I've been struggling with who I am for 35 years now. At first my crossdressing was a dirty little secret, that I only engaged in with great feelings of guilt and shame. Then about 15 years ago I went wholly the other way, thinking I was transsexual, going out dressed (and getting funny looks but compliments as well!). And I found that that didn't work out too well either, and I was still miserable. But the solution is quite easy: I'm part girl - part boy. As a male I am a metrosexual, dress shirts and slacks, tasseled loafers, imported beer, hockey, football and baseball watching. As a female I wear soft dresses, high heel pumps, silky stockings, medium length wig, plenty of makeup, long fingernails and a very curvy body. And at all times I'm a sweet person to everyone