He has asked me over many a times, which we always have a good time making things or just talking for hours on end about nothing.
Yet, his dark side makes me want to crawl to him on hands and knees, begging, pleading for his hands to do their worst. Around him I am a cat in heat, but to him, I just good old girl next door.
For ole practically me, what do I need? I want someone who can make me lose my sense of the world and control of my inner self. Something I tried never to do in the outside world. Because? I’m scared myself at the depth of my emotions. To be bonded, teased, spanked, but soft caresses by the same hand hitting my bottom so hard I would scream. To have breast/nipples teased and tormented to the point all I do is feel, not thinking of what is going on within myself. To find the one that can tease me, touch me, demand from me the feelings I hide deep within me, of woman. To be tied by the one that can smile while the torment goes on, speaks softly of what I am, to him. |