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Male Dom couple who recently moved to the Nashville area.
We are looking for a girl who seeks to become part of a family, one who would enjoy being a sister beta sub as well as a close and best friend to My j.
Structure , discipline as well as knowing you safe, protected and cherished
One who understands she must contribute and lives and loves to please.
Non smoking house , be fit as we are and be ready to serve and become very much apart of the family
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Kinda struggling as what to write today. So many thoughts and of course we are on opposite sides of the earth today.
We do need to get everythin settled so we can be a real full time family. There is just a lot in the way and discussions need to happen.
We need a fresh start, new schools, decent friends and a place where we can enjoy life.
As much as I am not selfish, I need a place where I can be happy , have a view, feel at home. The next move for me will most likely be my last.
Jess is such a good girl but scared of the unknown. The girls will be happy anywhere as long as we can be a family.
its so much fun to buy the girls things they have never had before, they so excited over little things
we need a change of venue before the next school year.
This is a rambling entry but I/we neee to work through this whole move, home, family piece soon.
I will be there to take care of all My girls, they just need to trust me to know what’s best.
I remain amazed at Jess as she has had very little good happen to her yet she gets up every day with hope
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Back in PA. Can’t realy say home anymore as home really seems to be back West with My girls.
Lifes complicated and confusing at times but it gets clearer when I sit here alone in the quiet and find I miss the chaos.
So much to do and it’s really starting all over again, from the beginning, but with so many habits that need to be fixed.
Still in the end there are 4 girls that need to be led, loved, laughed with, read to, spoiled and disciplined.
I still have not figured out Lil j completely and I know she doesnt share all her thoughts desires and wishes, at least not in a direct way. We end up often not in the same page when it’s just us. j is not comfortable just talking with Me about stuff often times, maybe it’s just a defensive mechanism based on past history
I don’t like the word “really“ anymore.
i think she knows what she wants but is to polite to tell. I know I dont get the real story at times around past experiences but that is normal.
j does not understand what I am saying when I say “next“
sll that said there is bo one I would rather love, cherish , protect, own and keep forever.
I need to get back sooner.
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It’s cold cold cold here in PA and my girls are so far away on the warm west coast.
Just came back from a wonderful 3 week family vacation with Jess and our girls and I miss them so much already.
Where is home, what is travel, where is family, it can all get blurred
I should be there to build consistency and structure, provide Jess with the support she needs and deserve. Such a big step, such a big risk, such a big reward.
I so need to be someplace soon, own a hone, have projects, fix all the things that get broken, make a house a family home.
I am always amazed at how Jess is able to do it by herself. I know it’s hard and things fall through the cracks but stuff does get done and life goes on.
We all need to be a family, fresh start somewhere (warm I know) structure, discipline, love and the ability to spoil my girls everyday
I hope this day is soon
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Tougher and tougher each time. Leaving this morning was tough, pouty faces, clingy arms around my legs and even tears. I have four girls that seem to love me and that means the world to me.
We all had so much fun this week and it was nice as always to see lil j relax just a little bit, three sangrias helped as well.
I am concerned arounds Jess's availability to finally be happy, feel she deserves to be happy and can filter out the crap that always gets in the way.
She is a little girl that has had to grow up to quickly, so much drama, change, disappointment and uncertainty.
She has built a shell and wall to protect herself but at the same time is blocking out experiences which will bring lasting joy.
We have a great beginning here and a great opportunty to last forever and give our girls the foundation to be happy and secure in their lives
i have to be patient but also continue to be there for her even when she pulls away.
I have to be the example of unconditional love and acceptance for her and the girls As they need to experience this so very much.
I need to get back soon and kiss the faces of all my girls.
F&A. 2I&B
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Heading back to PA after Anniversary week with lil j and our girls. I am not quite sure who to take away from the trip as it was a roller-coaster ( ok maybe one from the kids park ) of experiences and emotions.
I was completly surprised but not shocked that lil j was able to find My special gift. It took a lot of effort and persistence to find it. I am very pleased.
it was so cool to also give lil j her special anniversary present. It will be something she can have for life and will grow in meaning and importance.
We still have some disconnects to work through and parts of our lives which are still not to be discussed or just get us both weird when we do.
I also have to demand and expect more adherence to protocol and direction. its funny as lil j is better at structure when I am absent then when I am present.
The issue of consistency is more in my direction and disipline than I believe in her willful disobedience
i would not have any other so I must be a better Master, Sir, Daddy and sometimes just Danny.
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Two Years.
It it has been two years since I told Lil j she is Mine now and it really feels like yesterday. A lot has happened in two year ( enough to fill most lifetimes ) and My love for her grows daily.
I know I need to be more "there" for my little girl as she hangs on My every word and often times, lack there of.
She needs and craves structure, guidance, praise and yes disipline. She wants to please and needs My words to ensure herself she is.
I am very much looking forward to our anniversary week coming up and love seeing that cute little smile, so innocent and so mischievous.
I am a lucky Sir to have lil j as Mine and I need to learn more patience as well as expect more consistency from her at the same time.
I miss all My girls and look forward to this year which will me the best yet for all of us.
F&A. 2I&B.
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Just finished a wonderful pre-anniversary week with My precious lil girl. A mix of country cabin backwoods charm and Spanish Mission luxury.
It was the most time we have spent together as a couple alone I believe since we met two years ago.
To watch j actually relax, sleep, shop, shop, shop and even drink a few glasses of Sangria along the way was a precious series of moments for Me.
I am amazed how much she hangs and reacts to each word, each look. She values her Daddy's approval so very much.
Mer need more of these get-aways as much as we need the normal routine of a family.
I have My hands and arms full but I would not want it any other way. I have many precious little girls that need a Daddy, a real father figure, a decent human being in their lives so they can have a chance at a good life.
My lil J, My girls. Our family
F&A. 2I & B.
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Great week and birthday weekend with My girls. As usual I am sitting at the airport feeling sad as I head back to the East Coast.
Had the chance to meet lil j's father this weekend as welL, not sure what he thought ?
Good news is I will be back in less than two weeks to take her away for a mini- vacation so that makes the time away a little easier.
I look forward to the day when leaving is only for business trips and we have a home where we are a real family.
lil j does not seem healthy, we will need to work on this.
All My girls need Daddies attention, love and disipline.
I am very excited to start planning out Christmas Holiday vacation and see the girls jumping in the pool and swimming in the ocean With their friends.
Well time to fly do I get get back here quickly
i miss lil j deeply and just need to focus on work for a few days so I dont feel depressed.
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Where to start? Same place as usual I guess.
I am heading back to PA leaving My girls behind again. This is getting old fast and I hate the goodbyes now.
Also the time apart I can see Lil d forgetting her place but then who can blame her as a little needs her Daddy there to correct, love, hold, and protect
our time together now are more of getting things back in place, clearing up things as we can talk face to face. I need the days soon where we are a real family and I can wake up and go to sleep kissing each one of the girls and holding lil j tight all night long
Time apart is getting harder, is it fair to the girls to come and go?
i am amazed and proud of My lil j as she gets up each day, takes care of our girls and does what she needs get things done.
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Just finished the best vacation ever With lil d and our girls. While leaving and going separate ways is always tough, this time it just plain hurt And still does.
All four of My girls need their Daddy with them. We had such a great time even when weather and lighting didn't cooperate they kept smiling.
Watching them play, swim, and just be happy girls makes life make sense
I hope this is what family life will be like everyday for us soon. Life and living has its challenges but as long as your with your family who cares.
Time to bring this family together once and forever and ever.
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Quite the emotional trip this time with lots of special experiences.
First there was the birthday get together with the family over the weekend which went very well.
Guess the bar was set so low from before they where thrilled to see j finally with Someone who will focus on her and the girls and not a self absorbed boy.
Then there was the all hands on deck bio-hazard cleaning of the house.
I still find it unbelievable any man would allow his little girls to live in filth as he left to enjoy his addictions.
I think she likes me, Mom that is. We spent three days side by side disenfecting room after room While there is much more to clean and fix at least it will allow the girls to come home to a house that will not make them sick.
I do hope lil j understands she has to be the parent now no matter how hard it is to change behaviors.
Lots to be done still and I hope this trip was worth all the hard work and sacrifice by people who love all these little girls.
F&A. 2I&B
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Where does a Daddy begin after this trip?
So so much thought, emotion and even anger (though not directed in any way at My girls)
To really see what lil j and our girls have been through , the neglect of time, money, guidance, support has really created a situation which in My opinion is barely livable and puts all girls in harms way.
I have no no fear I can fix this and will make it Zmy life's mission to see all My girls bloom and reach their full potential.
They have so little that any time and attention given them is appreciated. Will there by challenges , definatly yes. All My girls have emotionally suffered and need better structure, control, love, guidance, hugs, and a present Daddy/Sir
i was was truely shocked to see the current living conditions which at least looking in mirror are due to addictions and the selfishness of he who does not deserved to be mentioned.
Its going to take a lot of work and their are those already looking to break it apart.
I believe lil j and I can handle the pressures and short term disappointments as we create a life all five of us deserve and desire
They are Mine ,F&A. 2 I&B
Daddy
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This will seem odd to some but even though lil j and I where not together for Valentines Day I felt we had a very nice virtual day in its place.
I enjoy listening to her talk through her day at work, she is so very smart (smarter than she believes at times) and making a huge difference in the lives of kids and families. I am so proud.
I was disappointed my 2nd gift didn't arrive as lil j was a little jealous of a gift recieved by another in the office. How can you compete with a stuffie and fresh fruit?
I hope she likes the simple 2nd gift and the thought behind it.
She is doing so very well these days, getting healthy being a great mom just needs Daddy to allow her to be the good lil girl she deserves to be
I enjoyed the Cass ballet last night and really enjoy our face time.
I think we are both getting excited about our futute, family vacations and things being normal.
oh waking up to lil j and girls bouncing on My chest will not be so bad either.
F&A 2i&b
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Tougher and tougher.
I feel like I am leaving three quarters ok maybe four/fifths of My life here in Vegas as I do the usual thing and fly home.
It was a wonderful trip on many levels and I continue to be impressed with the ability of My little girl to get up each day, take on all responsibility for her and the girls, got to work and save kids lives and still manage to keep her Sir as a top priority.
I believe we moved further along in our relationship ( so closer together ) watching her for one of the first time really relax, have fun, and just be Jess. She/We needs a lot mmore of those date nights to keep things close.
Now I wonder when I see her again. I hate the leaving part never really sure when I return. We do have another "venue" to communicate daily and I think that will become a favorite pastime for us both
i love her girls and they seem to enjoy time with "Danny". I do think lil d has a big crush though
We will make it and I believe this time apart makes us appreciate our time together and the day when ever day we wake up together as a family.
Happy Anniversary Jess. your loved , cherished and protected
F&A. 2I&B
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It's a pleasure to write this entry.
My lil girl has worked so very hard since My last trip to take care of things important to both of us as well as the girls future.
It has taken hard work to get here but she did it and I am so very proud of her
I am so ready to wrap My life around her, help her realize her potential and see her smile ( inner tail wagging is good also)
There will still be tough days but I now sure she really needs Me and I look forward to being the best Protector, Sir, Daddy , husband and best friend she deserves.
just doing little things together this weekend was so much fun and it was precious to see her have fun, relax and even get a tad little tipsy thanks to Sailor Jerry and crew.
I can see the end to all this now and the days coming soon where we will be a family. She is My very good girl
loved ,cherished, adored
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I have a similar feeling as mentioned in the last entry. This little girl needs something but I do not think it is Me.
I think, I feel more strongly now I am a distraction, a place holder, something to focus on until she figures out what she really wants.
She needs something and someone available more daily as do her girls.
While she really believes she needs to be lead she still wants to be in control and all things have to happen in her terms and timeframes
This may be fear or the unfortunate reaction to past bad choices.
Me coming in and out of the picture my give her the temporary feeling of hope but its not good for her, me or the girls
I could not love her more, love those girls but I can sense deep down she is not ready. Any task given to make a plan for the future goes unfulfilled and only completed if I push And then it is pushed aside or just forgotten
I think she needs more time and more local and more accessible guidance
She is happiest around her family and few friends and I may need to step away and let her figure out what she wants , when she wants it.
I have no issue with going 95% of the way to make this happen but until or if ever she decides to go the last 5% this will never work
lil j is a wonderful girl and deserves to find what she truly deserves
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First of two entries for this trip.
I am amazed at the amount of crap people can dump on other human beings and very concern lil j will not be able to make it through without some scars or worse.
i was able to spend time with My little girl only to watch life dump on her and My presence was really not what she needed.
It was very fortunate her mother and her girls where there for her today as it helped her focus on the positives
it was a fun weekend in all as I was able to spend time with all My girls, seeing them three days in a row. So very cool.
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highs and some lows as things move forward.
I am very excited about seeing My little girl in a few days. Enjoying shopping for My Christmas and looking forward to 2017.
On the other side I watch my little girl struggle, afraid of the unknown, so fragile while trying to be strong.
She deserves to have it all over and done with but yet so much more to come before we are finally a real family.
I want to be able to hug all My girls, watch them all become confident big girls knowing they are believed in and loved
We must stay close and believe in the other to get through this time and remind each other it is more than worth the pain and uncertainly
We need the other to be complete.
she is My lil girl to love and protect
F&A
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Familar place different trip. Sitting here in the Airport to head back across the county and away from My girls.
Such an amazing experience to become connected on such a deep emotional level with My lil j's girls. Well really our girls now but wow what a feeling to see the love, excitement and real fun we have together.
It has to be so hard for Lil j to go in and out of these trips. Excited like a little girl getting a puppy to see Me and a hot mess when I leave.
All I can say to her is this is one more goodbye closer to never having to say goodbye again.
I can't imagine how hard it is for her right now, all the weight of life on her shoulders, raising our girls pretty much alone. having to deal with stupidity daily.
She deserves a good Daddy and Sir and she will have that soon
I loved her surprise this week and it shows Me she loves her Daddy so very much.
I love our family, I so enjoyed our night out having fun together as a family should.
So much more to come, think on these things My lil girl
Daddy
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Lots can and does happen in a years time. You think you have an idea of what life has in store and then she walks through the door at the hotel and your life is changed forever.
Little din I know at that moment this pretty lil girl would quickly become My everything and the one I must have as Mine.
it still amazes me that she is the one My heart has chosen. I am still not sure of all the reasons it did but every day brings new confirmation and a clearer understanding in my mind why the heart chose the way it did
I have a feeling the next 20 years will be quite a ride and I better sTay in good shape or all these girls will happily run over Daddy as our family grows.
I so look forward to loving, protecting, cherishing, disciplining and simply enjoying my lil j and the beautiful flock of girls that come as precious part of this package.
No time to rest, life is calling.
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Familiar place. Sitting here at the Airport as another much to short of a trip to see bg comes to an end.
Its hard, really hard to have to keep saying goodbye. Bg has touched My heart so deeply I feel such a loss when we say goodbye.
She continues to make me proud as she keeps focused on what's important, family , good job, our future.
She works so hard keeping our girls moving forward and safe. There is so little time for her to just relax and enjoy the moment.
I did get to watch her nap today and she looked so pretty with her collars and leash in place. She slept so soundly and seems to find a moment to just relax.
We still have a ways to go to be the family we need to be. While she will soon be across the continent from me, she will always be close and the person who means the most in the world to Me.
Its hard right now. The feelings are so strong, we want to start our life together.
it's worth it though when you find the missing piece in your life, the one who completes you, the one you love, cherish and adore.
My very good lil babygirl
Forever & Always. 2I & Beyond
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Another trip to be with My bg has come to an end. Each time I leave I feel both a growing sense of loss in leaving and the soon hope the dual coast relationship will find it home and become a family
Each time I arrive I get excited to see bg. I still wonder why her, why now
By her upbringing and situation is hasxbecome a self reliant get out of bed and get it done machine filling the roles of both parents to three beautiful girls
In her heart though she is a fragile little girl reaching out for her Daddy to hold her, cherish her and never let go
In her mind, oh yes that mind she is a brat, pet, PIC, and much more needing her Sir and Master to lead, protect, affirm and love
I worry at times I may not be able to give her all she deserves and needs but then I know in my heart I am exactly what she needs F&A
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She sparkles, she smiles, she shines.
My lil girl now proudly shows the world she belongs to Me.
The promise made is now a promise kept and all she needs to do is look at her hand.
It was a very short trip this time but a very important trip to personally wish My Jessica a happy birthday.
We need these times to wholly reconnect and to just be with each other.
To watch her wiggle like a little girl as she bites into a chocolate covered strawberry. To hear her say let's skip the night out and go home to snuggle. To look in her eyes. Then to wake up to the cutest lil ass in pretty lil pick camo shorts. Priceless.
I am a proud Daddy and Sir. Any day I say to myself why this one? I always get My answer in these moments together.
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There is a definite yet but at times delicate balance of being a good Daddy and at the same time the Sir and Master she so needs.
My lil one has so much potential and is loved beyond words.
I know it is hard and not her fault to shed those habits and behaviors which are a part of her.
It is My responsibility to hold her close as well as bend her over My knee to show my displeasure.
When she fails it should be expected and understood as part of our human condition
This does not mean Daddy should ignore the behavior but deal with it quickly and appropriately so I can go back to the role I cherish the most as My lil ones Daddy.
This one deserves to finally be loved for both who she is today and for Sir to help her reach the beautiful potential which is ready to bloom.
We are in a very critical part of our relationship with so many external forces interfering with our lives. In the end they are small trials to bring us even closer together.
She is Daddys loved lil girl and Sirs precious submissive to cherish, mold , love and protect.
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Harder and harder to leave, say goodbye, watch babygirl get that pouty sad look as I drive away.
The last few days with Bg were fantastic. Just to be able to spend entire days together doing normal everyday things (well and a few not so normal vanilla things) was precious
I was able so spend wonderful fun time with our girls as well. They are so beautiful and I love how much our oldest looks like mommy.
Each time I am here it feels more and more like home. I think it's because bg works hard to really make us all feel like family
I am very excited to see bg working on herself. She is so pretty and deserves to believe it herself.
I love her heart. I love her mind. I love her very cute ass ( which she always makes available to Sir.)
I believe this is real. I hope and pray it is real
I need My lil girls to love and cherish.
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As I am sitting on the plane soon to leave My babygirl, I am both very sad and very happy
Sad of course I had to kiss her goodbye again
Happy that I had this incredible time with her and our girls
This love is incredible and I will always be in awe she has trusted Me with not just her heart , mind and body but the well-being of these three absolutely beautiful little girls.
I gave no reservation with accepting this responsibility and I very much cherish this privilege.
There is an amazing life just around the corner and on the horizon.
These glimpse of this life get more real and closer each time we are together
This was also a very special trip as My little girl accepted Sir's collar and will wear it proudly the rest of her life.
I am proud and very blessed that she loves Me and trusts Me with all thing precious to her
Beyond words. She is My everything
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Worth all effects.
It is amazing to find someone who brings out those deep feelings. One you know you were meant to have by your side
Hard for Me to put into words at times so this week I used actions to show lil one she is worth all efforts.
Just to see her face, her smile, feel her pressed into Me as we hug, communicates all I need to know that she his completely Mine
A great life is made up of those little times and moments which you can look back on, lock in the heart and treasure.
Our hearts today have something new stored inside and we are even stronger because of our moment.
Forever & Always. 2I & B
Sir
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It's time to share again.
Again the little one I love, cherish and own continues to amaze and please Me and I have to admit this love and devotion is new to Me
We/I all have/had relationships where we thought or hoped this person was the one but always held part of outselves back never completely being honest or true.
Then lil j comes along with all her faults, baggage, history (understanding mine is greater) and I find Myself so in love with every part of her.
She is My true valentine, little girl , sub and best friend for life.
I have no desire to change her but to help her become the best she can be.
The is already a tremendous mom to the girls and just needs a good Daddy to share the responsibility and lead our family
Today as always she is right here with Sir occupying my heart and mind
F&A, 2I& B
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Hard for me to describe the right word or words appropriate at this moment. I have just said goodbye to babygirl at the airport as we both must head back to other places to deal with life.
This good little girl has become Sirs everything and deserves to know , feel and experience she is indeed the one I will love and cherish Forever and Always.
To see her relax, smile, cry and just be content to lay her head on My chest brings Me such happiness
She is Mine. Mine to enjoy, love, protect and in short time being her close to me.
She has My all and she is Mine
D
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So this entry is to talk about the role of disipline in a DD/lg relationship, specifically having to spank My little for the first time
As Sir and Daddy it is my responsibility to deal with breaches of trust and honesty appropriate to the level of transgression.
As well,any failure to address issues quickly can send the wrong message to my lg.
My precious lil j needs to clearly learn there is a difference between lack of understanding the rules and crossing a clear line
This week she crossed a clear line which unaddressed could cause significant damage to our great love.
The spanking was to a degree more intense than I believe she initially expected but clearly well deserved
If I did not love her above all, I could let things like this pass unaddressed and we could have an average, normal existence.
I want and expect we will have a best ever love and my lg will come to love, accept and expect Sir to mold her into the best ever little, partner, submissive, wife, Stepford and slave.
Forever & Always
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I am a proud Daddy and a very pleased Sir.
I have a wonderful babygirl waiting very impatiently for My arrival today.
I have searched for so long to find this perfect mix of Daddy/BF, Sir/sub and Master/slave
We have a lifetime ahead to prove and show to our world this best ever love.
She is Mine to love, cherish, protect and enjoy
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Promises are promises.
Forget the title we give to ourselves and others for a moment and realize the blessing of when you find someone who truly is the one.
I am fortunate enough to find this beautiful person in the perfect package of babygirl, submissive, slave, best friend, mother and partner in crimes. (can't just have one crime, IMHO)
The trust, commitment and honesty which she has so willingly given in such a short time is not just worthy of My time but worthy of giving her My everything to love, cherish, protect lil j and our girls.
Babygirl is My all.
D
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