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| I'm a paralyzed disabled veteran who so often stays in constant pain. When I find that right dom, she's able to relief. There's was a time when I was in do. I got tricked into trying this. The Mistress was fantastic. I'm so hoping to as well. Just being out of pain so I can rest is a huge for me. A dom doesn't have to worry too much about hurting me. I stay in enormous pain as it is. I can explain later about this.
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Does anyone know of a local Dungeon in the Augusta, Georgia area? I'm not very familiar with this area. I've been cooped up in the hospital for a very long, long time not being allowed to do ANYTHING. I've been in the hospital on bed rest for so long that I believe I've even forgotten how to kiss a girl the way she'll be coming back for more. If I could only find a very strict teacher.
I'm actually hoping for a couple of things. I am a Dom-Master for the most part. However not being allowed to do anything for so long, I know that I need to start over. I'm an old military man who believes that everything must be earned. In order to be a the best Dom-Master, I believe I have to learn how to the perfect sub-slave. But even before beginning this, being cooped up for so long, I have an over abundance of negative energy that must come out. My will is strong so I've been able to keep it under control for a very long time. However I'm at my breaking point. This bucking bronco needs busting. At the same time I need one to make sure that I don't over do things. I've come a long way to finally be able start living life again. I've been pretty much having to do bed rest for almost 3 years if not longer. And in this lifestyle, I truly want perfection if I can at both roles. So I'm starting at the bottom again. |
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Normally, I'm 100 percent Dom Master. But in my own opinion, it's often eshing to play the other side, so to myself balanced. But the fact I've been in a hospital for 3 years now, without a single soft touch of one who knows how to do this for so gently that one is begging for more, I must have strong will to be able to be without for so long. But my will is strong, my heart is pure. Nothing can defeat the mind or the will in combination.
I need to be a sub for a short time, just to feel like what it means to give. Then once I learn how to give again, maybe I can get my nerve to lead. But I've been beat down so bad. I need to bring up a few tears but I just can't see to pull them up. So a if there's a kind Mistress who is willing to help one who truly gives his all through his every breath, I'd appreciate it if she's pull these emotions out of me before I go insane. This is not a sex thing. I'm a paralyzed disabled veteran, and I've major complications with my war injuries but I'm almost in the almost recovered after ALOT of hard work. In some ways I feel like a virgin. Because I've not been kissed in so long I believe I've forgotten how. Please don't think my health condition is a problem. Because if you ever think I can't, I'll show you I can. Even now, being paralyzed for over 20 years, I moved my left big toe for the first time. So you can believe I'll be dancing with my bride on our wedding day.
I believe I understand that "man can not live on bread alone". To me it hasn't nothing to do with food. If one has no fire, no passion, they really can't live. I'm thinking I'm foolish here, but if there's just one caring soul, I'll never forget her. |
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It's a blaugh wintery Sunday night, I'm trying to stay up beat and positive but being by myself all the time, it can get to a guy after a while. I'm not so much interested in the lifestyle as I am just having someone to share life with. |
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So glad this bone chilling weather has finally lifted. For this southern boy, I'm not quite used to it. About the only good thing to come out of it is you tend to snuggle a little more. If one is smart, you can use the cold to your advantage to make your partner really happy. The cold makes certain places more sensitive.
As for sub/dom relationship, I only focus on one thing and one thing only: To step up and be what my girl needs me to be when she needs it. When she needs a man to step up and be a man, I can do this. But if she wants to take the lead, I'll encourage her. The only thing that I won't do is take her for granted. A good relationship takes work. And it takes honesty and it takes full commitment by both being there for each other, no matter what. Besides, if I want my girl to do something for me, I have to set the example and do it for her first. And we do everything together. Because she's not just a girl, she's supposed to be your best friend but more. And you talk about where you want your life to be. |
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Normally I'm always in good spirits. But when the weather is back and forth between extreme changes in temperatures, my nerve-spine pain get unbearable. What I'd give to be put on a stretch rack type thing and tormented, just so I'd get stretched out enough so that I can finally rest. A spinal cord injury is still a mystery for the doctors. Until I can find a very understanding female dom, I'll just have to suffer and deal with it.
For those who might be interested, I'm a paralyzed disabled veteran, paralyzed from my chest down. In fact, I was introduced to this would because I was in extreme real pain. I met someone online who asked me if I had an open mind. She had a house dungeon and at first I was freaked out. But she was so gentle at first that I was forced to trust her. The next I knew, I was hogtied upside down, with her and her subs, attacking every single weak and sensitive place on me at the same for hours and hours. I eventually passed out. I woke up in a bed with her subs checking on me. I had slept for 3 days. But the Dom let me rest all I needed. It takes so much for me to take care of myself. What she did helped me so much that even today, I'm constantly sending food to her, just to show my appreciation. Unfortunately I'm too far away now. But I stay in so much pain that I stay irritable because I don't get to rest like I need to. I've had to suffer for over 2 years now. |
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| Age: 33 |
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Pennsylvania |
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