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| FIND ME ON KIK MESSENGER AT "SoftDahlia" (Dahlia Avril) ♥
My past now dictates my future. It has not been easy, but my experiences have shaped the girl I am now turning into, for better or worse. I cannot say which, as I don't know. I once watched a very old movie where three girls were kidnapped and brought before the villain, only to be undressed for his pleasure. Something resonated in me. I could identify with the fright in their eyes, and the way they were made to submit and bear the humiliation of being undressed. And although the movie was not R-rated, it was implied that they had endured other things, as well. As I got older, that feeling remained with me, like a constant reminder. I began to see myself as inferior, and weaker to Men, and it became more natural, until "normal" relationships were impossible for me. I began seeing the power imbalance, and the dynamic contrast between weak and strong. I began envisioning myself in various scenarios, and how I would react.
I am seeking to explore that, and if it leads to a real face-to-face relationship, I won't resist. I feel that this needs to be about emotional force, so that my body doesn't have the opportunity to run and hide, as I am prone to do. I don't want it to be easy. I don't think I'm meant for that.
Some things to note if you wish to approach me:
1) Please be over 40.
2) Please be serious about developing something long-term
3) Please be a Man that is truly powerful, and with Mastery over himself. Angry and vicious men will be ignored, I'm sorry.
4) You needn't be kind. I don't require your respect, nor expect or seek it. Just see me for who I am, and what I am.
5) No sadists.
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