I got a taste of what I wanted over the weekend, I met and chatted with an older dominant man that wanted to humiliate and train me.  I went on chaturbate and was told to make my broadcast public and title my room "Submissive Boy Seeking Use".  I was told to spend at least an hour online on both saturday and sunday obeying the commands of the members of the chat room.  I received a lot of degradation, with a large number of viewers watching and making me shove my big 9 inch dildo as deep as i could in my ass, then pump it in and out, making me take it out to suck it, putting me in different positions.  It hurt but I could see myself becoming addicted to having my ass used,, I was left shaking after someone made me sit on it all the way and cum all over my chest.