
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*pinches self*
Nope. I'm still not here for your entertainment. |
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Just seen a video of a toilet brush inserted into a young girls cunt. Not doing female subs at the moment..... but wondering if I can get similar bristle brush into sub-boi's ass.
Might work, might not. But ergonomics aside, I'm sure I'd get an 'A' for effort.
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"I'm married but my wife knows about my 'other' life. She has no interest in sex due to deep rooted psychological issues. I can meet, on limited occasions to fit in around home life. I cannot be marked, because it reminds my wife of what I have done elsewhere."
Ok.... so, what this actually means is that you are playing away from home, and can only meet occasionally when you can make an excuse. Your wife is totally neurotic and more or less on to you. You cant be marked because that would expose you next time you exposed your hairy pale old arse to her in the bedroom.
Do you really think Ive taken leave of my senses and am so desperate for a dusty old twig and berries to work over, that I will fall for this drivel? Stephanie Meyer writes better claptrap.
Try harder gemima. Try harder.
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Oh Collarme.... so full of slaves and subs and those in between, all falling over themselves to tell me that beauty is only skin deep, that real beauty comes from within... and how cruel and heartless any one is to discriminate against someone because of a deformity.
And then they quickly offer themselves as a friend, if that, patronise me with a "I'm sure you'll find someone" and pat themselves on the back for being such a good guy.
Hmmm. Well I have plenty genuine friends here, and whilst I'd love some more.... please dont feel the need to just email me to say how sorry you feel for me or how you hope I'll find a sub soon, and that you would love to offer yourself, but you are too far away, involved, impotent, too busy finding God and enlightenment, really a meerkat......etc etc.
One day my deformity will be gone, hopefully, and the sub I pick will be one who wanted to serve regardless of my blemish. The folks who said "lovely lady, slightly damaged physically, good for the odd mail but I want a poster girl"..... better not approach me again once I fit their description of what's acceptable.
I'll rip their balls off and hang them on the washing line with my frillies.
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WTF with people posting pics of kids on here? I dont care if you are proud of the fruit of your loins, posting a pic of you with your kiddie as your profile pic in this cesspit just advertises you to the paedo's.
Did you think about that, Shirley frigging Temple there? |
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Someone is trying his best to drive me off CM.
Yes folks, I have a troll. My own personal gollum lookey likey.
He knows who he is.
He knows he is the subject of this mail.
I turned him down gracefully, but he wont walk away gracefully.
Ive tried reporting him.
Ive tried outing him here.
These tactics are usually met by journal entries from him accusing me of stalking his profile.... and being verbally abusive to him.
You guys can decide on that one.
My friends know me pretty much.... I can have a sharp tongue (cant any Domme) but abusive? And a stalker? Not my technique for getting someones attention. (Putting something in their mouth works much better).
So for now, for every journal entry I make, be assured for a commentary from the troll.
Work out who it is, and keep well away from him, is my recommendation, anyone who cant take no for an answer after this long has serious issues. |
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So the work begins next week on my new face. Rebuilding what was taken away surgically with prosthetics.
What do I want to look like haha?
What is beautiful?
Why do people judge others so harshly by how they look? (And why do so many like to pretend they dont?)
Funny how life can bite you in the ass, just as you are biting someone else in theirs.
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I never tire of the old ruse....
"I'm a Dom but I'm really a switch/sub, can we talk about strap on sex and Your sitting on my face sometime? I just can't bring myself to change my profile"
Command one of your subs to Domme you, sugarplum. |
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Out shopping in Brum after hospital app.
People love to stare.
Next time I am coming shopping in stockings, suspenders and a strap on.
Give them something to effing look at.
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Go me!!! I now need surgery on my feet. Foot worship is out of the window..... foot care, any one????? "D |
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What a lovely day. Managed to get out and mow my lawn..... only took two hours.
Shattered now.
Hospital tomorrow.
Thank you once again to my friends for their love and support. Its a difficult time, and you are keeping me going.
Im starting to realise that bdsm may be a door that is closing to me now, unless someone comes along who has compassion and empathy, who can see past what I look like, to who I really am.
I live in hope that that person is out there somewhere x |
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Beauty is a wonderful thing. Being pretty.... being attractive......
When you have that taken away from you, through an accident, ill health, surgery, age... it makes you wonder at what you once took for granted.
I am learning to live with a facial deformity, following my cranio facial surgeries for a bone disease I have.
There. I said it.
People stare. People laugh. People make fun. People will make fun of this, no doubt.
Ive lost friends. I cant form a relationship with a sub, or slave, because I dont trust their feelings, and I am ashamed of how I am.
I dont know if I will be a Domme again.
Despite this, I have friends here. They know who they are, and I am thankful for each one of them.
That is all. |
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Closing account.
Pretty depressed and being trolled by D@@#y2o2.
Cant cope. |
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D@@%+202. Stop trolling me.
Its so boring.
Im never going to Domme you..... you are probably some 300lb spotty teenager in a basement in Iowa anyways.
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Ive given up with the idea of ever finding another sub or slave.
The only people who contact me are timewasters... few real people, and no one who want to serve, its soul destroying.
No one would want to serve me..Look at how I look now, hardly an oil painting.
Coping with this illness is too much.
I dont want to any more.
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Ah well, second chances...... are we weak if we give them? |
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Oh and shall I say it again for you.....
Pretending you live with your dying father to get close to me, when you actually are in a relationship with someone and lying about it.... is very low.
And all the crawling in the world in these journals wont get you out of that one. |
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No, I dont have a cam, I wont cam, I dont cam..... I like real life subs and slaves sat in front of me rubbing my feet, not sat behind their computers rubbing their dicks.
And while we are on the old soap box, if you are a Dom who suddenly feels the urge to go sub, get one of your minions to Domme you, I dont Top Dom men or switches.
I'm interested in true M/s relationships not getting a bit of kink on.
Nuff said.
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Feeling brighter. Managed to eat some chinese rice yesterday..... triumph!!!!!
Would love to be back, putting a sub or slave to good use.... still very tired because of painkillers but could certainly appreciate a good massage..... body worship.....
I promise I wont fall asleep ...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz |
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Thank you to everyone for the well wishes. In a lot of pain, cant sleep.... but no swelling yet, so.... fingers crossed I wont look like a cabbage patch doll by tea time.
Back on liquid diet though again. You have no idea how bad tempered you get when all there is to eat is in liquid mush form.
I am the Soup Dragon.
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Lying here waiting to go in.
Just thinking about all the subs Ive corresponded with with a view to ownership over the past year.
Only two have even followed through to meeting and only one turned out to be a good sub and I loved him and miss him dearly.
The rest..... talk a lot about what they will do for me...... about what they want perhaps...... but as soon as I offer them a chance or ask them to complete the simplest task they fade away or crumble or disappear, because for them..... this isnt real...... this is a game...... a joke...... a way to fill time ...... to get their face sat on.... to talk about fantasy, but do little to fulfill it.
For me it is real. I want someone who is willing to walk the walk, as well as talk.
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Op on Tuesday. Struggling. "(. |
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Subs lie to try to get what they want and think Dommes are too stupid to see it.
At least if I put a price on my time assholes wouldnt be so quick to waste it.
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Some people really will say anything to get your interest.
I'm caring for my dying father and I live with him ......
No.... you are in a loveless, sexless relationship and are using your ill parent as an excuse to your partner and your Domme for not being available.
Priceless. |
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Re my last journal entry. I'm talking specifically to the idiots who think "hows you?" or any other one liner is a freaking way to introduce yourself and start a conversation with me.
It might work with Chesty LafuckingRue, but I am too ill to be bloody bothered.
Does that answer your question? |
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Why do complete strangers message and ask how you are? Do they actually give a damn, or just want to start a conversation..... in which case please think of something more eye catching to say, my friends ask how I am, but strangers asking just seems kind of odd. |
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I seriously need a gardening fairy. Trying to keep my garden looking pretty while I am like this is driving me bananas.
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More surgery on the 19th July.
Going shopping for a handbag, and maybe some underwear.
Nuff said. |
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Ok so my profile picture had to go, someone reported me for using it. Ok. I know I shouldn't, but so many people here use avatars....
CM should ban them all or turn a blind eye to them all, instead of allowing the members to tell them what to do.
Anyway. This leads me to my second, and more scary point. The person who reported me, yes, I know who it was, has at least four profiles on here. He was using two of them to harass me yesterday.
He pretends.... because I dont think its true..... to be a policeman...... to live not far from me...... to be desperate for a Mistress. He also has a gf.
When I first joined CM I fell for it a bit, but then got rid of him as he never seemed available to meet. Another profile popped up, begging me, then the latest two. He is easily recognisable from a tattoo, his chastity device, (which is only worn for fun) and various other photos, which he uses across his profiles. Since I called him on it last night, I have had an abusive email, which I reported, and he has put his profiles on hidden.
I wont have anything to do with him, much less send him a pic, and reporting my avatar to cm wont make me put a pic up, the people who really count here know who I am, met me..... and can have a pic anytime.
Trying to force people to Domme you by coercion or pressure or constant begging is not submissive behaviour. Throwing your teddy out of the cot when they refuse, again is not submissive behaviour.
In the past week alone I have had three so called submissives act aggressively toward me..... and I have realised it is because this site is just full of people who dont take the lifestyle seriously, and who just go out to hurt others when they cant get their own way.
The only problem is, have all the losers out there thought, when they have driven all the good people out, they'll only have the rubbish like themselves to play with?
You'll be seeing a lot less of me from now on.
Oh.... and all this rubbish on the morning that I have to go see the hospital again about more surgery.
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I do like a nice slave, naked apart from a chastity device, maybe. ")
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Why the fuck am I being emailed by *profilenotfound* twice in five mins. Who is playing the big twitchy arsewit today then?
Just grow up. Emailing me must take a load more effort than it does for me to press delete unread.
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Oh the Doms who contact you saying how Dominant they are but how much they dream of being a sub, how they do it occasionally, how they want to find a Domme to top them regularly.
Now here is the thing.... have you ever thought about changing your profile to reflect what you are - ie a switch....... or would that be too shameful for a big hard virile man, to admit he. .......
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Has the strength to be submissive. Give me a sub or a slave any day. It takes strength to submit to another. And more strength still to not be ashamed of it.
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Woken up needing long slow massage, maybe some body worship from a good boy.
Then I want a nice bath, he can wash my hair...... and finally after he'd dried me off with a nice fluffy towel and helped me to moisturise, he can cook me eggs for breakfast.
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princess louise is using pictures of the murdered girl Meredith Kercher for her profile.
Sick. |
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Sleepy Sunday morning. Late night chats with old friends.
Hazy thoughts of dirty things.
*smiles* |
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I hope that you feel better now that you have vented your spleen. I would have loved to have continued the dialogue, but as you have blocked me, am sadly unable.
Good luck in your search, and once again, apologies for not replyiing to the email I cant find, at this difficult time.
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Not interested, just thought I would point out what a hypocrite you are.
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SweetTemperance on 7/3/11 at 12:57 AM: |
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No. I have apologised for overlooking your email and given a reason why.
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LatexBoi777 on 7/3/11 at 12:56 AM: |
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And I'm supposed to feel sorry for you now?
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SweetTemperance on 7/3/11 at 12:55 AM: |
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Ive been very ill for a long time and have had a series of operations for a debilitating bone disease.
Thank you for being so understanding.
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LatexBoi777 on 7/3/11 at 12:53 AM: |
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Don't pull that one on me, this was weeks ago!
Before you were "having major surgery!"
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SweetTemperance on 7/3/11 at 12:51 AM: |
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Ok. Well you obviously feel very strongly about my not having replied to your email.
I've been very ill and I apologise profusely for hurting your feelings in the aftermath of recovering from major surgery.
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LatexBoi777 on 7/3/11 at 12:47 AM: |
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You typify users on here with your time wasting responses!
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SweetTemperance on 7/3/11 at 12:46 AM: |
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*wry smile*
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LatexBoi777 on 7/3/11 at 12:46 AM: |
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No, cos I have deleted it now and there is no point!
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SweetTemperance on 7/3/11 at 12:45 AM: |
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Can you send me a copy of the email please, my message history for you is blank, ie.... I dont have any previous email from you. |
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LatexBoi777 on 7/3/11 at 12:43 AM: |
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Your words: Please don't contact me unless you are a genuine slave who is prepared to offer genuine service.
My word: I did contact you and you totally ignored anything I said, now that makes you sound as if you are the time waster!
Getting sick of this useless fucking site now.
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Is looking at couples profiles ....... |
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It has been suggested that I might not be taking this website and all that it has to offer seriously, and that this may be, in some small way, hampering my seach for the perfect sub.
Well thank you for you observations there, Delilah, but the day that I take this place seriously is the day I cradle your very own dusty twig and berries in one hand whilst belting out my own special rendition of "Don't stop me now" by Freddie Mercury at the top of my voice, vibrating you to a painful and humiliating climax.
Huurruummpph. |
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I've got to get a sissy, just for the summer, until this warm weather wears off. She'll be a summery girl. She'll have hair. She'll have summery friends who know how to be outside. She'll play tennis and wear dresses and have bare feet, and in the autumn, I'll ditch her, because she was a summer girl! |
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"wanna test drive my belly, live, on cam"
Sorry, chicken, but I'm not putting my hands anywhere near that gearstick.
I'm sticking with the Volvo. |
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I won't hide my disgust. Ageplay is about two consenting adults, one nurturing, the other regressing. I read that journal too.... and it doesnt read like ageplay to me.
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This morning a sub I had been chatting to asked me to call him. When I refused and said that it was his place to call me.... he accused me of being a scammer.
I've met several people from this site and know several more quite well.
I've gone through hell with my operations. I've only been out of bed a few times since the last one and I think Ive left the house three times out of embarassment.
If I was a scammer then I would have been online begging for money or begging for someone to come do my housework because I cant do it or trying to get people to chat in yahoo then join some poxy website to look at my knockers.
Truth is I've turned down every offer of help I've had from all the lovely people here to do shopping and housework and gardening, because I'm too proud and too embarassed.
Scammer? Go fuck yourself Liberationist. |
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what would you do if i'm the owner of the company where you work as my secretary and you walk to my office and caught me snififng your other pair of shoes that you keep at work?
Reply: I'd sack myself straight away for not checking your typing better. |
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"I am looking to establish an online connection"
Try the guys at tech support then. |
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We will meet again my friend,
A hundred years from today
Far away from where we lived
And where we used to play.
We will know each others' eyes
And wonder where we met
Your laugh will sound familiar
Your heart, I won't forget.
We will meet, I'm sure of this,
But let's not wait til then...
Let's take a walk beneath the stars
And share this world again.
For a really special friend, who I will always hold in my heart. x |
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"I can hold a conservation"
muscular sub, then. |
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No sex with YOUNG children huh?
How about no sex with any children? |
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Oh sweet lord if you are going to write "property of Dom Assface" on your tits at least note that property isn't spelt 'propety' before posting the pics to the bdsm underworld.
Of course for a huge tribute of chocolate mousse I could be talked into giving classes in the ancient art of 'O' and 'A' level body writing for kinksters. |
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Just been discussing bondage and humiliation porn with a trans friend.
Whilst they like it.... its a bit over the top on the ham acting, I find, compared to rt.
"we need to work on your endurance, slavegirl"
If I ever say that, cut my tongue out.
On a footnote... if anyone does know how to fix a refridgerator.........
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Every morning I wake to a veritable waste dump of one liners and meaningless drivel from the plethora of confetti brained cup cakes who join this site, who have no clue about D/s, but who think that their vain attempts at an introduction are going to make me drop my best Coco de Mer's and sit on their unshaven, middle earth faces.
I'm compiling a list of the worst atrocities and will be publishing them as a way of venting my angst at CM, David Cameron, the Government's economic policy the private/public sector divide, and because I'm feeling generally hormonal.
"wanna sunbathe hun" is not the way to approach a Domme if any beginners are reading.
" **** **** ****" call me, sugar" isn't, either.
And the one we are all familiar with:
"I've got a masturbation problem please can you help me Miss" (this one is often accompanied by a pic of a young torso attached to an unusually large penis.)
Bring back the guy who wanted me to mummify him forever. At least he was polite.
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Just sticking it out for now.
Quite ill and whilst I would love to play and take someone as a sub, they generally make more demands on me than I do on them, so until I am well again, just here to chat.
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I want a massage. I want chocolate mousse. I want to make a grown man bark like a dog. And failing that could someone find my tv remote, please? |
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Can I put on my resume that I really dont like soldiers ? |
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Am in a really effing foul mood. I'm going to personally hack someone's pissy little cock off with a rusty scalpel, then nail it to a frisbee, and fling it over a fucking rainbow.
Dang, there..... ya made me say the 'F' word. |
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Wants to curl up in his lap. |
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Hospital. Surgical review. "( |
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I am going to make a dirty protest. I'm going to have my very own wall of shit where I am going to scrawl the names of the useless good for nothing fakes and scammers and timewasters I have had to endure. It has finally gotten too much to see these worn out excuses for bumfluff giving all the real subs and slaves a bad name and making everyones life so much harder.
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Since I pointed out that I would be mummifying the Tory subs... I was asked what fate would befall the Lib Dem submissives.
Spatchcocked and plastic wrapped, like all the other turkeys.
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"Would you mummify a slave and put him in a casket, Miss?''
Only if he was a Conservative, sweetie. |
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What the hell is with all these admirers that dont even know me?
Are you guys volunteering for my human buffet? |
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Happy Daddy's Day..... to a good friend, a mental Dom, a total queen, an insatiable sub and above all a crazy ass.... ARSE friend.
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Making a boy suck another one's cock, then watching him beg for cock is very horny.
Enough said. |
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I want to make you crawl around on all fours wearing my used panties...... watching you squirm, seeing your pathetic cock strain against the material, seeing your precum soak it through.... touching you, bringing you.... oh so close..... the purple, shiny, engorged head of your member sticking proudly out of the top of my knickers as your legs tremble.
Rolling my hand over your tip as you get closer..... I feel you start to throb, about to push..... eyes begging me..... "Mistress, may i cum, please Mistress?"
So..... do I continue..... do I let you..... have you been good? Or do I bring you to the edge..... and beyond.... then let go of your pathetic, tiny useless instrument and watch it bob and spurt ..... your hips thrusting into thin air, you sobbing behind me.... as your release is ruined? |
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Catching up with old friends is nice. Makes you think about dirty, horny things you did, before you looked like a raccoon in pyjamas. *grins* |
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*can just about remember how it felt ")* |
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Is thinking about breast worship.... and really, REALLY wants her nipples licked and sucked right now.
That is all. |
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Being confined to bed means I am watching far too much daytime tv.
Manboobs and a noisy pubis are not things I want to see on a Friday morning with my morning coffee. |
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What is it with subs and even slaves coming to me, and in the first email setting out all the things they want?
Since when does the Domme serve the sub?
If all you can think of to say in a first email is what you want to do sexually, please, delete the email before you send it, you monkeybutts are turning me into the Jeremy Kyle of Collarme. |
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I have come to the conclusion that a lot of the people on this site dont half talk a lot of bollocks.
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So my face has swollen up like a football, post op. Euurrgghhh. Need chocolate mousse. |
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Operation over. Face swollen like a football. That was rather medieval, and Mistress has discovered that she is impervious to physical pain. Just not her own. "/ |
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Thank you to atherfeet68 for constantly following my journals and blogs. Today he reminded me that I once threatened to eat a well cooked steak off the naked backside of the slave who cooked it, complete with veg and gravy.
If anyone should like to volunteer for the task... it may be a while before the SweetTemperance Come Dine With Me Human Buffet Special, but I am quite happy to give the whole thing a go :D |
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Thank you for the lovely welcome back people :)
Been tidying the house (yes I know I need a slave to do it) and pottering in my garden, which really needs work, if there is a sub or slave with green fingers out there.
Not looking forward to the op tomorrow, much worse than the first, and the endless cycle of soups afterwards is just going to drive me crazy, let alone the way I will look for at least a month. :/
Thank you for the lovely thoughts and hope to be back in the saddle very soon "P |
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First day back here. Big operation tomorrow, 6mm of bone to be removed from my upper jaw. Decided to bring back the profile, to blog and chat, catch up with people, and to give me something to do while I am recovering.
Still looking for a service sub, or a slave as my special boy. If he can make soup...keep house and be good at body worship...... all the better. :)
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