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| ## [A SUBMISSIVES PRAYER][https://.com/users/1826262/posts/1240382]
I have found my one and only!,
Daddy B xoxoxo xox
## [I AM NOT BROKEN][https://.com/users/1826262/posts/1210781]
## [What kind of Kinkster are you?][http://quizfarm.com/quizzes/Sex/poeticthinker/do-you-have-an-inclination-for-bdsm/]<----- click here for quiz
I Scored as Masochist
Masochist 82%
Submissive 82%
Experimental 71%
Bondage 68%
Exhibitionist / Voyeur 64%
Degradation 57%
Switch 43%
Sadist 29%
Vanilla 22%
Dominant. 14%
## Awesome quotes
"Everything has its wonders, even darkness and silence, and I learn whatever state I am in, therin to be content"
*~Helen Keller~*
"Suffering cheerfully endured, ceases to be suffering and is transmuted into an ineffable joy."
*~Ghandi~*
?One life is all we have and we live it as we believe in living it. But to sacrifice what you are and to live without belief, that is a fate more terrible than dying?
*~Joan of Arc~*
### Teensy bit of History
So, as I explore the world of BDSM and trying to figure out where I fit in....It came to me. I was recently asked what were my needs...and it has been so long since anyone cared about my needs, I hadn't given it a lot of thought. The sudden realisation that I spent 17 years in a (terribly one sided) D/s marriage disguised as a Vanilla marriage. Of course neither of us could have or would have ever characterised it as such, until my recent exploration into this world.
I previously stated that I was the one who was in control, did everything, bills, children, household management...and that was true, except for one thing...the control part. Everything I did was to please my husband. Cook his meals, clean his clothes, birth and raise his child, suck his cock, whatever he wanted, he got! And I LOVED doing it...He was my world. here is my revelation...In return, I received ridicule, humiliation, disrespect and outright hatred at times. He in return should have protected me, taken care of me emotionally and physically! He should have desired and needed me!
So the answer to that question is : my needs are to love and serve a wonderful, compassionate, mentally and physically strong man who in return will guide, protect, train ( hopefully with some patience), punish me and reward me when appropriate, desire and crave evrything about me...mind, body and soul!
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So,it's off season and B and I go down to the state park...we pick a nice spot by the water ...far into the park...there is only an elderly couple in a small kayak off in the distance. B sits up on the picnic tabletop, I sit below him on the bench, looking up at him, my head in his lap as he gingerly strokes my face. We sit and just watch the water, occasionally talking about various things...suddenly I look up at him from my very submissive position...he has his hand at the back of my head and grabs a handful of hair and pulls me up to meet his lips..yay yay...we're gonna play. So there we are, kissing feverishly, he turns me around so my back is to him, his hand reaching around to my throat...and he presses...hard! Fuck this is HOT! His hand on my throat, turning my head to the side so that he can bite and suck on my neck...why am I losing my breath? Oh yeah his hand... Lol. He turns us both around so that we are facing the table and he pushes my head down so that I am now leaning over the table...his hand comes down hard on my ass...again...and again..I let out an excited whimper, thank you daddy...he rubs my behind and leans over me pulling my shirt up and licks my spine bottom to top..pausing to nibble on my back along the way. Both of his hands tightly gripped at my hips, I feel him hard behind me...his cock pressing against my ass...he reaches around to feel me...fuck I am so wet...I want him to take me right here...then abruptly..he stands me up, sits down and acts very nonchalant....Park ranger pulls in...DAMN!
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I AM NOT BROKEN
I am smart and
I am strong
I know what love is
I save lives for a living
I pay my own bills
I raise my child
I can change my own tire
I am beautiful
I read....Actual Books
I am a Goddess
I will submit ...I can submit....
I submit by choice....MY choice
I am NOT weak
I am NOT stupid
I am NOT inferior
I AM NOT BROKEN |
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Ok, Although I have no problems "meeting" saying hi, and chatting with you, what I don't understand is how I could possibly entertain the thought of coming under your protection to be considered and then enter into a D/s relationship with those of you that live on the opposite side of the country? There is a very physical aspect of this developing relationship that cannot be mimicked via text/chat/video calls. The beginning days and weeks even months of this very special relationship can be fragile and requires a great deal of effort on both parts. I do not disagree that long distance relationships can work, but I think, only after the bonds and trust levels have been established. So, unless you are independently wealthy, own your own plane, or otherwise have the means to fly to me, or me to you on a very regular basis ... This arrangement is impractical and will not fulfill the very physical aspects of my current needs. I will always answer messages and would love to chat from time to time...but that's all it can be. Thanks for respecting that. |
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A submissives prayer
Steady thy hand sweet sir
Thy palm will touch no other
My skin turns pink and red beneath thy Blow
The sting long after lingers
Sweet glistening tears trickle down my face
Gently you smooth them away, gingerly kiss my swollen lips
Looking down upon me beholden and smiling delightfully
sweetly Sir whispers, "Good Girl"
Steady thy hand sweet sir
Forsake me for no others
For on my knees I submit to you
Rewarded for my good
And punished for my wrongs
Shall my Master be now sated?
Until the next time
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