Well today I am finally told the truth... He is living with someone and although I knew something was up and I have refrained from seeing him, I cant begin to tell you how much it hurts.

Why do you have to lie to me, why do you have to cheat on her. If someone is that miserable at home than why do you have to be there and not leave
It doesnt matter now, I guess he felt all I deserved was lies...

TRUST...
Does one really know what that is? Do we just not care about one anothers feelings that we break the trust of a friend. Where is this coming from you ask? Well I trusted just recently and it seems as though that trust has been broken. Why cant on share with another something in confidence and let it be kept there between the two of them. Today I find out that someone I trusted betrayed that trust. Sometimes we have to know someone for a while in order to trust them, however with this person I felt it from the moment I met them. But I was wrong.... I cant  believe how much it hurts right now knowing that TRUST is not special to anyone anymore....Now what, I tell you what I now lay here broken and I will get over it... But when and how many tears will fall until than?