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Couple Profile
Please dont ask to add us unless we know you.
If its not fun then don't do it!
Loving this web site... Http://fetbook.co.uk
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The most amazing feelings, gifts that cant be bought, energy never released before. I give them with all my heart. You repay me with all that and more.
Thank you Maria
Stephen xxx
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Almost a month ago I branded Stephen. The burn is all but gone and in its place is a vivid white scar in the shape of an S & M (so appropriate!).
Tonight it was my shoulder that took the hot steel. I had been fearing that pain for weeks, putting off the one thing I really wanted because I was too cowardly. Steve never pushed me, never made me feel guilty or selfish for not taking my share of the fire. He knew when I would be ready and that readiness came tonight.
With a tribal beat playing, I sat on the floor cross legged. I painted my body in a ritualistic way. I found this calmed me and sent me back to the same space I visited when I had flesh hooks inserted through my breasts. I thought about the journey ahead, about Stephen, about moving forward and as he pushed the poker hot steel into my flesh I smiled knowing that this was a very special moment for both of us.
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Its been a long day and I didn't want to go to work in the first place... the good news is I'm not going to be late.
I walk through the door to be greeted with a smile, a hug and instructions to strip, shower and shave. I do as I'm told.
She lays out a selection of clothes, a wig and proceeds to dress me, do my makeup and paint my nails.. this is nice, intimate, unusual, unexpected, loving. I enthusiastically go with the flow slowly becoming more submissive as I am feminized, becoming the girl she wants for the night.
When she is happy that I am fully ready the mood changes. She sends me to choose a cock, her strapon and a cane. I do as I'm told.
I kneel before her, the woman I love and take her cock deep in my mouth, choking on it because it pleases her, bending over when she tells me to be caned and fucked. She uses me for hours and I love it.
We lie in each others arms, exhausted, smiling, laughing, happy.
We are complete. We are one.
Steve.
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Jaz says:
All snuggled in in our warm bunk. I lay awake for sometime watching the ripples of water reflecting on the ceiling of the yacht. Every so often I looked at your contented sleeping face and more than once I couldn't resist that temptation to lean forward and gently kiss your brow.
Just a few hours ago there had been a raw cruel wanting sex between us. We had hungrily satisfied our primal needs, we had dined on another's flesh like vampires in the night and we had eventually both lay back exhausted and satisfied before being lulled into a childlike sleep by the gentle rocking of the boat.
I thought about us, where we would go, what would be our destiny. I thought about the ocean that now cradled us so calmly. I thought about how similar we were to that ocean, so unpredictable and sometimes frightening.
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Thank you, thats probably the most important, moving and emotional thing I have ever read.
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I want to say thank you for being you x
I want to say I love you for being so strong, so loving, so caring and so self controlled.
I want to say that I never thought I could meet a man that could truly dominate me and take me to that place I have always desired to go. After years on the scene and all the dominants I have met... in my eyes not a single one could match you.
You are everything and more xxx
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Steve says..
We had discussed it at some length but only in the abstract... what can we do with water?
Well yes sure we can build a tank, chain one or the other of us to the bottom and slowly fill it with water but lets face it... thats a lot of hard work just to find out what happens when it reaches your mouth.
I filled a large washing up bowl with water, took it through to the bathroom and called Jaz in. when she saw it she knew exactly what it was there for.
She obediently knelt on the floor, i stood behind her, checked she was comfortable with what we were about to do and grabbed a fist full of hair at the back of her head then forced her face down into the water. There was a moment of calm then panic, I lifted her out then plunged her back in. We did it again and again for half an hour till she was weak and shaking, fucking her hard from behind while she was struggling. It was amazing!
Might just build that tank now :-)
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When we sat and designed the brand, a brand that we would both adorn each others bodies with, neither of us knew when it would be done. We both agreed that we would know the right moment and that moment came last night, at least for me (Stephen).
It was such a loving moment for us both. Maria remained incredibly calm and reassuring. she is the one brandishing the hot steel and it is me baring my shoulder ready to accept it. Its not the first time I have experienced that feeling although .every other time she has been in the middle of torturing me! This time was different, calm, relaxed, loving. I lay down, made myself comfortable and relaxed with self meditation with Maria as my mentor. She Prepared the brand, marking my skin where it was to go and heating the steel till it glowed a healthy red. Then the moment came... the plan was to make the mark from three brands. I agreed to take the first and then the rest if i felt OK.
The hot steel contacted my skin and i felt the crack as it broke through the layers, counted to two and felt her lift it away. It didnt hurt, not as you might expect, it was no more painfull that a needle and certainly less painfull than stubbing a toe!
A few minutes later I took the remainig two parts of the brand to complete it.
It looks great, it feels like I have a needle in me. Just the tension on the skin but no pain and every time i feel it i smile. A mark that I will carry for ever, a combination of out initials in the shape of a heart.
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Jaz writes
To my beautiful girl.
You came to me willingly. All dressed up in that prim little skirt of yours, all combed and groomed so perfectly.
You took that pain for me didn't you? You looked so dishelved and wanting, so slutty!
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Jaz writes
I will never follow you but I may well be guided by you. I will never take your advice unless I have truly asked for it and I will always answer you with reason if you ask an honest question but don't you dare ever try and tell me that I/We are doing this all wrong.
Everything in my life is against the grain. I refuse to conform to the BDSM system of thought!
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Jaz writes
3am this morning we are both laying awake, tossing and turning, throwing the covers back and then pulling the covers up over ourselves. Eventually S gets up and potters down to the kitchen to get himself a drink. I follow on behind him, light a cigarette and watch as he makes coffee.
I rested my weary head against the kitchen wall. 'I'm going to miss you tomorrow' I said 'two nights alone and that bed of ours is going to be cold'.
'I thought about it today' he replied 'I should of put you in chastity'
My mood brightened and I suddenly felt wide awake.
'well you still can' I said. Both of us smiled at each other and without saying another word I went back to bed and S went off to get the medical case.
Like a doctor he was clinical in his work but he allowed me time to get my breathing right and he waited while I composed myself to take this kind of pain. He spoke gently to me whilst he put in the 8 staples and when the last one was in he showed me how I looked in the mirror.
I grabbed his hand and put it to my chest. 'feel how fast my heart is beating' I said. He made me sweet tea and sat stroking my body until I drifted into a deep sleep. |
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Jaz wrote
As I slid the needles along the lines of your chest I caught your eyes watching me intently. As you slid the needles through my breasts and along the line of my ribs I became fixated on your face. As we slid the twines back and forth between the needles, we did so with such care, such gentleness. Bound together so intimately was an amazing journey for us both Stephen.
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Friday night and we had him all tied up and at our mercy. As I slipped the hood roughly over his head I could hear his gasps of fear. As we used him, forced and abused him I we for our own pleasure.
Thank you for trusting us! Can't wait till next week.
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| Age: 24 |
| Lexington,
Kentucky |
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