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| I identify as a sub wholeheartedly I dont have a dominant bone in my body and I really find pleasure in knowing that following the rules laid before me and making "him" happy in what i do is all i really want.With that being said , I am into spanking both discipline , maintenance, and sexually speaking. I enjoy, paddles, floggers, crops etc..but if you have a very heavy hand be prepared for tears they will flow , but its more of an enjoyable cry , I like blind folds, and bondage and would love to experiment more with rope and restraints, even some spreader bars. Collar and leash seems also something i would enjoy, if the right person came along. I would put the needs of the one i love in line or before mins depending on our relationship, and would hope that they would do similar.
Respect is a big thing for me if you cannot show me simple courtesy when messaging or even in conversation dont expect it back, i may be submissive and dainty but i am in no way a doormat for you to walk all over and toss around, unless its in pure play. So dont expect me to call you Sir or Master or even Daddy unless i feel a sense or respect or some deep connection to you and our relationship I dont toss those words around they are meaningful and words to be cherished , and if you use them aimlessly they loose all meaning .I am a firm believe in being yourself, please do not lie to me I cannot forgive that. I cannot and will not tolerate that at all. to me D/s is about respect and love, trust, and discipline, I want not only the pain but the love that comes from it.
24/7 and TPE are somethings i am curious about and would love to have incorporated into my relationship when that person finds me.
I am a Little I am interested in DD/lg if that is not your thing no worries i would never pressure someone into something that is not their kink and i would hope you wouldn't either. With that being said i believe being little is part of who i am as a submissive and you can take it or leave it for what it is. I enjoy being a little girl i enjoy snuggles and stuffies etc. But I know when its time to be an adult and when to just be myself. So with that i am looking for a Daddy Dom to call my own.
I ask that if you are interested in me please get to know me and dont drag me along your wild ride of emotional distress you either want me or you dont , there is no gray area here as anything can be overcome. Im too sensitive to be strung along and I would never do that to you so i ask the same in return.Im also not going to be a piece of ass for you to have occasionally , thanks but no thanks.
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I woke up this morning with alot on my mind. Lifestyle wise and vanilla wise, I'd like to think and hope that my other half is out there somewhere . But the more I dare to believe it the more realistic I become about it, I'm patient or is like to think so , but inside there's a semi empty feeling , we've all had the moments when you wish that you had a hand to hold or a knee to be over , someone to serve and comfort . This lifestyle has brought to light the entirety of myself , I've discovered so much about myself that I would have never felt or realized before .i don't want to rush anything or push for something that isn't there with someone , but it would be nice to just have someone there on occasion. Ok enough rambling lol I'm not sure the purpose of this entry anyway lol. |
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Having some severe body issues lately, Im not comfortable with myself anymore, and I am going to take steps to change that and the image of myself . |
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Ever had one of those nights when you just feel like a little girl and you wished someone would come and just lay with you while you feel asleep? Yeah it's one of those nights and I really wish I could call and ask him to come over . Oh well stuffed animal and some radiohead it is. Having trouble sleeping sucks lol |
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Octoberfest in Mammoth? Oh i think so , bring on the STEINSSSSSS |
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| Age: 26 |
| Noscow,
Russia |
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