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Soft nylon ropes coerce my body
into the form she desires, my white legs
spread wide telling the extreme vulnerability
my lap is living under; my arms bound tightly
to some unseen posts above my head.
The blindfold suffocates,
the gag suffocates,
my tummy is already sticky with cum
and drool runs down from my lips.
I am hers. I am his.
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Where to start? It's hard to tell anymore. I've recently enlisted in the Armed Forces and started both my career and education. I'm not in a relationship at the moment and I don't have any kids, ha! But they are cute.
MY FETISHES (that I know of):
Watersports
Bondage
Sissification/Feminization
Cumplay
Wax
Petplay
Infantilism
Gags/Blindfolds
Spit
Exhibitionism
Queening
Oral (Giving)
Rimming (Giving)
Worship
Enemas
Scat
Speech Restrictions
Role Playing
Hypnosis
I'm pretty new to submission, but I have fantasized about it for as long as I can remember since adolescence. I am very open-minded sexually which I hope will make up for my lack of experience, I am willing to try a great deal many things, and some of my most intense turn-ons are a little off the beaten path I think, but I'd like to call myself versatile.
As for what I'm looking for in a relationship, well, a lot of things. Do I want play partners? Yes, I most definitely do. Do I want a committed relationship? If we click, sure! But it is definitely NOT a requisite at this time. I am also interested in online or phone-based partners since my current job has my moving about quite a bit!
Anyway, if anyone has any questions or just wants to talk, contact me! I will most definitely return the favor, have fun!
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I don't always have internet access, but on weekends like this I don't have much else today, especially with the post this empty because of the holidays. Got kind of wet reading some bondage stories, very fun <3. Responding to some messages but it doesn't appear that there's too many Dominants on either, oh well. Happy new year every one. |
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What is it about submission? What do I want to feel?
ropes around me like a senssuround theatre --
I am in the hall of infinite desire and fire
falls on my skin in the form of illicit kisses.
I have always been a leader, and I've always wanted to be good at what I do. People like to follow me, people think of me as a strong man. As a man.
the blue light of the idle television avoids my predicament,
looking on from the corners and of the walls,
I feel only warm air blowing by my exposed ass,
and warm blood in my cheeks.
But when I am feeling sexual, it's like I turn into a little girl craving nothing but to be bound completely and be made love to as a possession. To be humiliated. To be marked and filthy and owned. Don't get me wrong, I can be aroused as a man, or, I should say, as I think what a man should be when he's turned on, but that is not my normal nature. I want to be used and came upon.
My life is confusing... Oh well : ). I guess I should be used to being me : ). |
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Back home in California. After being home for Christmas, this place seems truly lonely for the first time.
Here's to the New Year, and here's to the hope of seeing some of it collared at your feet <3. |
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It's a new day <3.
I'm a little scared to be starting this journey. By journey, I mean a sexual exploration into sides of me I'm unsure should be explored.
Since adolescence I've fantasized of nothing but submission and humiliation, even now the thought makes me shiver just slightly.
Here's to the new year! Happy 2010. |
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