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I've had fantasies of dominant women and women wearing leather since about 12. I love the thought of a woman making me a better person (persuading me to work harder, to do less bad habits.) I like mean and domineering women, I want to feel like your slave or pet. Though I can be attracted to switch or submissive women also (I can have a dominant streak,) I prefer being dominated so if you never have a dominant personality I won't be interested unless you really impress me. I love bondage, I love feeling helpless. I can be masochistic (usually when I know I deserve to be in pain and when I'm horny {which is often since I have a high sex drive and it doesn't take much to set me off}) I've played with a few mistresses and I loved each experience.

I don't really have a submissive personality, if you met me on the street if you had to guess you would probably say I'm a very dominant person. But I am very submissive around women, I can easilly submit or apologize to a woman I am fond of if I am out of line. I am not stubborn and I do not feel like I have to win all the time (debates, arguements.) I'd rather learn than win.

Other than BDSM and women-seeking wise, I would consider myself an intelligent person. I strive to always improve myself both mentally and physically. I LOVE reading (but not as much as LEARNING!***. I'd rather learn from a conversation than from a page of a book, but hey books are more likely to be truthful and sometimes it's more convienent. I mostly read non-fiction philosophy/psychology/biology/anything that I can apply to my real life or really accomplished/intellectual books or comedies (I am loving Jon Stewarts: America.) I LOVE sports, I love competition, I love intelligent conversation, I love everything that requires skill/strength/dexterity.

***REMEMBER KIDS: learning is power, and knowledge is half the battle!

I'm going to college in spring. Ultimately I want to get a doctorate of biokensiology and be in the field of biomechanics (unsure of exact career yet, (maybe work with athletes, I want to do research and accomplish something that helps human beings do better physically in general or at a specific skill or activity.)

I have an extreme personality and anything I tend to put effort in I do it to the extreme. I can't half-ass anything. I'm also goal oriented, I get frustrated when I'm not working towards something in my life. I'm a major perfectionist. I spend A LOT of hours working out a week, my health is very important to me. I also eat very healthy. When I feel physically good I also feel mentally good. This is also something that solves my goal problem, I'm always getting better athletically. I actually enjoy working out unlike most people, the high I recieve during and after it is wonderful. And research has proven exercise to improve dopamine receptors... so yay for being more happy.

I can be very arrogant and it is one trait I have been working on cutting out and I have improved a lot. I tend to be arrogant about my intelligence and potential (I feel like I have no limits both physically and mentally sometimes), my physical being (mainly my fighting ability, I have gotten increasingly more and more interested in fighting/UFC/boxing lately and I am going to dedicate a lot of time towards training to fight even though the brain cell loss bothers me but hey it's better than drinking because you gain something from it.) I'm also quite an elitist, since I have such a negative view on the general populations intelligence, anyone I believe is intelligent and that I hang out with I feel a strong love and bond for them. but the most important quality I look for in people is effort, as long as you're trying and you're open to criticism then I will like you. Probably I would die for anyone close to me (unless it was possible in a given situation to opt not to and I came out with the movie theatres crowd cheering violently at my gorgeous rescue and survival har har.) I can have a superiority complex with a lot of people I meet for the first time (again mainly for the fighting ability thing.) But I also try to be as nice as possible. I will usually be blunt and tell people what's on my mind.) And no matter how stupid the majority of the world is, I still love everybody and everything on this planet on a very deep level.

I also love meeting new people and performing in front of lots and lots of people (sports and acting.) I'm taking an acting class for the first time in my life and I am very excited about it (In the past year I've gone from being quiet to being very very loud and it's kind of gone to my head.) I think I am a charismatic person. I prefer acting in a comedic fashion. I would LOVE to be on a skit show like Saturday Night Live or MADTV, but we'll see where that goes. This interest sparked because I realized I had intelligent career goals set and I realized it isn't the only thing I want to be doing my whole life. I have to have comedy and music in my life so I will be into acting, making music, and biology but probably more and maybe something different I'm only 18..

I LOVE MUSIC AND I JUST STARTED LEARNING THE BASS GUITAR. I also really like drums and electronic music (composed with computers.) I love drum and bass, jungle, punk, and generally very fast music though I also like classical, hip-hop (putting the two adjacent haha), and other types of rock. I pretty much like everything besides country. I have gone to quite a few raves (most of them sober) and I liked them a lot but I feel I may be growing out of it. The way a lot of people act while on drugs irritates me, the way I look at it if you can't enjoy doing something sober you shouldn't enjoy it while under the influence of a chemical.

Just to be random, I also don't really like talking on the phone. It feels very impersonal to me and I feel it is harder for me to vocalize my thoughts. I feel much less confidence on the phone.

I'm seeking a woman for a relationship or for BDSM play or just to talk to. I love to talk

This came out really long but after many e-mails that went nowhere I figured a change and much more information about myself couldn't hurt.

Nice and/or intelligent people only.

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latinkajira
 
 Age: 24
 Haram, Egypt