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I realized that I hadn't updated my journal in a long time. Master and i are starting a family. I'm due August 1st. It's both terrifying and spectacular. Didn't think this would ever happen. :) |
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I wish I could figure out how to make Daddy happier and want me more... |
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Owned and Collared, not interested in being messaged by any Doms or Couples. The only thing I am here for is friends and looking for our 3rd. |
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I wish there was a way to just hide my profile from Doms these days... Doms and Couples are the only ones that ever check my profile anymore. Yes, I'm still serving someone! He is the greatest and sexiest Dom I've ever been with. I can see myself falling for him and feel sorry for any of the little sluts that don't want to try being in a Triad with us. There are so few good AND hot ones out there I want to share him with someone special and so many will never get their chance because they are too stuck up to even respond to the wonderful messages we send them. Your loss ladies, really. |
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Master asked me why I send somewhat short first messages to girls we are interested in and all I had to do was show him 1 day's worth of messages I have sent and how many were even read let alone responded to. 1 response out of several messages sent doesn't exactly say "Spend 30 minutes writing a beautiful message to a woman". So ladies, before you start bitching about getting one liners and short messages from interested parties on here, take a moment to think about what you are putting out there. Why should people pour their heart and soul into a first message when the chances of getting a response are SO slim?!?! Show a little humility, you are supposedly submissive or a slave after all, act like it, demands and ultimatums are not a good way of showing your submissive nature... Just saying... |
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Has anyone else been getting outlandish, strange, rude and somewhat threatening messages from keas1? If you do, fucking report him, it's the only way to get trash like that off this site. |
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My new Master/Daddy has shown me I can handle and enjoy a lot more pain than I thought... It's so lovely.
Now I just need to find a girlfriend for us. :) |
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Today I said to someone "My submission is selfish through unselfishness" meaning that I please my Master because his pleasure pleases me. Sometimes I come up with solid gold. |
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A pretty face and a personality for way harder than a nice body. Work hard enough and anyone can have a bangin body. Missed out on all the growth and depth needed to have a personality and you are pretty much screwed for life and faces require a doctor to fix.
i'm just saying... kinda food for thought... |
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worst thing about a man with a huge cock? He knows he has a huge cock and loses himself in it and becomes nothing more than the cock. Personality goes a long way. Especially without a nice face. >.< I'm gonna be in trouble for this one. lol |
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i think the worst thing about being on the search again is having to answer all the same questions over and over and over again. isn't this what profiles are for? |
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Where is that handsome prince that just comes and claims you? Says "You are mine because I say so" and sweeps you off your feet to serve him for enternity. I wish that wasn't so hard to find. |
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I think that men putting up pictures of a woman/girl they have played with as a profile picture is seriously tacky. Why would I want to see the girl you just fucked, that doesn't make me want to fuck you. Women don't say "Oh look, he can get some, that makes me want to get busy with him." At least not the women that are worthwhile. Of course, this is just my opinion.... I have been proven many times that I'm a rarity. |
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Ahhhhh, the one liner. I have to take a moment to step back and really enjoy the thought process that goes into "What do you say to someone on here, when contacting them for the first time?"
Considering that I tend to only contact people with amazing profiles and pictures I feel like I have to put just as much effort into what I say to them first as I put into my profile and my exploration of this side of myself. And yet, we can't make the first message so long no one would ever read it... So what do we do? Send a compliment? Send a little flirt? maybe an askey smiley and a picture?
I don't know how Men do it, and I hate it, and if I didn't swear that I have seen the fucking gorgeous 30 something year old at my new job that looks like an evil clark kent on this site (I swear he's on here, I've seen him! or seen him in my dreams) I wouldn't be looking at all. After-all, I prefer the chase-ee role. XOXO |
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I keep having this dream where I'm bound in rope and blindfolded and I feel the weight of my squirming on every single piece letting me know that I am definitely suspended. As I hang there I have this overwhelming feeling that I'm waiting for someone and they are almost there. Sometime I can even start to sense their presence and then I wake up. I wake up everytime before I ever get to interact with them.
I feel like this is a metaphor for for my romantic life these days, so much waiting...
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2 things that need to be said....
IF i GET ONE MORE PERSON ASKING ME ABOUT BREEDING+INCEST, OR FUCKING ANIMALS, I SWEAR TO WHATEVER YOU PRAY TO i WILL FUCKING HUNT YOU DOWN AND KILL YOU.
Second, if I tell you I'm not interested and you continue to message me, I WILL BLOCK YOU! My life has gotten pretty busy and I barely have time to respond to all the messages from people I want to talk to let alone the ones I have already dismissed. |
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Kitten's quote of the day today:
"Show me that you have control over your own life and person and then I can think about giving over control over mine."
Meaning, Don't tell me you want to see me start working out and shed a few pounds if you are over weight yourself. Don't say you want to take care of me when you can't take care of yourself. And certainly don't say that I will take care of you because you can't take care of yourself.
I am not looking for someone that wants power over me because they feel powerless in other ways, I want someone POWERFUL! in every aspect, power is just so sexy and it commands control over everything.
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Starting waist corset training, I need to find a place for pointers. Really wish that I had someone sexy with a firm hand to help me tie my laces. ;) |
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You know, every once in a while, like when my toys break or my rent is due, I wish I had no shame and no respect for fellow human being (or myself) so that I may get all the things I want by using mens' desire for me. |
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Dear prodominant,
YOU ARE A FUCKING DOUCHE BAG! JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE RUDE AND I DON"T WANT TO TALK TO YOU, YOU ARE GOING TO REPORT ME AS A MAN?!?!?! ROT IN FUCKING HELL! |
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may not be on cm for a while, if you want me try |
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wish there was an algorithm for finding fakes on this website. lmao |
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big move tomorrow, location has been updated. =) |
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check out my new tattoo, picture 9 |
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taking a break, won't be responding to any Dom men, or men in general really. |
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I need work in the Austin area for cash. I'm not talking prostitution but maybe someone needs house work done or babies watched or just about anything. I need enough to pay back my roommate for the bills I owe her plus make enough to cover rent for next month. I have a resume if this needs to be done professionally. I can fill just about any shoes I need to just message me and ask if I can do something. I need to make at least 300 in a week and another 400 by the end of the month. Please don't message me about sexual favors for money, I'm not a prostitute, they will not be answered. |
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what I would say to someone on this site if they didn't have me blocked....
With how many fakes there are out there on this site, it sickens me that you won't even give me a chance. Please reconsider me, I could end me being just the kind of obedient sub you are looking for, but to write me off as only wanting sex is not giving me any credit. Being submissive toward a Dominant male is the most natural thing in the world to me and for some reason, even with you telling me to never contact you again, something told me to try one more time. Believe me that this is the last time you will hear from me unless told otherwise. Good luck. |
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it really sucks that here i am a real person ready and willing to sub to the right someone and am losing interest in even looking because of all the fakes. I have a cam, and plenty of pictures, and facebook page and a myspace page as well, a heartbeat, a vagina, and no crazy shit in my past, and have been a women for 28years and one day (aka my WHOLE LIFE). I guess all that just makes me an easy target for the fakes because I care. How can we ever tell exept with tons and tons of proof and a leap of faith usually resulting in heartache. How can people be so cruel in this way?
and the worst part about all the fakes is that all it does is make it so that I don't feel I can trust anyone.
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Never thought it would come to this but I guess this is something I have to state up front because if I get one more message about this I'm going to scream...
MY TATTOO ON MY SHOULDER DOES NOT MEAN THAT I HAVE BEEN FUCKED BY AN ANIMAL NOR DOES IT MEAN THAT I WANT TO BE. IT IS THE PAW PRINT OF MY SPIRIT ANIMAL, THE LYNX, SO STOP FUCKING ASKING, I'M SICK OF THIS!!!!! |
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beginning to think I should change my profile to say switch, I really feel like I could play any role, but I'm hesitant since I could never respect of be attracted to a man that let me walk all over him or order him around. I like my men to have balls and kinda bad attitudes, tattoos, piercings and oh whatever, I could go one forever on my perfect man, I know there are ones out there that fit that too, just they never want me in return. |
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lmao, You really can't blame the women on here that decide to start trying to make money on this site. Personally I wish I knew how, I've done some things for people in the name of searching for love that could have probably made me rent money in one go, and now here I am jobless and about to be homeless in a month and a half. I say you go girls (if you are girls), make that paper. |
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Looking for a new job in the Austin area. If anyone knows of anything good, please let me know. I'm a fantastic Personal Assistant.
The Northern California Area too, I'm considering moving there when I'm through with the lease I'm in now. |
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to be honest sometime I think about going to switch, the submissive side of me comes out toward certain people. It's not something thats on all the time, but instead reactive toward dominate energy. Kinda like turning the lights on when you walk in a room.
wrote this to a new friend, thought it was something worth sharing. |
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So I didn't really think that it would come to this since I specifically said I was looking for THE ONE....
I AM NOT INTERESTED IN COUPLES OR BEING OWNED BY MULTIPLE PEOPLE, I AM A QUEEN BEE, A SECOND IN COMMAND, NOT A #3 OR SO ONE. COUPLE WILL NOT BE RESPONDED TO, THEY WILL NOT EVEN BE READ. AND PLEASE DOMS, QUIT SENDING YOUR LITTLE SUBS TO GIVE ME ORDERS AND RECRUIT ME, I'M NOT INTERESTED. Now once I form a couple with someone else, I may be willing to recruit others... thats different.
Alright, I'm done, rant over. |
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WTB sweet and caring cuddle partner for while I'm sick... I need some TLC.
HA! TLC, on here, now thats frackin hysterical. |
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Lesson of the day:
No insurance and an infected tooth can really make someone wish for a sugardaddy. lmao |
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Still cursed. I am forever destined to suffer from it. The ones I want don't want me and that ones that want me I don't want. /sigh does this mean to be happy in love I have to change myself or settle?
P.S. I'm not speaking about anyone specifically so don't try to turn this around and take it personal lol |
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Maybe I need to restate something I said in my profile since some people can't seem to get it. I didn't just write my profile for the hell of it. I put a lot of time and effort and heart into writing it and you people can't even take a few minutes to ready it? Well maybe you'll ready this! I'm looking for someone around my age. Not an old man just looking for some young tail. I do not feel I am able to relate to someone too far above my age. I don't have Daddy issues and not looking to replace my father with a sexual figure. I'm sure one day I'll be attracted to older men when I'm an older woman, but for now, around my age only please. I realize that age is only a number so I don't want to flat out say no one above 35 but it's looking like I may have to. I'd say 38 is the cut off. I'll just delete your message if you seem like you could play golf with my Dad, I'm sorry, but I'm just not interested. |
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Rant of the day: All this shit cracks me up. Internet dating i mean. Really, dating in general. ANYONE and I mean ANYONE can put in effort to have a nice body these days, and dom men should know that they can get their sub to change her weight if they want, but not everyone has a pretty face and not everyone has a fantastic personality or brain. You can't fix stupid! So why am I being clasified under the caliber of woman that I actually am? The few extra pounds afford me these 3 awesome things called tits and ass. Women are supposed to have curves. |
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I do not have a Master. Everytime I get to the point of caring for someone they take off or disappear leaving me heart broken yet again. tbh, this site is bull shit, nothing more. Yes, I had given myself to someone that I had grown to trust, and care about very deeply, but he disappeared with no word. I doubt he even truely existed at this point, just another fake persona created by someone looking for a few online kicks. |
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I find it amazing the lengths I will go to for someone I care about. Willing to throw aside all previous ideas I had as far as limits in this lifestyle. For once it's not about who is loving me but instead who I love. Yes, I turned my profile off, thats because from this point forward, I have no say in who I am with. If my Master desires me to be with someone else, I will be but it will only be that and it will be out of my desire to please him and make him love me. |
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