*Submission is a gift*

*Submission is my passion*

*Submission is a state of mind*

*Submission does not mean doormat*

Hello to all who are viewing my profile. My name is Michelle. I am a submissive. I have been a submissive for over 10 years. I came to know my true self when I was just barely a teenager. I had these thoughts, desires, needs. I had no idea what they meant. I knew I was far from normal. My first Dom showed me that I desired, needed and craved was all part of this big picture.

What I am looking for is something that is hard to define. I want something real. I want that connection with someone that builds so strong over time that it becomes who I am. I understand that this takes time and effort. I am willing to start as slow as need be to achieve this. I have a love for pain, it brings me peace and is a big stress reliever to feel pain. This is something I want to work on. My limits are few because I feel that if you truly desire something you will do anything just once before you can say you don't ever want to do it again.

About my vanilla self. This is complicated. I am married with three handsome boys that if you let me I will go on and on about. My husband is not kink nor does he want to be. He will never know about what I do for various of reasons which I will be more then happy to talk about. I love to cook, I am a gamer and I have been since I could hold a controller. I am a people person, thus means I do work in retail (sadly, I have tried to get out of this but I keep getting drawn back in). I am a computer nerd and I do have a college degree in computers.

I have 8 tattoos. I have a cam but because of my living situation I can only be on at night and Its hard to do sound. I don't really think online can work for me, but maybe you can be the one to change my mind. I have tried this type of relationship before and it has failed.

Anything else I have left off please feel free to ask.