Apparently some things never change..................done!

How very very sad! SSDD

FYI I am not a slave, and I am NOT your slave. I am a submissive, however, I am NOT your submissive. Until such time as I CHOOSE to submit I am very much in control in my life, NOT you. I make the rules, if you don't like the rules that I have for myself, then you probably won't find out about my submissive nature. That is just the way it is, period, end of conversation. I have limits, some of them change over time as I feel comfortable, as I feel trust for you and as we get to know each other on a hire plane.

Negotiations WILL take place, if you don't like that, I am sure there is someone down the road who does not feel she is worthy who will throw herself at your feet on a promise from you. I am not one of those women. I want action, I want to know that I can depend on you for my safety and my well being once I submit to you. If you think the ole "because I say so," b.s. line is going to work with me or anyone worth a grain of salt, you got another thing coming. Show me who YOU ARE before you demand to see who I am.

Do not think that I am naive because I am kind and respectful. Do not think that because I may call you Sir that it is because you are a dominant, its because that is how I was raised and not to make you feel like a big boy in big boy pants!

P.S. You cannot take what is not yours in the first place, I believe they call that theft and it is punishable under the law.

Mountain biking is the best form of self discipline and sometimes one can experience pain. Laughing!! I am off to the mountains for some freedom from stress and some cardio, because I have a dream.

I would like to thank the man who blocked me for my response to his question: "What do you like to do? Have done to you?" My response: "I think that conversation is best saved for another time. I am a private person and have no desire to spill my guts to someone I don't know on the internet :) Those girls are over there ------> I play for real."

I am sure somewhere in that response I was totally disrespectful (shaking head). I am glad I didn't say the first thing that popped in my head, he might have had me offed for telling him it is none of his business :)

I have been away on a hiatus for a while. Experiencing life and searching for the things that mean the most to me.

I decide to take a peek on this site to see if anything has changed only to find out that it is the exact same people looking for the exact same thing. Not even their names have changed. It is a curious thing, is what they seek so elusive to them or are they unsure of what it is that they truly want that it could be right in front of them and they miss it? Or have they set their standards so high that they actually keep what they want at bay, because they truly do not want it at all?

Or is what they are truly looking for is a play partner, but don't want to come right out and say it because they are afraid of the stigma? Who knows, lol. It is all so perplexing to me and not really for me to worry about. But I have a lot of empathy for these people and really wish that they find what it is that they are truly looking for.

If I was truly 99 do you think I would be sitting at a computer on a BDSM site?  I am however old enough to know better, yet young enough to learn.....................and over 40.