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Hetero Male Submissive, 39,  SanJose, California
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Im a musician and a teacher. Im athletic and bookish and I love to laugh. I love languages -- I speak Hebrew and Italian fluently, french non-fluently and Latin not fluently at all. I worship the intellect and Im a slut for the mind. People say I look serious most of the time, and I am serious. Im heavily into seriousity. But Im quite serious about being fun and caring and silly, too.

I love kissing, slow and sexy...really a lot, maybe a little too much. I like teasing and being teased. But fundamentally Im a boy who wants wants to give in and be ..taken. To take pleasure from the pleasure of another, to be aroused by her power and to want to be overtaken by her. That is all.

My life is filled with things I enjoy, but theres a crucial piece missing my subordination to someone greater. Ive engaged in enough kink to know that Im genuinely submissive sexually, but its mostly meaningless and ultimately phony if I cant deliver myself up to a powerful demon-woman who will desire and demand everything I give. She will take what she wants from me and any other man she pleases, but I will be hers alone.

Like everyone else, I have certain kinks and fantasies (some of them hot and slightly embarrassing, others too embarrassing to write about...), but my goal is the relationship I outlined above. A self-sacrificing, spiritual relationship -- my spirit worshiping hers, which is far more important than mine. She will enjoy that power, enjoy teasing and defiling me and letting me make her happy. I will enjoy her company -- making her laugh and smile while I revel in giving her what she wants.

I have a healthy ego. I know I have some worth. Just the same, theres a good part of me that wants to be humiliated and degraded, to feel less than. I want to worship someone who gets a thrill out of bringing me low, bringing me down beneath her where she knows I belong. The proof that she is everything resides in the expression that I am nothing.

The only requirement I have is intelligence -- the smarter the better. A smart-ass would be perfect. Someone who likes talking to me as much as she likes talking down to me.













 Submissive Male



 Willing to Relocate

 5' 10"

 165 lbs






Actively Seeking:

Dominant Female

 Lives For:

 Being allowed to worship your body (Expert)

 Being allowed to give you massages (Expert)





 Being blindfolded (Beginner)

 Being tied up by you (Beginner)

 Being allowed to worship your feet

 Being gagged by you (Beginner)

 Hair Pulling

 Being humiliated by you

 Mental Bondage

 Being allowed to service you orally

 Intellectual Discourse


 You cuckolding me


 Classical Music

 Opera Music

 Rock Music



 Anal Play (Beginner)

 Being allowed to beg you for things

 You controlling my male parts (Beginner)

 Being allowed to wear your collar (Beginner)

 Being allowed to be your servant

 Being allowed to do all of the housework


 You deciding when I'm allowed to have an orgasm

 Being spanked by you

 You using a strap-on on me






 Female Supremacy

 Alternative Music

 Eighties Music


 Nineties Music

 Seventies Music






 Curious About:

 Eye Contact Restrictions

 Sensation Play

 Role Playing

 Speech Restrictions


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Journal Entries:
5/2/2015 3:20:45 PM
Let's be specific about what "full of shit" means. 1). You would like to dominate me, but you live in Spain. Great, how often can we do this? I guess when I'm flying through Catalonia on my way to joining ISIS. Awesome. 2). You're highly interested in my profile and would like for us to do terrible things to each other until sunup, but my request for a coffee or drink with you is highly intimidating. You disappear into the ethers of Zion, never to be heard from again. Awesome. 3). Your life plagiarizes the cuckold porn I was reading when I was 20, which in retrospect (tragically) was written by a man.

9/5/2014 6:43:48 PM
I wrote this a few years ago, the first time it happened.  

While in your orbit
I am, forever
Before your spirit --
I am,
I feel,
as Nothing

9/3/2014 11:16:29 AM
This site is full of people
who are full of so much shit.

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