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I dream of the day of finding that woman that wants to make me her everything.
I doubt Ill find her on here but Im always hopeful. Im open to being locked up and used as a pleasure device for others... Im open to a lot of things, send me a message and well see what happens.Im a rather quiet introverted guy looking for a long term FLR, that may reach into the upper stages. Im quite alpha in public, as I generally dont take shit from anyone, but would prefer a more submissive role in the bedroom. Unfortunately my experience has been quite the opposite in life. The women that I do bed seem to want to just rely on something vanilla, and even though I havent been in a relationship in well about 4 years now, it always seems the same even with casual relationships. So Im seeking more then anything a headstrong woman who knows what she wants and isnt afraid of saying and displaying it.I had a lot here at one point ranting about findoms, then I realized I really had no right to rant about that as apparently there are some guys that are into that. So I just merely decided to take the easier step and decide to hide any profile that had a hint at findom in it. Its not that Im against findom, I just know that its not for me, if I wanted to throw my money away at nothing, I probably could do a better job of it then half of the supposed profiles on this site.Yes, I believe about 65 of the profiles on this site are fake, from reading doms journals about subs, and I wont bother on pics because I ranted about this in my journal before I deleted it.
A bit about me, Im a quiet person by nature, purely introverted, unless you piss me off. I spend most of my time reading novels. Whilst having tv shows or movies playing as background noise to occupy my mind.Kinks, or things Im interested in, and again I have no real experience, as pretty much all my relationships have been rather vanilla..
Ive also always responded to every mail that has degraded me to a point.. but I thought that was just being polite....
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Going to pretty much ignore this site for the time being. might log onto it every now and then to see if any thing changes. Otherwise I'm on the more popular sites for dating such as ok cupid and pof. My photos will be the same because that's who I am, can you say the same? |
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Going through my facebook posts which I tend to turn off after one day of public consumption I realize just how unhappy I am. I think I know why I'm unhappy, hell I'm nearly 40 and dealing with loveless everything. Unfortunately, unless I wanted to abandon a great pension leaving now would be worthless, maybe it'll be just 17 more years of loneliness. |
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Photos.. if you don't believe who I am in my current pictures, I may or may not shoot a photo of your choice to add to my gallery. Can you say the same? |
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What to write that's truthful, and non ...
Well first a happy Easter to those who celebrate it, a happy long weekend to those that don't. Easter doesn't really mean anything to me other then when to eat a wonderfully cooked ham. If it means more to you, I'm sorry that I've never really understood holidays.
But all the same I hope you a happy weekend :D |
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As some may have noticed I've cut a lot out of my journal, as I've changed over the couple of years on the site thus my previous posts may have been offensive to some. I will admit a lot of it was drunken ramblings, and being fed up in a city where I seem to have no chance with women due to my introvertedness. But at the same time I think it was a lot of because why I was so picky in whom I wanted to be with me. See the post below.
I've had a few friends on the side or FWB if you prefer them to be called that, but it was after my last one that awakened ... the kink in me. It was only a one time thing, and I haven't had sex since, and this was roughly 3 years ago. But as we were cuddling that night and she was talking about things that turned her on, I was agreeing to them. But the next morning we parted ways, and I was always left wondering what would happen if...
I understand this site is a fantasy for most people, but for some of us, we would like it to become a reality. |
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I guess I should reflect on more of what I'm looking for on this site, which would mainly be a long term FLR. I would love to meet an independently strong woman or transgender woman, that seeks to take someone be out of their comfort zone. Things such as forced bi, humiliation, cuckolding, chastity, ws, gags and such are some aspects that intrigue me.
As I have relatively little experience, i do know the things that I'd be scared of trying are listed above. But I am open to experiment, besides I thought one of the whole dynamics of a master/sub(slave) relationship, is a sense of trust. One of those things that should be included in that trust would be getting the other to come out of their shell, and to take things beyond their comfort zone. |
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All I can seem to think about lately is BBC... I don't find men attractive at all but cocks are different, they have a unique beauty to them.. |
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| Age: 23 |
| NYC,
New York |
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