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School is over n 4/20/12 and then it is 5 weeks of internship or 200 hours.....then I will be a nationally certified dental assistant |
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Wow little bit of an update as of 3/29/12 I have 3 weeks left of school then an internship that lasts 200 hours. I am looking to move into my own place in 8 weeks Max. The photo up right now is of me at school.....that is about all the update I have for now if I think f anything else I will post it so keep an eye out. |
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How can you be with someone that only talks to you spuradicly
.....who expects you to leave your other to come to his poly relationship....ummmm that's not poly.....hell when u send someone a text saying you will never bother them again then you continue to text them that makes you look weak right? |
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That may have been a bit rash I would put aside my dreams for the right man as long as it was real true love |
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Ok lets put this straight I have my goals and I am not going to stop them just for you....no I will not be your strictly domestic sub because I want to go to school and become an orthodontist I am soon to be a dental assistant so......I will not be told I have to compromise that especially since the dream came before you |
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Ok I am not sure if I have found him or not I mean I care about him but I never see him and I deserve someone who has the time for me....so I am going to say the hunt is back on |
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The search is over I have found him and will be with him soon |
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LOL I get called a moron and then childish when I hug up the phone because of it......wtf? Why are Doms stuck so far up their own ass? Just because your a Dom does not mean you get to insult my intelligence. I will admit that hanging up the phone was childish but the name I was called was unacceptable. |
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Another birthday without a master...bummer....22 now.....getting up there |
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What is the deal with these men that feel like they have to strip you of your personality in order to own you? I am a human being and you cant take that away no matter how hard you try and if you want a well behaved sub or slave then you should keep her somewhat happy. I am not looking to be a dumb doormat I am looking to be a life partner and share in what you do, i guess i would call it kneeling at your side not just at your feet. I have seen the beauty this lifestyle can hold for those who really know who to treat it it can hold life long love that runs deeper than any vanilla marriage i have yet to see, because of the deep level of trust and understanding the 2 people have to have for each other in order to make this lifestyle work. I am looking for someone who gets that and i think i may have found him, the one that realizes that i am allowing them to hold this power over me and that it is a gift not a right that you don't have to earn. Just like i have to earn the right to call you Master, you have to earn the right to call me your slave/submissive.
One more thing while i like the idea of being poly i don't do well as a number two i guess my best way to phrase this would be to say that i like to be the beta to your alpha, number one sub in the house, one who teaches others what to do and has a secure place kneeling by your side.
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wow bee a little while since i was last on so i think it is time for me to say something new......SOMETHING.....I am still wondering why i came back but like i told someone it is an addiction. |
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Just because it says slave does not mean whore most of us wont fuck anything and everything u tell us to I have pride in myself and the name of slave |
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Something funny if u want me than read my journal....you would know.i am not pregers anymore |
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Posibly under consideration by Tazdevil77 |
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3 hours and 30 mins. till it is all offical....i am not backing out but this is going to be the hardest thing I have ever done |
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I am leaking like a faucit that wont turn off and my boobs now have a mind of their own |
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At 11:45 pm on 1/28/11 I delivered a perfectly healthy baby boy, 19 inches long, 7 lbs. 12 oz., 14.5 inch head, and a full head of hair, the adoptive parents have chosen the name Josh and the whole family of 4 is excited I am happy that I made 6 people happy all at once.... |
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At riverside in labor....like right now |
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Met the parents that will be adopting my child today and they are exactly what I want for my child I am excited that we got along so well and I know that they will love my child as much as they love the 2 they already adopted now we wait for the birth that will change my life and theirs...... Wish me luck and think of me on 2/9/2011 the due date of my first offspring, my genitics will live on. |
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1/4/2011 the day I meet yhe family that will adopt my child |
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So master41now picked someone else and just offered me a place as his house keeper like a second place trophy so yet again I am tossed aside as nothing |
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so my car died at 2 am this morning but besides that ihad a killer birthday. |
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you know you can still talk to me i dont bite unless asked, and i am sooooooo excited today is my first of many paydays and tomorrow is my 21st birthday^_^ |
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HI HO HI HO ITS OFF TO WORK WE GO!!!!!! |
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so i start work tomorrow at 2pm i am so excited i know it is just a gas sattion job but in this econ. work is work and nothing is beneath anyone to do. |
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i had an awesome time down south today nothing sexual but there is def an attraction there and i am going to explor it and see what happens |
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i need to be milked, i am laying here right now doing it to myself but it is just not the same |
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I GOTS A JOB!!!!! i start on thursday with speedway it is second shift part time 24-32 hours a week but i am so happy to be working again. |
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jus deleted a ton of people off both my friends list and my allowed friends list......and will continue to do so i think seeing as people befriedn you on this site then never talk to you again |
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ok so not the best photo of me but it is the newest notice i cut my hair off? but i still look the same as the other ones, just trying to give you all an ide of what i look like now.....unless i can find the halloween photos.....hummmmm *goes hunting* |
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so i am thinking about exploring my Dom side while i am prego since being a slave and 5 months along is an issue so now i will put my profile as switch and hope a boi will alow me to explore with them and seeing as i started as a slave i think i will make a great and understanding domme. |
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so i picked the family my child will go to, now i just hope they pick me back, they are exactly how i would like to be some day and seem to have the same ideas as i do, i am scared and excited at the same time Goddess bless me and loki protect me on this long road i have ahead of me. |
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well i have decided to put the child up for adoption, i cant take care of myself to well and i dont want to raise a child without the ability to give it everything it needs |
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so i was called a piece of dirt by someone i met on here funny because you know when i called him 10 times in 5 days he did not answer so i moved on but i am the piece of dirt. whatever i wish him the best. |
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i have decided something i feel like i am a hippie girl living in the wrong sate on the wrong side of the country, i feel to artsy to be here in Ohio. |
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my mom is turning into a cunt, first she wants me to keep the kid then she wants me to put it up for adoption i cant take it anymore i have to find away out of that house.
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ok going to IKEA in cinci. with the parents today. So this will be the first and last time i will be on for a good few hours. |
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That's spelled "too good".
Lazy, boring, over-weight, uneducated twat. Learn some English, fatso. No wonder you can't find a man...
Romancefirst sent this to me because i made one spelling mistake, evidently he cant read my profile. I really wounder why i put up with this site, so for those females who see this if you want an ass hole then go for him he is all yours. |
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just for you guys who seem to be to stupid to grasp the concept of 2 diff people one in the journals and the other one my profile..... |
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anyone have any advice this search is going on its 5 year and i am so tired of it |
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I have given up on him he was on again today and still did not message me or anything fuck him it is his loss not mine he lost out on an amazing slave. |
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all i want is for him to tell me we are not together anymore.....thats it......at least that is better than nothing |
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anyone have any ideas as to why he wont read my messages when i have sent 3 since the 7/22/10 and he has been on today? i am not sure what to do. |
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just found out that his phone was droped and wont work so that is why |
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perhaps he is just sick again but titian wont talk to me.... |
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i am just about 100% sure i have found my daddy, it is just a matter of what Lord Titan says i hope he will accept me. |
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i try to be nice and tell you people that i will be out of town and wont be able to respond and all you do is say i am now like 99% of the slaves on here....well i am in town now |
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going out of town for a night or 2 will be back soon so dont get mad if i dont respond |
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tee hee i think i may have found him....
OHIODADDYDOMONE he is awesome and it is like we are made for eachother |
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oh yet another day......9 weeks on moday......no morning sickness and i feel reather well. |
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8 weeks along......no morning sickness yet, but could still happen |
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"seems to me if you need/TRUELY want a dom you would be willing to
take what you can get since as you said you are damaged goods"~ sent to me from blkman4whitegirl
tell me that is not fucked up he makes it seem like i am at the end of my rope simply because i am now picky about who i leave ohio for
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so i am now just over 7 weeks along and have started to feel like shit and just want to sleep all day......not happy with the outlook there
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why are all the super cute ones slaves? perhaps it is time to look at the possibility of a boy toy?
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all my hopes are dashed yet again everyone i see looks so happy .....am i asking to much? perhaps i am, all i want is to be loved i am getting to the point where i am done with this whole thing.
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i dont know what happened but because i could not make it out to VA when he asked me too CVA has not talked to me for 3 days....i tired but i could not do it
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so i went to the rocky horror picture show last night..... new photos are up.....the first 2 are from last night....i had so much fun
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so i am back in Ohio for awhile....my mom is graduating so i came back into town for that.....so if you have been missing me or wanting to talk to me and your in Ohio now is the best chance
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well everyone looks like i am on the move again or will be soon seeing as the guy i came to texas to see and i are just not right for eachother......so i will be heading to vegas on wednesday, i think......wish me luck that perhaps i will finaly find a place to settle down for awhile |
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again i seem to have failed.......ALL I WANT IS COMMITMENT!!!!! A MASTER WHO UNDERSTANDS THE COMMITMENT A SLAVE NEEDS......i offer my heart and soul and i feel it just gets taken for granted I want to be in love with my Master not just in service.....i would like him to love me back and not force my to do things i dont want to do as in be with a female. |
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ok for all those intrested I am in texas right now and I am doing a tour of the west with vegas and cali happening in about 2 weeks just so you know what's going on |
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I am soooo sick of insomnia i have not been to sleep yet oh by the way i have dyed my hair RED!!!1 and by RED I MEAN OMG IT IS SO RED!!!!! and now have my earlobes double pierced |
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ok so tomorrow i am going to have a photo shoot with my friend Scott so i will have some stunning photos to put up |
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another update......I GOT MY PLACE!!!!!!!! new bed new computer....new desk.....TONS OF NEW STUFF!!!!!!!!!!! I am happy for me.....I think my mom thinks i some how stole the matress.....i would like to see someone steel a matress from Value City.....oh well i am happy i guess that is the main point...... |
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WTF?!?!?! what is the deal with most of the female dominats on the site they think they own the world and if you doant agree then your funny or a joke, i actualy ahd one just tonight send me a message saying LOL i asked her what was funny and she said something that is bettrer left unsaid......my responce to that was this:
then why in the hell would you wast your time and mine by sending lol, and people wounder why i dont like female Doms or Misstress you all think you own the fucking world and cant let people have their own oppnion if it clahes with yours, I hope you eventualy wake up and realise your not the center of this world or anyother you joke
that is not to say your all like this but if i wotn serve you why would you even bother to send me lol....like i am not going to respond.....
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so i wilkl be moving soon.......into my own place......OH YEA!!!!!! thats right my own place no more parents woot!!!!!!!! i am so excited i am looking to move on the 15th of january..........*is soooooooo excited!!!!!* wow i shoudl totaly be in bed as i have to work tomorrow........oh joy.......*blows kisses* thank you oh dedicated readers for listening to me rant |
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so as i have heard alot more and more offten now that i am looking to get my own place it you cant do it, my family does not think i can do it, but i know i can, it is simply a matter of timing, oh and that pesky green thing that sadly makes the world go round.....money......all i want is a place of my own or even with my master that is fine just one that i know is my home no matter what no more bouncing areound as you can see i have done a lot of, no more being used, no more phycos........i need a sence of normalicy oh if you know anyone looking for a long term roomie let me kno i am looking to get a 2 bedroom place here in Columbus in jan. or feb of 2010.
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Jade |
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wow so this site does not update your age when your birthday passes....i turned 20 on 12/02/09 so happy belated birthday to me |
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funny how people assume they are in the life style because they have read a few books.....lol to think they have any handle on what they are doing......makes me laugh.......espacily if they have never owned a slave b4..........let alone played........anyway i am going to a party on saturday.........should be a tom of fun i always have fun at my parties.......so i also started working normally 2pm-10pm monday,thursday,saturday,and sunday. Blows kisses
<3 you all *except he who will not be named*
Jade |
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I HATE PEOPLE!!!! I genraly hate most people, but now i have a whole group to hate, yay go Jade!!!!!!! Stupid Vanilla people, stupid drama, stupid people sticking their nose where it does not belong........STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE!!!!! i am thinking of going into a hibernation, stupid fucking people. |
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What a waist of time it was.....now he is going to take some time to think about this and if he really wants to do it i guess i should have known that he was just in it for sex and when i told him i would not sleep with him he ran....oh well back to the drawing bord |
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ok so today i am going to met a male slave and i may take him as my own, but i am still looking for my Master and he will not be expected to do anything with my boy if things work out i will have him if not then nothing will change, sometimes bordem gets the best of us and things we did not think we would enjoy sound better and better |
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ok so things seem to be getting back on track for me i moved in with my parents, sad but true, so that means if you want to meet it has to be in public or your place depending on how comfertable i am with you. my cell phone is currently out of service since i have hit a run of bad luck where money is concerned but i am hoping to have to back on by the end of this week (cross your fingers). |
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Looking for a Master who will not only see girl once in a while but one who wants to see girl and wants to know girl inside and out and love girl for who girl is not just the gift she gives the man she choses is it so wrong anymore to want more than just a Master but a life partner as well? |
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ok time for another update i am going out to minisota to have a month long trial with Frey i will be back in ohio an a month anand will be making a choice on what to do then sorry to upset you all but i feel this needs to be done b4 i make any type of choice
<3
Jade
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ok time for an update i am no longer living with my "master" and i have not hard from him in sometime which is not koasher in my world so i am not sure what to do but i am going to assume he dose not want anything to do with me which makes me depressed so i am a confused and lost little one right now |
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      AHHHHHH!!!! I cant even enjoy my newly owned status with out Jeremy pulling in some BS and oh my god, some one kill him just kill him i am going to loose my mind i am leaving i have to move out i need to find a safe place that my kitten and i can stay for a month till my parents move into a bigger place yes i have to move back in with my parents because i lost my job beacuse of him, gods this sucks balls someone just shoot me or shoot him just end it please just fucking end it all end it now he is on the phone talking to me i am recording the convo this is BS i am gone i am so out of this hell hole anyone who is willing to kill someone please let me know i will let you kill me just to have it all end all of it everything done no more fights no more bull nothing just shoot me. |
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Ok as of 4:00am on 7/6/09 i am officaly a contracted and owned slave not to say that in my mind it was offical as soon as we made the verbal agreement but now it is on paper that i am owned take care to all those still looking i have used this site b4 there are females who will mess with you andMaster who only claim to be Masters so they can have sex wiht you so please find females on here who are willing to look out for you or get the real facts out of the suposed Master, i wsh you all good luck and i hope you all become as lucky as i have the only diff is the fact that i did not meet my Master on here we met irl so things are a little diff but be safe and be well in all you do.
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well the contract has been printed all we have to do is suit it to our needs, but i am happy and i am going to change this profile so that we can find playmates and such you will still be able to reach just me but Master will have my password so keep it clean and dont ask me to be yours just keep in mind i am Owned and we are looking for playmates. Kepp in touch and thanks for being supportive and telling me to stick it out, love you all
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Jade |
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this is an odd M/s relationship i have going we have been like this for about a month and a half and there is still no offical contratc and he still has not gotten me a collar which he keeps promissing me he will do but he just had the whole weekend off work and nothing, i just want a sence commitment and belonging, insted of sitting around and waiting for him to keep to his word. |
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whats lost is found again go ahead ask him yourself JarlViking go on you know you want to.....go forth and send the mesages i am happy to have him back. |
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why is it that i lost the best Master that i could have ever had? it is not fair i was almost happy what did i do wrong? |
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I just spent an hour and a halfe defending this lifestyle to a person who thinks all we want is sex  , i hate people who are small minded and unwilling to learn so right now i am pissed i made a short video on myspace about it the link to my page is in my profile you can search for it by looking up any of the following terms on myspace: BDSM,Gor,slave,kajira,the truth about BDSM
share it with your friends and add me if you like it as i am sure i will be doing alot more
here is a link to it
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=57656895 |
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Ok to explane Viking i have known him for some time and i just accepted him as my dom but i am aloud to have friends and so on and so forth, if you seek to own me you would have to make me fall madly in love with you to the point where i would leave him, which i highly doubt anyone coud (well one man could)  |
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AHHHHH!!!!!! they just keep comming never ending lines of messages, they never end how about you kind of chill out with the messages? keep sending them but it is things like this that drive the new girl away well at least the real ones take you time and get to know me i am a cool girl and a good slave but i got 10 pages of messages in less then one day that is uncool i try to respond to them all but my brian is overwhelmed so chill and take your time enjoy getting to know me. |
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