I am very conservative but for the longest time i have had a fantasy that no one can fullfill. I want to learn to be a slave...or a proper submissive. I want a man dominate me completely. I want to be taught how to please, to be molded into a different way of thinking that doesn't make me feel like a freak for wanting - NEEDING this. I am married...and I am happy in my marriage. My spouse gives me 95% of what I want...I just need some help with that 5%!
I am writing this and I'm terrified. And feeling more than a tad foolish and pathetic I just don't know what else to do.
I am looking for someone with Dominance experience...I'm not looking for a little boy who likes to tell females what to do in bed. I may not know much...but there is a difference.
**UPDATE** This is not me being a snob, or a bitch or not knowing my place...but I might as well add, that I am looking for a Dom who is intelligent and SANE! If you send me an email with text speech in it...more than likely you are not going to get a response.
9/13/2010 9:47:08 AM
its sad that i have to put this on here...but, please stop sending me nude pictures. i mean...come on people...
6/16/2010 8:04:25 PM
I like to play dress up...corsets, stockings, lingere. Is it vain to want to feel beautiful for you? Is it wrong to want for you to dress me up just how you like? Ponytails? thigh-highs?
