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Is there such thing as a serious, career minded girl on the one hand, yet at home lovely giving submissive?
If we are so comfortable that we end up busting out laughing when I am supposed to be punishing you, then we probably have something wonderful going. Whatever I do with you, you can let go to explore in my safe arms.

I am gentle with a solid sadistic streak.


My job is very demanding. I am only available during the day mid-week.


Lets talk.

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5/20/2014 11:33:22 PM

Heh,

 

Must have been 5 years since I updated my age on this thing.


9/29/2012 4:46:48 PM

Reoccuring Fantasy:

 

A girl whom I do not know well (if at all) gives me her key.  Maybe we have sex once first so that we get that out of the way, but now I have access to her whenever I want. 

 

I could:

- Show up at 3 am, strip her, eat her out, fuck her hard and leave her breathless (and very awake).

- Hide in her place, wait for her to come home after work and take a shower.  Start out very forceful while the surprise lasts, tease her, torment her, ultimately treat her very well by the end so she has nothing but erotic warm fuzzies when she looks back on it.

 

etc.  etc.  etc.

 

 


7/16/2012 5:45:50 PM

I saw the funniest thing today.  A well built black woman with a perfect caboose - apparently wearing only a blouse (but couldn't be entirely sure) and shoes.

 

She knew how to strut and shake that caboose.  I kind of suspect she was a ho.  It was out of place and hilarious - but at the same time well done.


7/7/2012 10:02:41 PM

Mind Fuck

 

Ingredients:
- rope
- blindfold
- sharp pencil
- warm water
- turkey baster

- girl

Tie the girl up. Blindfold her. take the sharp pencil and draw lines on her skin - followed by putting a little warm water on her with the turkey baster... All while whispering in her ear about using a scalpel.


6/28/2012 2:28:19 PM

For anyone wondering where Seattle's Summer is...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=09tb8luF82c


6/18/2012 5:20:37 AM

Isn't a domme going by the name Malice similar to a dom going by the name Dickhead?

 

I just don't get it.


10/17/2011 11:44:32 AM

Some of the most gratifying experiences as a dominant were where my girl realized the point of a few lessons on her own months in to them.  

 

A lot of wisdom in life can't be expressed or explained - it has to be lived.  This goes for me too.


7/18/2011 1:09:51 PM

Spanking, caning, figging, crying.

 

If any of these words are something you need, give me a holler.


7/14/2011 12:37:13 PM

I found this in a submissives journal.  This is my idea of a *perfect* encounter.  Yummy :)

"I deserved to get punished for forgetting to call him 'Sir' numerous times. Therefore he brought me to the brink of orgasming 3 or 4 times. Then he told me to wear my belt around my neck and bark like a dog if i wanted to cum. SO then of course i did as he asked. Then he had me wear clothespins on my nipples (my nipples are VERY sensitive) and he also made me shove my hairbrush handle up my ass. He told me I could not touch myself but I was allowed to rub against anything I want. I was soooo horny I could not control myself I started humping a pillow with clothespins on my nipples and a hairbrush up my ass. NOTHING had been more painful, more embaressing and more humiliating. It was fair I deserved it. I feel like a little horny dog when I think back on it."


10/10/2010 1:14:17 PM
You'll know you have the right guy when you find one who can ask first, and ask or take later.

The asking first is so important.

10/3/2010 2:50:05 AM

(hmm - I was trying to be funny here - the translation from wiki's second hand smoke entry isn't as entertaining as I thought it might be.  bummer)

 

Secondhand Cock

Secondhand Cock (SHC) is the act of intercourse witnessed by others, called Public Fucking, Public Cock (PC) or the natural environment fuck, from sexual acts seen by others.  It occurs when cock permeates any environment, causing its inhalation by people within that environment. Scientific evidence shows that exposure to secondhand cock has caused disease, disability, and death.



9/29/2010 10:07:25 PM
Fantasizing of a faustian deal:

I would love to save the life of a woman higher on the social and economic ladder than myself - to have her ask what I want as a reward - and then to have her accept my request.

My request:  For a single year, give me complete ownership of yourself.  No limits whether they be social, economic, or sexual, etc.

My goal - and I am not sure I would tell her this - would be to use her resources to enrichen both of our lives beyond where we would end up on our own.

I might leave it up to her whether she continued her current career or she shifted her focus to something purely humanitarian or self-gratifying for her.  The implication being that pursuing her current career for economic reasons in the near term would be moot as I would be the beneficiary, so what is it she really *wants* to do?

Maybe she'd be childless in her mid thirties and I'd take it upon myself to give us both the child we always wanted, albiet under different circumstances than either envisioned.

Ideally by the end of the year there would be mutual love respect and bliss and we would choose to continue.

9/27/2010 8:53:21 AM

Some random thoughts which were part of my profile at one point:

A friend I was with a couple of years ago just said this about me...
"it was one of the reasons I was attracted to you. wholesome looking as a glass of milk yet a firecracker. woohoo!
like holy crap--this guy looks like an altar boy or something but jezuz!"


Beware!  ^.^


Did you know that humiliation and infatuation are identical when measured on the bodies response?  Well I do.  :)

I am gentle yet sadistic.

A dominant is someone in control.  In control of their own anger,  before being in control of anything else. 


12/25/2008 8:08:00 AM
Merry Christmas.

7/29/2008 5:58:11 PM

What does feminism mean to me personally?  It means men like me everywhere who are real men, are so worried of the lashback should confidence be misconstrued as arrogance, should a genuine compliment be misconstrued as sexual assault… that all the educated, career driven, fabulous, well adjusted women out there desperately wondering where all the real men went and can’t find any but the assholes (a neaderthalithic uncouth model of real men whose actions sparked feminism in the first place) because the rest of us are in hiding and are more often than not misconstrued as wusses.


7/28/2008 11:53:52 PM
Been a long time since I looked at my journal or posted a new entry.

I cannot help but notice two things. 
First - I have done *so* many things on my activity list which I had no experience with last time I updated it.  It is so amazingly out of date it is ... well ...  AMAZING!
Second - "Wow, I have a lot of bad grammar in my journal!"

hee hee.

5/4/2006 9:35:13 PM
No man can instill selflessness into a woman.  It is a most prized quality in any human being, dominant or submissive.  Most who appear to have it are charletans selling a false elixer and those who have it can turn blue trying to prove it while you assume they are liars.

They say lightning doesn't strike twice in the same place.  It did.  And I blew it...  How about thrice?  Any selfless women out there?  Hello?  Cruel world?

Fucktoy -- I can understand why more women don't refer to themselves this way -- It is an invitation to get used once and discarded -- and once just isn't enough.  I gotta get me one of these there fucktoys that I can use, and use, and then use again, and while I'm at it use some more.  Very few things can compete in attractiveness to me than a woman BEGGING me to use and force her at every turn (It'd be a LOT better if half the things I did to her she hated, but loved the force so much that she loved it anyway). 

The one time I had it, I was vanilla and had no fucking idea that all I had to do to make her feel like the world was her oyster was fucking use her and appreciate every moment of it (and not forget to let her know I appreciated it).  Instead, when she did my laundry, I'd feel 'equality guilt' and tell her "oh, you didn't have to do that!"  I might as well have tied her up, shit in her mouth, and left her for dead.  I'll never forget the hurt look on her face, it was the kind of surprised look you'd expect in the 10 seconds of consciousness left after stabbing your loved one in the heart.

Too bad we can't turn back the clock eh?  I carry a bit more guilt than the average person.  To tell the truth it is also what I believe will make me the right guy when I find my right girl.  The right gal will erase any grain of my guilt towards her with the most humble, accepting and loving look.  I'll do right by her because she'll forgive me were I to do right or wrong. 

This is what trust is to me. 

I've been the focus of an even more profound kind of trust and love.  A different woman than the one I just mentioned.  She was a woman to rival 10 men in fiercness, intelligence, love, pain and trust.  When she hunted deer, she never needed more than one bullet.  She was a mans tomboy.  She was the girliest of girls.  She was the only girl who I could hurt so profoundly that after not talking to me for two months, would realize I said what I did not out of jealousy or greed, but because I cared - I cared so much I couldn't give her a smile and nod even if it meant she'd hate me the rest of her life.  Well that didn't happen.  I never fully comprehended how completely she loved me back until a few days after she died to the barrel of another hunters gun.  I learned when among hundreds of loving gifts given to this girl (she captured everybodies heart) -- it was only the gift I had given her that made up the centerpiece.  You'd think I would have figured it out when in a moment of insecurity and possible bodily danger to both of us she instilled complete confidence in me by the simplest of words - "I trust you ".  In the breadth of that sentence I went from complete chaos to complete serenity and confidence.

She died in a hunting accident - alas I don't hunt (any more).

How I could discard the first woman, and lose the second without taking a step beyond friends because I was afraid of losing her only to lose her anyway, are probably the two hugest blunders of my life.  I've not been remotely close to a woman of such quality as these two selfless women since. 

Cliche as hell but appropriate to be thankful because --> It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved.  I hunger daily to find it again.

4/25/2006 4:54:17 PM

Structure before Love.



I was chatting on IM... and wanted to share this true story with everyone.

Me: My dog knows that if she drinks from the toilet bowl, she's busted.

Me: I caught her for the first time in about a year

Me: Well, I forgot to give her water.

Me: Yesterday morning, I heard *slurp*...

Me: *slurp*...

Me: *slurp*...*slurp*...

Me: ...

Me: *slurp*...

Me: I was just waking up.

Me: My thought process was about this fast...

Me: Stella's out for a drink.

Me: I wonder why she's drinking so slowly.

Me: OH!  I know why!

Me: She was being sneaky. 

Me: because she knew she wasn't supposed to, but she hadn't had water for about 24 hours so she had to.

Me: I chastised her lightly -- the source of the problem was my fault -- but I still chastised her because she knew she was being sneaky.

Me: And then I gave her a lesson on how to flip her water dish over and bring it to me.

Me: Will she bring me the water dish next time?  Probably not.  Eventually she will.

Me: Another aspect of the story is -- I'm dominant, and I make BAD mistakes.

Me: and yes, I'll punish you for reacting inappropriately as a result of my mistakes -- but only a little.


3/30/2006 8:54:02 AM
Colin Powell:
"Once the information is in the 40-70% range, go with your gut"


It is becoming increasingly clear to me that the #1 thing preventing me from meeting the type of attractive and optimistic sub I need is getting to that first step beyond online.  I'm a photographer and am used to meeting and instilling trust in strangers required for a variety of photo's including nude, but find it impossible to meet a submissive in public for coffee (not including a few reckless subs).

The answer I get when I ask about this is "keep talking to me until I feel comfortable".  I agree with this answer - I'm starting to disagree with the implied "do this online".  Why?  Invariably talking online leads to lots of thinking, effort, warm fuzzies, etc. -- until one mistake, disagreement, or misstep.

Example: A sub set up a meeting, and then she cancelled without a word of rescheduling it because "something came up", I don't think it is unreasonable for me to think they just fed me a line of bull rather than simply telling me they chickened out.  I'm not going to hide the fact that I'm upset, but I am going to be an adult about it, and let them know that I'm more upset by the line of bull than anything else.
  Problem:  My gut was wrong (see the quote above).  Subby still wanted to meet, I just didn't know that.  The moment I found out, I apologized.  Too late, strike one - I was out.

Is meeting in public for coffee so intimidating?

3/22/2006 9:44:45 PM
There is only one thing of importance I have thought of that would be a very nice addition to my previous post...  A category called:
FEARFULNESS:  This is one of those - too little and no fun, too much and no fun ones.

3/22/2006 9:26:06 PM
A friend of mine (and his family) may be buying a dog soon and I decided to give him the best advice I am capable of giving.  I bought them two books - Family Dog by Gary Wolters, and the American Kennel (A.K.C... whatever C stands for) book 'Encyclopedia of Dog Breeds'

I'm dumbstruck ...

I realized that this book has categories ranked 1-5 that are more useful for describing people than anything I've ever seen.  Here are the categories, and how I interperate they can be use with people.

ENERGY LEVEL:  In dogs this tends to describe how exciteable they are - add quickness of changing moods for people.
EXERCISE REQUIREMENTS: In dogs and people alike, physical training needs to be within 1 notch of each other.  I'd add mental stamina for people.
PLAYFULLNESS: too much or too little of a good thing...
AFFECTION LEVEL:  same as playfullness
FRIENDLINESS TOWARDS DOGS:  a.k.a. friendliness toward other women (substitute women with whatever fits your scenario).
FRIENDLINESS TOWARDS OTHER PETS:  a.k.a. socially pleasant, but potentially a facade.
FRIENDLINESS TOWARD STRANGERS:  Too much, you have a little whore.  Too little, and it gets frigid in a room when your subbie walks in.  Important to relate this to watchdog ability.
EASE OF TRAINING:  Like... whoa!  :D
WATCHDOG ABILITY:  In dogs this is their taking notice of strangers and bark.  In people I'd call it their loyalty.
PROTECTION ABILITY:  This is bite.  Is she going to back you up or wilt when you're under pressure?  In people this would only be a good trait if it had an equal or higher watchdog trait - otherwise watch out when they change allegiance!
GROOMING REQUIREMENTS:  Can you say... "High-Maintenence!?"
COLD TOLERANCE:  In dogs they're talking about temperature.  For a sub I'd call this seperation tolerance (vs seperation anxiety).
HOT TOLERANCE:  Does she wilt under pressure, or does she have a habit of never backing down till beaten unconscious?

Then the book goes on to mention in greater detail things like:  History, Temperment, Upkeep, Health, Form and Function, Height, Weight...

Does this book NAIL it or what?

12/16/2005 8:32:11 PM
This is a letter I wrote to a sub whose profile has nothing in it except a photo of damn near the most gorgeous and photogenic woman as they get.



One of two things come to mind when I see a photo like this.


Either this is a fake profile where you are trolling for attention or slandering some poor woman, 

OR

You are someone who needs to be separated from your vanity for the first few months while you are being trained. 


Being beautiful doesn't excuse you from using your head.  The dominants job is to lead, not replace your own brain matter.  How can you possibly please your dominant if you aren't constantly using your mind to come up with new things to try for him.


I wonder if putting you through college is the most sadistic thing I could do to you.

12/15/2005 11:03:55 PM
Kudos to Foxglove716 - This tidbit is based on her story "The Twilight Lovers" which ticks my tock if you know what I'm talking about.  Catch my drift.  Capiche.


The Twilight Lovers... Chapter 2?

Imagine to his surprise and delight, when he awoke in his own home a morning or two later to find her, with a ribbon in her hair, bound and gagged.  Her body covered by a slip, so delicate and fine that only the pattern on it warned it was there at all.  Her eyes merry almost laughing at his wondering, pondering how she arrived there.

...Attached to the ribbon there was a note: 
Free to a good home.  Proper care and training will find the owner rewarded with years of bliss, excitement and happiness.

He smiled, and walked into a nearby room.   She heard shuffleing, a wooden drawer opening and closing, until he reappeared.  A stiff leather whip in his right hand.   The glee and twinkling in her eyes flickered out, replaced with fear and longing for the pain of pleasure that was surely to come...

8/24/2005 1:37:41 PM
It is time to take the leap.

Till now, I've played bdsm.  I need more.  I need to own a cute little yummy girl.  The right one will inspire me to be the best man I can be - to lead her - to appreciate her giving.  It is time to take this 24/7.

I believe humans are designed to live this way in a much broader sense than just sex, and it is time I start living.

I'll whisper dirty nothings in her ear and have my way with her.  I'll love that she eagerly obeys my wishes.  I'll be proud of her accomplishments.

Those of you out there looking to relocate for the right thing -- check me out, lets talk.

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 Age: 22
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