I'm a virgin submissive that is finally trying to figure myself out.

I have recently decided that my entire sex life has been a culmination of sub par moments where I was never truly satisfied (with VERY FEW exceptions). At this point in my life, I want to focus on me and what is going to make me happy sexually.

I've really wanted to experiment with bondage, and I've yet to. Along with a myriad of other things listed below.

Realistically, I probably wouldn't be able to do random play partners. It's hard for me to build trust, and I'd much rather find someone to wholly give myself to than to experiment with many.

I'm willing to try many sexual avenues, as I have yet to, but I will say that blood and other body fluids not naturally occurring during sexual activity are a definite no for me.

About me in my every day world, I work, I have a child (that means I'm not readily available any hour of the day), I'm trying to start a business, I'm going back to college next year for another degree (yes, I have one... in Business). I'm intelligent (and I'd expect you to be too). I love football and hockey. I love hiking, camping, and anything else that involves nature, at least when it's warm out. I'm usually the life of the party when I go out, but I rarely drink. I am very strong-minded, and very personable. People either love me or hate me. I dress goth a lot, I dress girly always. I wear heels daily, even in Winter. I'm loyal to my family, friends, and a lover when I have one. I love to decorate. I turn OCD once a month and clean like a madwoman. I design a lot of my own clothes. I listen to every type of music, but I prefer metal and rock, or hip-hop if I'm in the mood to dance, and I do believe men and women can be plutonic friends.