I've come to a few conclusions after a long and weird and rocky journey through my life so far...!
Submission is primarily a state of mind. I find it easy to immerse myself in it, but difficult to describe. So it's not an easy thing to rationalise or come to terms with or to explore at times.
My submission is rooted in some weird predelictions - not as the result of some kind of damage I've suffered as a child or in early life. Things happened to me, but I am circumspect about life and the things that have led me here. So far, so cryptic! There's probably a pack of slavering (ho ho) men eager to make my acquaintance, so if any of them have read this far, be sure to say the word coconuts.
So the meat of the profile sandwich.
Who am I?
A submissive with an unhealthy interest in all manner of ouchy, horrid and nasty things. I'm semi-experienced I'd say, because from a very short period reading about people on here, there's a whole raft of things I've never done. I'm 29, fit and healthy, and vaguely symmetrical. Submission to me means a mindset as I mentioned above - it's feeling "in place", "at home" and weirdly "at peace". It feels right so I do it.
What am I here for?
I'm not looking for a quick meet in the next 10 minutes. Or 20 minutes for the comedians among you. I'm looking for a like mind. I suppose I'll know it when I see it, but until then the chances are if you've read this far you're doing ok! My "likes" (such a misleading word at times!) are for all to see.
Hm. Not bad for a first stab. Might write a bit more later.
