A year and a month since I entered anything in here. Wow, that's pretty bad if I was intent on keeping this up to date. Good thing for me I wasn't trying to keep a constant entry string in here.

As life would be, confusion is abound and isolation is a constant companion. I only have myself to blame for that as it's not like I've been going strong at exploring the world.

I had a year of pseudo-hell in North Minneapolis and have since moved to Little Canada where it's been a little better for me. The job situation still sucks royally (not in a good way), and I'm currently working my ass off to better that situation.

I haven't had any breakthroughs on the experimentation end, but I have been revisited by memories from 2 instances causing me to wonder what would have happened if I handled them differently.

Not much else to say except, here I am.

Now it's sunk in that I'm out of my parent's house. It's a nice feeling. I like being able to run my own schedule. The money is so much tighter however that I haven't had much of a chance to go out and about. I'm currently looking for a new job and I'm crossing my fingers that I will find one by year end. It has also been a heavy ritual season and so between work, the job search, and religious life it's been hectic and why I haven't logged on in a while. I don't have much else to say on hand, but I just wanted to update anyone who has been reading. Talk to people soon!

Woot!!! It's been almost two months since I moved out of the parent's place and in to the city. Money has been much tighter,  but the freedom is worth it. I've been busy keeping up with my ritual/festival days and Opet starts tomorrow (yay for a month of cool stuff to work on). I'm currently job searching and that has been slow, but I'm at least able to tolerate it and make all of my bills.

Anywho, those who still read this, despite popular belief, I'm still alive and kicking.

Wow, my last post was last year. How does that work? I've been busy with life I guess. Said "life" goes up and down as usual, but at least it's not too much of a rollercoaster. Nothing new and interesting has really been happening in my life (I don't know if that's a good or a bad thing). Still haven't met too many people, which is saddening, but I understand these things take time, and I have a lacking of it.

I am almost set to move out in August down to Minneapolis, which I am excited for. I will be able to go out more and places will be easier to get to, plus I won't have the family peeking over my shoulder everytime I go out.

I don't really have much more to say, maybe next time.

Funny, now that things have slowed down, it seems like my life is a little blah. I look back on the goals I had for the modern new year and I haven't done half of what I wanted to do. I have taken steps, but it's slow in progress. Then again, some of the goals I had were chucked by the wayside. I saw and accepted a reality that I needed to see, and it gave me insight that I didn't have before. I typically get depressed around this time of year, but it hasn't happened yet, go me!

Now that things have slowed, I can focus on adventuring (both in the world and indoors). For anyone whose taking the time to read this as I ramble on about practically nothing, I appreciate it. It doesn't make much sense, and yet it resonates. A reminder to everyone who wants to talk, message me. Even if it's small talk, I will answer back. I only ask that the message has more than one sentence and doesn't include asking for a picture or location. I don't tell until one has earned that right to know me.

Laters!!

I have figured out that life is like rush hour traffic. It's stop and go. I'll get a little further, then it's stuck. Sometimes events move fast and other times, events move slow.

Anyways, life has been, well, life. New job, new car; the world has been changing, but I still feel the same at times, like I haven't moved much.

Other than normal life, the other side has been way too quiet. Not a lot of socializing and exploring (hasn't been for a little while now), but I suppose it happens.

I don't have too much too say, this time around, laters!! 

It's funny when events happen and leave you wondering what would've happened if they never occurred. It's happened so many times that when I stop to think about it, it really makes me wonder.

Anyways, I have been doing well and it's looking like I may have found the right person to "play" with. It's making me excited to have a chance to finally explore the part of me that I've only just started embracing, but knew I was aware of for a while.

I started doing my divination readings again (I have a habit to burn myself out with them and not touch them for a while......I'm slowly working on a steady routine). Without any thought, the four readings (1 Tarot and 3 Casting) outlined my current emotional/spiritual stateand the path I am heading towards, so I'm really bouncy and excited right now.

Until next time,

First journal, woot!!!

I must say I am surprised at how many people look around and send messages. On other sites in other subcultures it took forever before people said anything to me, whether it be positive or negative. Although if people take in to consideration how many messages actually have some thought behind them, the number goes way down, but they ae fun nonetheless.

I've been digging around and nothing has stood out to me yet. Then again it takes a pit to find the treasure.

I apologize for the lack of communication to people who have taken the time to send me messages. I may still get back to you, if you are patient enough. This is new to me, like it says in the profile above.

Don't know what else more to say. I figure if something else pops up, there's always another entry.

Until next time,