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I'm not interested in serving a Domme. I want a girlfriend who would enjoy a sex life that is centered on her pleasure.
When I was young I was submissive/switchy with my girlfriends. Years later when I was looking online for a dominant woman I found that most of them were simply obnoxious. I DO NOT want to be called names, insulted or treated contemptuously. Nor do I want to do all of your household chores, wash and wax your car or pay your rent. And the idea of paying to be dominated is repulsive to me. My submission was always in the context of loving relationships. Instead of a Domme who holds me in contempt, I want a more or less vanilla woman who thrives on being pleasured without pleasuring in return.
I also learned to my surprise that submissive women were much, much more common than dominant women.
Some are born great, some achieve greatness and some have greatness thrust upon them. I switched my orientation and found a lot of gratification online, on the phone and in real life. I didn't identify as a switch because I found that most subs don't take switches seriously. They want a man who is strictly dominant.
I don't want a relationship based on what I call the "commercial model" but rather what I call the "coquette model" of dominance. I don't want a woman who will snarl commands at me, I want one who will tease, cajole and pout to persuade me to push my limits for her complete sexual and emotional gratification--a woman who has a sense of entitlement.
I once had a one night stand with a friend who is a Jewish American Princess. I ate her out and licked her asshole, but the farthest she'd go for me was to let me fuck her. All she did was flip over from laying on her stomach to laying on her back. My reaction was a mix of anger, resentment and humiliation that I had let her get away with not reciprocating. She was selfish, unfair, and unconcerned with my pleasure. Yet I found it in some way erotic. That feeling has grown over the years and I now feel it was one of the most intensely thrilling erotic experiences of my life.
I've had a lot of one-sided sex as a Dom. I've gotten sucked off, had my asshole tongue-fucked, and watched women masturbate on cam and in real life without returning the favors.
Now I want to do a kind of penance. I want to feel the thrill of gratifying a woman selflessly. Your age and race don’t matter. If you’re a little on the plump side I’d love burying my face in your big fat ass. Oh did I offend you? You know how to exact your revenge. |
