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SoSuddenlyDark

Im taking some time to post as articulate a profile as possible because I am seriously seeking something. Please do not try to put your round peg in my square hole. If it appears as if we are a match I will reply to your message.

Ive grown up with a substantial amount of privilege. I do not feel guilty about it and I do not feel I should be punished because of it. I have used my means in ways that typical 19 year olds do not even consider. I believe its important to say this because its important to know where I come from because the past is super important when looking towards the future. I didnt just wake up one day and say to myself that I was a slave. It wasnt a switch that went off in my head. I believe I have been living with this for my entire life. Everything that Ive done in life is drifting towards this moment. I have an older sister who is seriously famous and two loving parents who have been excellent examples for me of how to live and be successful. I love fashion and to shop, but I also love movies, dancing, reading, outdoors (hiking, camping, swimming, boating), runningexercise, and also kids (I love spending time with me niece and nephew and I always find time to babysit). As far as my personality I am a little bit of a mixture of a girly girl and a compassionate person. I do a lot of volunteer work outside of school. Politically, I am a republican and unapologetic about it and I study business (accounting and finance) in school but I really dont want to do into that as a career (just a springboard).

I believe in a natural order and a way of life between a Dominant (usually male) and a submissive (usually female) where Men are the protectors who care for and protect their women who in turn are submissive to their will. The bottom is meant to submit and defer to her counterpart-that she is, by her very nature, a slave to the owner who keeps her. I am also interested in this type of relationship in the bedroom so that is why I come here.The ability to feel proud of obeying and pleasing ones Master or Mistress is one of the most desirable traits in me, for that pleasure serves as a powerful of positive reinforcement, ensuring that I will always try my utmost to succeed at her task. I seek a Master. A Master does not base his actions from a state of need. A Master is noble, self-actualized and unflagging in his strength of character. A Master truly disciplines and shapes. A Master knows dominance is not synonymous with mannerless-ness. A Master is understanding, wise and intuitive. A Master does not resent what he chooses to keep. If a Master is to be loved, respected and fully obeyed, he must have in him a penchant for harshness. But as surely as he is cruel, he must know mercy, for nothing can take root on the barren face of rock there is no soil, no food, or anything upon which to cling.

As a woman who identifies herself as being a consensual slave, I also have many ambitions in my life. I want to serve one Master (Mistress maybe but I have never experienced any sexual relations with a woman so I cant tell for sure) from now until eternity, but I also want to serve others in the of charity and giving back. I will be well-educated and I wish to make others lives better through what I have learned. I do not wish to be kept locked in a cage all day subject to beatings (although I call myself delightfully masochistic). That is not lifestyle Ms in my opinion although it could be your kink and I respect that. I wish to serve not out of fear of punishment but our of love and fear of disappointment. Hearing my Masters displeasure from his lips is the worst punishment a true slave like myself could ever hear. I want a relationship based on Trust and Love. I understand many here arent interested in an intense relationship like that which is fine, but please pass me by. I am prepared to give all of myself in this of relationship but there are unique responsibilities that go both ways.

Lawster
 
 Age: 20
 Irvine, California