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StLouisDaddyDom

Before you judge a book by its cover, realize… the best one’s have a good plot twist. I don’t let a lot of people know the real me, unless I think there’s meaning to it, but I listen to others and find out a lot. I’ve let a lot of people change me over the years and I’m starting to realize who I am again. I like to motivate, but with myself I seem to hesitate. I like to be outgoing, but I have my shy side. I’ve grown up on my own, but with that I take pride. I’m a big brother, and I’m protective. I have my friends, but I’m selective. I think I’m a good guy, but I have my bad boy side. I’m a scholar, and I’m an athlete. I don’t like to compare, but I like to compete. I often dream, but my feet stay on the ground. My mind wanders easy, but music makes me sound. I’m deep, yet I can be shallow. Full of advice, yet with myself; sometimes hollow. I often succumb to others, but I’m very independent. I’m a free thinker, and feel I can be transcendent. I don’t enjoy the cold, but I do like the scenery. I’d rather be in the warm, and I await it eagerly. When there’s nothing left and I want to give up, I dig deep and push ahead. Even when it’s rough I wear a smile, because happiness seems to spread. I don’t keep enemies, and I don’t hold grudges. Life is too short to be living on crutches. If someone’s having a bad day, I like to make it better. I make bad decisions but I’m often clever. My goal in life is to help others achieve. I like to coach, to counsel, to train, and help others believe. My happiness seems to tie in with those around me. If I’m not content then how could they be? I try, and I take chances. I fall on my face, but make advances. Two things are for sure, and one is I’m not your typical guy. The second… I’m learning… but I will never not try. I’m strong, I’m weak. I’m messy, I’m neat. I’m a little nerdy, and I’m often wordy. I Listen, I observe. I stay ahead of the curve. I pass, and I fail. I always try to tip the scale. I’ve accomplished some goals, and I speak from the soul. I’m genuine, I’m sincere. I try to rise above fear. I don’t bully, I advocate. I hate dishonesty, I try not to fabricate. I’m a lover and I’m a fighter, both seem to make the weight of life a little lighter. In the end, I’m just me. Making that journey through life, trying to find what makes me happy. The definition of insanity…. Doing the same thing over and over expecting different results. No one can go back and make a brand new start, but anyone can start now and make a brand new ending.
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 Age: 19
 Jacksonville, Florida