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Sometimes you just feel as if your longing to show that deep craving to show him just what he means to you:) you know He means your everything :) He sadly does not seem to get you:(one day he will you will walk away he will truly see you gone . He will miss you when your gone. Yes he may find another woman. The thing is. She will never be you!!!! There is only one you !!! |
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Sometimes you just feel as if your longing to show that deep craving to show him just what he means to you:) you know He means your everything :) He sadly does not seem to get you:(one day he will you will walk away he will truly see you gone . He will miss you when your gone. Yes he may find another woman. The thing is. She will never be you!!!! There is only obe you !!! |
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TO own me are many sides to me. I'm a wild woman. I say many sides to me. sure I think men marry and love knowing how they can count on their wives. I think it that is great. I have been Married over 28 years. So trust me. I will say this. I keep mine guessing. If I did not how do you keep the sparks alive. Outdoor sex? meet him somewhere? why not? when was the last time I gave him care sex? does he want it like that? MMMMM I want say on here. I will say this. It's that my man can not say I do not try to make or keep him happy. Sadly he can't say he ever took all the years saying he truly ever really knows me inside and out. I know him. As they lover and the man he is. I think as the slave I trained myself to be that you freely give yourself all of you heart body and soul to him. you worship the ground he walks on. his cock is your temple. you serve at any time he whips it out. You make love to that cock like the whore you are. you are his slut. you are there at his commands. I'm his property for life. Only one to many times he rejected me. So I say that is what my Husband had with me. he sadly kept rejecting what I offered him. I no longer wished to give what he threw away. I no longer do this. I will not. I have pride. He took this from me. I took back my power. I took back what I freely gave out of love. what I freely gave no other man. the power to won me body and soul to own me in any way he wished to do to me however he wished to use me I was his to do to me how or what he wanted to and my husband couldn't do it. |
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I lay here on my bed I had just finished playing in my tight Cunt!! I was thinking of how I get up Sunday morning I'm late Church again . I'm playing in my cunt after I take my shower eat breakfast before playing :) if I don't calm my cunt down like a mind of her own she will keep me in here needing that itch scratched.... I want to Fuck all the time if I could Fuck as many times as I could every day I be happy . I think mostly it's because a Husband work takes him out of State to much . I say I just miss it so much . Him not understanding my needs never getting to understand what I needed from him :) teaching myself to be a slave was great . I truly wanted to please my husband as my Husband would be happy as saying from Bible goes Wives be submissive unto your husband's:) I had no problem if he isn't understanding the role of a slave :( he didn't want to try rejection is what I got . I learned to let him go . Loving him yes , Never fully giving him all of me not anymore ... So I looked beyond him . He knows what he has in me he stays married to me for his own reasons . I chosen down my sinful nature of seeking what I crave my fulfillment in pleasing a Master who want reject a passionate woman In Me . As a free spirit longing to be unleashed pent up dark desires of the flesh :) telling the Preacher as he prays for me my sinful nature . I have set in front roll pew in my dress . Funny how not to many people set on front roll pew. So I have my sinful submissive slut side has shown him my naked cunt his eyes popping out in the front . Then asking for prayers I go to him up front he knows my husband works out of town has for years . I say please pray for me I would love to have my Master to full my cup full for my cup doesn't run over . My cup is empty :( I said I'm just a submissive who longs for her Master. I want feel fulfilled until his seed has taken root into me . I long for his cum just saying this makes my cunt dripping wet oh yes we will pray . I'm not asking for my Husband 's seed . I long for my Master to fill me full of hot cum. . I want a small toy butt plug or I found a toy I have I'm going to start calling it my pacifier:) that way I keep Master 's cum in me . I know that if I do that then I think oh to come home take that toy dip in my ass or cunt either one :) sucking and sticking back in like a good slave to taste the sweetness in my Master's cum oh I'm dipping my fingers back into my hungry cunt I'm hungry I'm starving. Mouth!!!! My cunt she is in so much heat for her Master :) oh to taste him would be so heavenly . As I hear Preacher say prayer for me that if be The Lord 's will for my womb that I may receive my Master's seed that we may be blessed with a baby . I about squirt all over the floor tielling my nasty sinful self to control myself I'm shaking so bad :) I never done this before been so open at Church saying double meanings . Just praying Please Lord I'm such a sinful nasty cheating slut slave . Who longs to be Fucked by her Master . I need to show him what a Slave like me can do to him . Crawl onto his bed :) I belong between his legs :) servicing his Cock !!! Showing him why his cock was made for my mouth to make love to him . Why I be a better Slave then all the other bitches he may have had before me !! If Master ignores me :( it makes me feel as if he isn't into me !! As silly as it sounds it will make me wonder if I'm to much Wildcat Slave for him !!! Ignoring me will make me wonder if I'm the right one for him? No I don't need his calling me every hour on hour :) you have to trust me !!i have to be a me to trust you ! Ignoring me even as your Slave only makes me think how my husband did all that he has done . He knows sadly he does now I made him realize I can't get her back what I threw away . She want let me . He isn't going go now I want let him never get what I freely gave ! He took what he wanted then rejected to many times over small things I offered him the world of sex of doing to me whatever he wished to do to me !! If he had only to say . I made him see he took they from me slowly killing they part of me day by day till I no longer wished to be his Slave :( I no longer wished to beg , plead or cry on him . I can say I may think outside my own box . As all women or not the same I know me. No I would not be .As I have that look or something other men can see in my eye's !! I'm just me being me !! I smile a smile thinking you do not know how it is to be with a woman like me :) I think my Husband could never handle all that I'am . . That wild cat in me who wants the Beast to take me rough take me hard pounding into me over and over . Don't use me lightly !!! Some women want that . It's called making love:) I love it as well sometimes it feels good to feel him slide into me slowly going in an out as he feels my cunt cling tightly to his hardness!! mine is called nasty get down animal cravings of lust filled sex!!! It would make me sad for trying so hard willing to please my Master !!! If I feel ignored ;( if I feel I'm wasting my time . If I tell my Master how wonderful I feel he is !! I'm saying it from my heart . Then I will learn to say my heart and soul!!! Yet he can't say my Slave slut I do want you to !! Or at least to say I mean a-little something of bringing you the best of me what it's like to be surrounded by my squirting on your hardness :) or having my asshole squeeze tightly around your badness. As you pound me. !know it's hard to control a caged Cat that's been held back again !! I tried for while to be good wife and failed Such a slutty nasty sinful woman !! So to Preachers who have wrote to me privately to me Thank you for praying for me:)I know his hard it is . As one Preacher said He is hungry for pussy to . I hope he gets plenty to soon:) that some sweet slut will set in his front pew showing her wet cunt to him . Help him out as he goes about his Father 's work !! That the slut makes him cry out praying for release !!! Oh Lord this woman is one fine slut !!! That's why I get so wet just wanting the Preacher 's to know how much praying for me means do if flashing my cunt to them helps them some to look at my fat pretty pussy then it's okay . I'm doing my part :) as I have to three iof four already now . Had made me feel shaky as I have set on front pew . I have only did it to One Preacher ! As he is already bing he see's me open my legs aittle flip my finger I to my Cunt his eyes getting huge as He is Preaching . He watches me take my finger go in and out real fast I pull my finger out I don't want to get caught I did right their a. I'm praying Oh Lord Please Forgive me I'm such a sinful slut . A wanton whore of fleshly sex. !!! I take finger and wait a few seconds as he is Preaching I look around . Making sure his wife or no one sees . I take finger slowly slip It to my mouth sucking on my finger his eyes went big again. He takes his hanky wiling his face saying Satan is tempting us tonight!!!. The House of Lord , .i thought his eyes would pop out watching me as he did :? Praying oh Lord I'm afraid I'm going to squirt On this seat . I just hope maybe later he gets a chance to come back bend down and smell the pew :) smell my cunt smell left in the pew !!! He preaching a good message!!!! When I get home I spank my cunt hard !! I have to spank her ! That's why it has been hard in keeping myself in line you can't . That's why you have to have a Master to take a Kitty cat like me . I'm just ready to express it all Master !!! So I'm waiting to here My Nasty Slut Slave Master has your cream come get yous Wild Cat !!! |
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Dear Lord , Before I close my eyes to sleep I will go to Church in the morning ... I so love being that naughty Mom . I will ask the Preacher to pray for my sinful ways :) how I just feel so empty with out my Master . I know if Master was able to keep me filled full of cum my holes would fill so full . I would use a small butt plug to keep his sweet cum in me . Knowing I was a well Fucked woman . Oh I have a lot to ask the Preacher to pray for my sinful ways . I'm such a nasty Mom . I feel my cunt wet already I just hope I don't get to excited when I tell the Preacher how empty I feel and to pray for my Master to fill me soon . As we women need to be submissive :) |
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I shake As I kneel On My knees.. I Look Into His Eyes . I know I need to Get It Bad , Master My Body Shakes For You . I Want To Feel Your Flogger On My Skin. I Long For Your Touch On My Body . The Way You Make Me Feel:) Master I Crave You !! Like No Other Woman Will Ever Crave You!! Take Me !!! Pound Me Hard ! Nasty Slave Wants You !!! Please I Beg You!!! Please Please Until I Can't Beg No More |
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Being A Slave Is Very Important !!!! That No Matter What Some Master's Set Their Slaves Up Doom Them To Fail . It Is To Trust Them . You Should Trust Your Slave Not Set A Trap For Them. If You Do Then They May Not Pass Your Test . Then That Slave May Bring You Much Happiness !!!! |
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The Slave In Me Longs To Bring Out The Beast Master In You!!! Cum In Me Your Slut Nasty Mom |
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Dear Lord , I know As. A Slave Im Going To Fell I'm Not Going To Be A Good Slave. I'm Going To Fail . I Pray My Master Will Be Kind To Let Him See How Hard I'M
Trying To Please Hm :) Trust Takes Time. So I Willing To Get Nasty Dirty Slutty As Low As I Can Go. Bring Out The Best In Me:) Even Die Trying .;) Amen |
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