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I feel so foolish... I feel I will never be good enough for anyone.... So why do I try... |
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Imma vent a bit. So please be patient.
Well. All I see anymore is Fin Doms and Dommes. I think that its not right. And I will list those now.
•Some people have it hard with money.
•I think if you are truly in the lifestyle then you wouldn't ask for gifts or money.
This is my own opinion and don't bash me for it. I wished I could find a Dom or Domme who was true in the lifestyle. Sadly that ain't happening.
That's it for my venting. |
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I honestly don't know why I have this account up.... Its not like I'm getting anything out of it lol. Tho sometimes its fun to read Journals. Or look at pictures. I just haven't been really getting anything positive out of this. So I am gonna delete it maybe in a few days. We shall see. |
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Well My 21st birthday sucked.. no friends. Nothing. Hell not even a Damn cake. Ugh.. so irritated and heart broken.... I feel like I should just live in a hole. |
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Omg. I made the best Chicken Alfredo. Mmm. Tastes so yummy. Hehe. |
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What I Desire as a submissive: I Desire a strong handed man to take control of me. I Desire a man who will dominate me fully. I Desire a man to reward me when I have done them proud. I am on the verge of giving up right now. But something tells me not too. Like a little voice in My head. I do have limits. I do have things in a Dom I do like. Long haired. Older. Bit bigger. Mmm. Sounds yummy. |
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As of July 18th 2013. I am no longer seeking for a Master or Mistress. For the simple fact I have not met any. I will still be on here. But just looking for friends is all. :) I wish for the best of luck for every one. |
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What a rainy day. Been sitting here curled up in a blanket reading a book. Hoping it to stop raining. I thought I found a match on here. But boy was I sadly mistaken.
I shouldn't try so hard to find a Dom or Domme. Let them find me is what My friends say. But I get so lonely. I see good D/s relationships and it warms My heart.
Some relationships on here scare the holy crap out of me. Or some pics. I know that someday that I will be in a loving D/s relationship.
Anyways. I thought is just let out My mind for the day. Just had a lit of built up. Hopefully I can get My mind on happier things. :) |
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Omg. I read a really good Bdsm erotica short story. Bound By Desire on Kindle. So delicious. And sweet as well when the Dom and sub admit there love for each other. :) |
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Hm. What's the perfect Dom? To me its a caring Dom. A firm dom. Strict yet can be fair. I wished I could find these quality in a Dom on here. I'm not the perfect size. Nor am I gorgeous enough. I don't even know if I will ever find the right Dom. But I got school and can't wait to be a cosmetology. :) |
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Ahh. Such a pretty day. Took some new photos. The sun against my nude body feels quite devine |
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I hope this weather clears up. To dreary. Laying in bed right now thinking about a lot of stuff. Wishing I had a warm body to snuggled. |
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I have 13 days till I'm 21. Yay. Hopefully I will have fun on my bday. :) |
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Another rainy night. So sick and tired of this rain . I wished i could cuddle someone right now. |
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I just wanna write down a few things. If you dont like what i write dont read. I just wanted to write down what im feeling. I have had my share in bad D/s relationships. I fall for my Dom. Or Domme. Then they let me down like im a worthless submissive. I know i may not look much. But im a sweetie. Im shy and a bit timid. But why make me feel like shit. Im not whining. Im writing how i feel. |
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My 21st bday is coming up. I'm so excited. July 24! Hehe. I can't wait. |
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•2-27-13• I would like to say that people need to stop acting like childish brats. I am so tired of being judged on my weight. I mean idc if a guy prefers skinnier. But dont make me feel like shit cause i aint skinny. Grow up. Ugh. |
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Another cold night. Glad I have warm to put on. or I would freeze to death. Lol. |
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I love looking thru here and seeing the desperation in some people. I can.understand some. I wanna.find a Dom to serve with my whole heart. But patience is a virtue. But thats just my opinion |
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-2-18-13- Well im coming to the conclusion that If a Dom dont want me as I am. Then BaLboa he aint the right Dom for me. :) |
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I do not care if you read this or not. Im so tired of people judging me on my weight. I know im not skinny. But at least im not anorexic. So thru with Dom and Dommes who like to make fun of bigger subs. Why dont you suck on a dildo and choke on it! Mkay. Im done venting. |
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Hm. Starting to think that this site is a waste of time. |
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i got my hair done today. I feel so pretty. |
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So as I lay in my comfy and warm bed. One thing is missing. My Dom. I read how every one has found the O/one. Im happy for them but I wished I have found the right Dom for me. I would even welcome friends to. Just someone I can talk to. Sorry got alot on my mind. |
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Woke up freezing my tits off. I do not like the winter. Cuddled up in 3 blankets. |
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Im writing to vent my frustrations. Im so sick and tired of being called a fat ass slob. I take care of my self. Just cause im not skinny as most girls doesnt mean I have no emotions. I dont go to photos of Doms or other subs for that matter and say that there ugly as fuck. I have more respect than that. But no I get kicked down like a dog. So tired of it. But im just bitching I guess. But just needed to let out my feelings. |
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