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Starting Over...

If a relationship which was begun based on love and later blended with the ideals of a D/s can not work, maybe what I need is a relationship based on D/s first and see if the love can grow within the relationship. This is probably the only option I haven't tried yet.

The problem I see with this choice would be the "wanna bes" that will come along the way but hey, if there is no heart invested no hurt can come and maybe this time I may find a woman who doesn't say she is submissive but then can only be that way while she's in the bedroom.

What do you think? Are you REAL or a "Wanna Be"? Don't waste my time and I will not waste yours. If you want to get together for some fun that's fine but tell me that up front. I do not inflict any permanent damage on any woman. I do not take my anger out on ANYONE. I will not degrade you in any way that you do not want me to. If you want a little humiliation... that's fine but you will set that level in the beginning and that will be the LAST CHOICE YOU WILL EVER MAKE! I will take you a little bit further and further and if a relationship grows between us, I will know when and how far to push you.

Please don't waste my time playing online games. I am not going to write you an email telling you to bow before me (what a bunch of crap). If you want someone to tie your ass to a wall, you have to give that person some trust to even take that first step. Let's talk and get to know each other then we'll see if we want to meet. Then one step at a time from there on.

What I am looking for in the long term is a real woman who can turn herself over to me and find the joy within the world I create for her. You must want to be completely owned! I want you to prepare all day long for my arrival by letting the anticipation grow within your mind and body. You will be mine wholly and totally and you will want for nothing except to service me. You will start our day by servicing me orally and you will end you day by being serviced with painful ecstasy.

If you want my love... this time you will have to earn it girl!

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3/11/2006 3:55:33 PM
I know, I know... I did sound a little angry in my profile, but it is not my anger but my determination which drives my words.

I feel used by her and I am determined to not let that happen to me again. She wanted to leave a marriage because he cheated on her and called her names like "c unt" and "nag" but she never acted like those things when she was around me. All she wanted was to submit to a man who could teach her how to cum. I taught her that and so much more. I gave her every fantasy she had ever dreamt of. She dreamt of me for all those years knowing I was the "One" since we were just teens and then lost touch. She begged me to be with her again and she begged me to be with her forever.  Once she got me into the "husband" position she returned to being a "housewife" and the nagging started. I thought I was saving her from an abusive marriage but it turns out she was the abusive one. 

Note to self: Never fulfill a woman's every fantasy... because then you'll serve no further purpose. 


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SexySultrySarah
 
 Age: 29
 Bristol, United Kingdom