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sachermasoch
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bondagemale
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JSlade310
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CollegeDominRI
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melbmale
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TopRock
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master4younow
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D0MINATOR
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LordGaga
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MustangSailor
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| I am not here to lie to you about who i am, I'm single i live in calif and i am have a dark side. Yeah i do i don't try to prove to anyone what that is or that it exists in me i just have one and I'm looking for a man who knows what that means without figuring it out,that does not mean to say he can't get to know me a good dom should but, just know me i am not that hard to read.
I would like to meet someone who would love to treat me like a queen and a whore a flower and a plaything of sexual pleasure,i know what i want but i do know my place and if you think you are the dom that can give all that to me we should talk.If you are writing to me in angry abusive language and you don't know me let me knock that chip off ya shoulder right now by saying it will be deleted immediately no response.
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to the douche bag essential master,way angry with your issues dawg you may wanna check that out. |
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lol i have no idea what it is with old men telling me off about my profile but apparently i have pissed afew grandpas off just by being me. Some advice for you old dudes, I dont care what you think at all, ever so save your breath for the walk to the toilet and ball scratching and pass me up. |
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i have been told how awful i am what a piece of shit i am from someone who doesnt keep an active profile here but likes to continually write me and inform me. you know if someone is that bad it would seem to me that you would not be compelled to write them and tell them that unless you are some how so desperately bitter and lonely that it's the only thing that makes you feel close to the person who just didnt really choose you as someone they wanted to be with.
how sad. |
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You know there is a huge piece of shit floating around I think he uses too skeptical or justmenow and well he likes to use his accounts to get at me because he is a coward and then of course ignores messages sent to him. Ladies if you encounter this douche he is really not worth any of your time. I think he is a liar from what can gather from him and game player a real waste of time and space so,if you have the pleasure of tangling with this nest of crabs beware cause he will play games with you even if he knows you are owned. He throws tantrums like a baby in a diaper the moment he does not get what he wants. A real pleasure cruise. |
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If you ask me something be ready for the answer and if you aren't prepared for me to be completely honest about anything i might say or do then, you weren't ready to hear the answer. |
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You know....
it's ok that you are a 50 and above man and asking for attractive people but for god's sake have the decency to be attractive yourself. I mean im not a spring chicken but I can at least pass for one.
Bottom line if you are going to demand that someone look good then you need to as well. I laugh at the old guys on here who want good looking chix but then end up looking like the lower half of an ancient monkey sack.
Sorry but it's only fair. |
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Black men i'm sorry i know we have been through this before but i'm just not interested in you sexually. I don't really care that this sounds racist or unfair frankly It's my business but it is what it is. I can't really be bothered with black men nothing personal just not interested. |
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Ladies,Ladies,Ladies I really wish you all the best of luck and I wish i really wish I could even stand or trust the FRIENDSHIP of another woman.
Let me make it perfectly clear and be sure to tell your Master or partner I am by no means gay,I'm sorry I i will not ever be gay or like being with a woman sexually I just wasn't born that way and i don't swing that way.
Yes darlin i have been with a woman and you know what? There is no "right" woman for me because there is No woman for me I am not gay or bi or even curious I have been to the puppet show and I have seen all the strings uhh... no thank you please.
I am not now nor will ever be interested in women Im afraid on this there cannot be a compromise. If you are a guy hoping for a hot girl/girl scene Im not the one If you are a woman looking for hot couple action I'm not the one. It goes without saying that if you're a lesbian I'm off limits.
Spread the word I'm not interested in women or couple don't waste ur time. |
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I find myself in an interesting place. I wanted to know what it would be like to dom,to control and I find myself in a place of interest. I like asserting myself where i need it but i find little passion for or inclination to do it elsewhere and there is the key, i seek to assert my self but not to control perhaps i simply do not have the where with all or personality to control.
Control is not what i seek.I need to know that i can have my life and control when i need to but still give it over to the other person. I am drawn despite all my best efforts back to my submissive side. I have to ask myself Is this who I am? My first thought is weakness? No. I'm leaning more toward acceptance,acceptance of who I may well be a sub who has to speak up when she needs to and have the freedom to feel like it is ok to do so and still be who she is.
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Tried to fight it I thought I was just going through a funk but, I have to face it
I am a switch.
I have done the submissive thing awhile and while I dearly love it I have recently discovered it is not a hat that I can abide wearing 24/7.
I cannot immerse myself in the sub role constantly and to the point of where it becomes my identity I simply have much too strong a personality for that.
I will play and will be submissive to someone but eventually like a coy dog my dom side will wander through expecting to be fed ,I want to dom someone as well and i need to be free enough to do that.I simply have the grace to admit it myself and hopefully find a groove that suits me. |
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LET ME REPEAT,I DO NOT SHOW ON CAM!!! I appreciate that you may be horny but i simply am not ,not to mean that I don't ever get horny but see I watch porno and Im great.
I figure watching anyone do anything on cam is pretty much like cyber or solo porn and you can get tons of that for free. I am looking for those who want to meet and have REALTIME experiences that is what i am looking for.
SO if all you want to do is play peek a boo with my tits then Im not your girl just don't ask. |
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For those of you who bother to read my profile I'm straight and no that is NOT negotiable. I also do not do cam shows so if you are hoping to get a peek ay my boobs let me save you the wasted effort and time by saying no I wont show you either in the chat room or in private.
I have often been asked what I want in a dom. I think I want a dom who is intelligent and pleasent to be around. yeah that's it I don't expect to fall in love or any such nonsense as that, I expect to find someone with whom i can have a good time and a few laughs and lots of play with. The other aspects of my life are my own and i don't really expect that to change at all. |
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Rob77030 is a real scum bag and I say this knowing that i am giving him the attention that he wants but it helps me feel better to have posted about what a complete turd burglar this guy is and I hope he reads it!
I just wanted to let everyone know that this guy says he is 51,51! can you imagine being a guy that old and that annoying? hasn't he learned any better yet? he contacts me with a nasty email I make the mistake of talking to it and find out that it maybe 51 but acts about 15 maybe 12 you never know anyway,he is a time wasting diaper stain and now that i have vented about it i feel better. Oh and by the way he claims to be a dominant The only thing that guy ever dominated was a plate of ho -hos trust me. |
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Feeling so sinful,so wanton,so helpless,so naughty yet so very,very needy!!!
I hope my Master is out there somewhere waiting to find me as much as i looking and waiting to find him. |
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mmmmm I spent some time in jt's stockroom looking at their sensory play stuff!!! awwww i shouldn't have never done that wow! i shivered and shook and whimpered with anticipation at the thought.
MMMMM I would simply love to wile away an afternoon in a dungeon strapped down blindfolded and caressed with a pair of vampire gloves ooooo Or some feathers ahhhhhh.... or even a pokey wheel like they use in dr's offices? mmmmhmmmmm...getting oh so high and then a thud flogger to put me over the edge!!!!
I... Whoa! I guess I got carried away there but I think that is a great thought to start the new year with. |
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i had a total ass wipe tell me how novice i was he was a time waster and an idiot and then he blocked me when i responded to his idiot mail.
A big bad dom named whitecollardom64 what a complete and total gential wart. beware ladies he is a time waster with 25 years experience lol. |
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feeling sooo relaxed and soft,so vulnerable and needy so servile and so wanton.In a word i am feeling all that makes me so submissive and beautiful in the eyes of my Master.
I feel like getting high in the way that i love best the comforting feel of a padded bench beneath me, at the end of a flogger with the sweet weight of the smooth cold links of his chains softly clinking and falling gently against my skin like the finest silk.
mmmmmm...
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I have roamed the earth and the deepest darkest recesses of man's mind and souls since the begining of time I have been the cause and the drive of every scenario known to man,I have been in the heart of men,women and children. I have dwelt in the hearts of the famous and the infamous, the meek ,the silent ,the poor ,the mentally ill and the powerful.
I have dwelt in the minds and hearts of heros, conquerers, and villans alike, I am as old as time itself and I run deeper than any ocean inside of every man and beast. I can make you do what you would never have done,make you feel what you may have never felt before, I can make you run,hide,kill,lie,cheat,steal.
I am infectious,contagious,sudden and patient all at once,I am the alarm ,I am the terror, I am the drive and the force I am the the start and the finish I am the nightmare of your dreams and I am what evil creates.
I am the root of hatred and ignorance I have consumed villages,towns cities and nations, I spread like wildfire and I will consume you totally...
If you let me.
I am fear and I am with you always. |
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HMMMMMM... I keep hearing men {mostly} say or tell me how they are former marines or army this or that or some form of military... {this addresses you.}
AND?
Am I supposed to be impressed? well, I hate to disappoint but I'm not. Now see, what you have here in me is someone who has gotten out every once in awhile and actually has a life.
If impression or intimidation {as it were} is what you are looking for might I suggest some of the weaker minded women on this site or elsewhere who might actually think that you're former life in the military is of any consequence at all lol.
Look saying you have been in the military { and trust me I think a good half of of you are making it up} IS NEVER going to impress me with how tough you think you are everyone and I mean absolutely everyone has a weakness,now what you need to be asking yourself is how long would it take me to find it and exploit it?
Of course that would depend on how smart you think you are and the smarter you think you are is all the dumber you ACTUALLY are.Oh and by the way, you need to have something of worth to me to even be inclined to exploit. SO, next time you want to try and IMPRESS me with how tough you are and therefore how big your dick is supposed to be? I'll be sure to note that you are a needle dicked bug humper and treat you accordingly.
Have a happy new year all! |
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LOL i am soo amazed at the way a lot and i mean a lot of men are portraying themselves as sooo secure and sooo together. They are all so rich and powerful or my favorite all so successful and educated.
Hmmm... are they all this way or are they all just deluded? I grant you that thre may be many a man out here who is successful and educated hell i'll give you rich even but how many could there be? i would say out of a good fifteen profiles i have read at least thirteen claim to be overly educated with many, many degrees and living luxurious wealthy successful happy lives.
Everything is sooo perfect right? So why be here putting out your swan song if all is well in paradise?
Im sure that as wealthy,educated,cultured and talented as they all seem to think themselves that they would have no problem finding women,let's face it gentlemen guys who really have all that going for them are not on a dating site casting their nets far and wide and they do not have to wear the fact that they are educated,wealthy,cultured and well mannered like a neon sign around their necks like an outrageously bad rapper at a piss poor concert.
Another thing that I keep hearing about is guys asking if I or other women or would be subs/slaves know what it is to truly submit? A fair question but let me pose this question to you,Do you know what it is to truly dominate?
I'm not talking about wearing a crown that you fashioned for yourself out of self righteous bullshit and self described and adopted protocol.I'm talking about when you beat a sub or flog a slave or when you engage in anything that brings them pain,do you truly know what they feel?
Im not asking the brutal bully who gets off by bringing pain and then crowns himself king shit I'm talking to the guy who asks the question. DO you know what it is like to be me? DO you know what it is to place our trust in the hands of someone that you built a bit of a relationship with? DO you know what it's like to surrender yourself to someone else? trust in them? give of YOURself?
In other words gentlemen can you do what you ask of others? or are you all talk? Im curious.... SO few "doms" can put their money where their astronomically huge mouths are. |
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I guess it has to be said,listen this is a dating site for all intent and purpose. I don't want job offers if i wanted a job i would look for one here and besides,i have one. I secondly will not involve myself setting up any accounts checking savings or pay pal for any reason. I will not get involved in any money schemes so,That said. I think you are looking to me to give you get you or launder you any money im not your girl. |
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I have to be honest here,I have been running into some really crazy assed "doms" here. I have talked to someone of late who really comes across as a guy who belongs in a nuthouse and when i say that i really really mean it.
He is someone I talked to years ago and i realized having talked to him again the reason why i don't talk to him. He sounds like a fucking lunatic and what's more is he thinks his raw,badly disguised desperation for more power than he deserves either intimidates me or impresses me... it does neither.
I have no interest in a man who sounds like he masturbates to crime scene photos,it doesn't make me think he is edgy or dark or kinky or fun it makes me think he is a raving psychopath who has no business near any trusting human being because he will tear her apart that's not sexy,it's psychotic.
I want to make myself clear here,I do not in any way want a sadist,I am not into pain and there is nothing you can say that will make me want it. I do not think you posses the savvy nor any magic that would make it ok for you to beat me or clamp me or stick needles in me or bruise or burn me I'm sorry but if that is your cup of tea I aint the girl for you.
If you think that the pleasure to be derived from a ds relationship with me will be all yours then keep walkin,If you think Im going to be good for the occassional head or piece of ass disguised in ds hey have a goodin. I'm telling you now I'm not a booty call and Im not a plaything completely and totally at your beck and call exclusively. I won't allow you to lay claim to me,you don't know me and if you start off trying to dom me right away you wont ever get the chance so...
behave.
I'm not saying I don't meet and I'm not saying sex isn't a part of anything i do,I'm saying ultimately i call the shots and if you can't deal with tha then move on.THis is not your fantasy gentlemen where women simply swoon and fall under your spell and do as you say when you say it. I hate to burst your dorky bubble but I'm not that kind of girl and if you want that type of woman i believe she is available for about 5 thousand dollars online and "she" isn't real she is a doll you get to dress her like you want treat her as you wish and she has no rights no say nothing. You can beat her treat her like shit and she won't say a word,have a ball!
There is your completely totally dependent and willless soulless slave... behold! If that's your taste more power to you I prefer a much less pathetic approach.
I prefer a Man who knows that I can be his plaything his slut and his slave but really doesn't need to make me feel like that 100% of the time. If you want to help me tap into my potential as a woman,a sub,a lover and feel what it can be like to grow close to someone in an intimate way and have the mutual benefit of having done something good and create something with me then I'm dying to meet you. If you realize Im a vessel but I'm not empty a mind and heart and soul then we NEED to talk.
WIth all that said I hope everyone is well and that you have a merry merry christmas. |
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I love some of the profiles i see with guys posing with their mercedes benz {as if it really belongs to the,yeah i can go to any dealership too and claim i own one lol.}
or The guys who poses with a bunch of half dressed women as a subliminal message to me and any other woman that he is sooo desired and wanted,or the guy who has naked pics of women in his profile or action shots,in which he is the star center stage with some slut on film and puts out still shots of his own porno as some sort of bizarre calling card,some silent testament to his sexual prowess.
You know what i see gentlemen? I a pathetic attempt at telling the world that you matter and not only that you mater but that you are powerful and successful and handsome and smart right?
I can see how a damaged psyche might hold onto those notions as good or great or wonderful,how even that maybe the simplest of things like buying into a societal message might make your profile smack of self-service but at the end of the day,it only makes you look like you have a big bunch of problems that you are trying to make up for. Well, to some of us who are hip to that ,to others of us women well they will most like get caught up in that drama and buy into it.
for those of us who have learned much better it's just funny. |
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I just found a couple of things on the net and thought I would share them and the first up is just my thoughts and the second is a poem i found.
I never really thought of it that way, I knew there was trust at issue, but strength?
I guess because I am in the position of submission I never really put submission together with the word strong. I guess I never knew that being a sub can be a strong place to be. That I am the one who can be who I am and at the same time not be as powerless as I think.
Trusting and loving someone is all well and good but,that is just one part of it I have to be strong enough to endure and to let go to surrender to something that is bigger than myself in order to find myself.
I guess I never really thought of it that way and in that strength comes a tremendous amount of what is beautiful not only about a sub to a dom but a one human being to another,It is our strengths that separate us and our weaknesses that draw us together.
In short it it through my surrender,my submission that I am strong. It is in submitting my being to another's will that I can find out who I truly am and it is in the weakness and bondage that i am subjected to for love that I find my greatest freedom.
I am a slave without spiritual limits and it is within those confines of chain and collar that i find the wide open space and freedom i crave that I can breathe and become who I was meant to be.
Master's Call
I saw that glimpse within your eye
The moment I saw you
A need, a hunger, lost within,
A witness with no truth
Looking 'round with nonchalance
you could not meet my gaze
My strength worn well upon my sleeve,
your need upon your face
For some are born to hold the keys,
The floggers, canes and whips
But you were born to wear the chains,
The words upon your lips??.
"As you wish, Master."
you had no clue I'd chosen you
To serve My wicked whims
The choice was Mine, not yours you see
To teach you how to sin
Along I came, within my hand
The questions in your dreams
A simple answer, here before you?
Life upon your knees
you needed nothing more than I,
To teach you how to plead
So dark and cold, My dungeon holds
All you shall ever need
Slave's Awakening
i wandered helpless through this life
As lovers came and went
A need within i could not name
A chance i had not spent
There i was, alone and cold
A witness with no truth
But i knew then what i know now
Upon the sight of You
For some are born as You, my Master
Showing us our path
As we are born to beg and serve
Lest we incur your wrath
"On your knees, slave."
When first i sank to that stone floor
The tears rolled down my face
Of one, who after many years,
Has finally found her place
To You i freely give my heart
And all that it contains
For when i disobey i find
My solace in the pain
i have no power here before You,
Held within Your thrall
For now You own my heart and soul
And body, most of all
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It's so funny I was just thinking about something the other day.. I was thinking about superficiality and I ponder this because my son has recently turned 18. I mention this because my brother took him to a nudie bar.
I'm never going to deny that seeing those ladies maybe arousing to many men I'm not insulted by it,I'm glad of it because if it wasn't true then I would be out of luck because I would be living in a world of gay guys,this benefits me how?
But I digress, I was thinking about the fantasy... we all have one let's face it, when she comes over and you can smell her and feel her presence so close to you and she takes that dollar from you in some of the most deliciously provacative ways well,it's exciting I'll admit it. I'll admit it because when a guy does it to me at a ladies night in a titty bar I usually really like it...{good news for all you gents as well,I'm not gay}
But anyway, I was thinking about the standards of beauty that a lot of people hold in highest regard and the standards of beauty that they are confronted with everyday.
What is beauty?Is it an impossibly high standard? Is it a myth? Is it natural? Simple? Well I know it's cliche but I think it truly is within the eye of the beholder. A pair of blue eyes as clear as the sky? a pair of brown ones as deep and mysterious and warm as any place you can think of? blonde hair? red? brown mahogany locks?
Is it a muscle? a curve? the bend of a person's knee that gives you the most peculiar shiver? Is it the size and shape of a body or the character in the face of someone you have never met before? Is it the familiar lines and curves of the same visage that get you going? or do you appreciate a variety of them?
Is it looking at them and guessing who they are and what background they may come from? the shade of their skin or the texture of their hair that grabs you?
It's all in the game and the scheme of what anyone person on the planet considers beautiful and yet... I hear about America and how we are so great because you can choose to be or see or hear or believe what you like ,anything in the world yet most choose to have a very narrow category of what is and what is not. Beauty is a big one for that,not only do we live in a place and space that allows for any type of thought or belief but the ability to act upon them.Yet, most discouraging of all is what I find is a trend of what beauty is,I hear people say all the time how independent they are and how they are their own person yet sometimes when i hear what they find beautiful it seems to follow a uniform.Sound Independent to you? Sounds like you are being told what is beautiful and you hold that up to be what is and yet all the beauty that you might otherwise experience passes you by,you miss it,what a gyp!
I like the imperfections,the freckles,the marks,the scars,the lines,the grays and 0the dimples and rolls that a person may accquire over a period of time,to me they tell a story and each has such a vivid picture with them.
I realize that we all have different flavors and we all have things we like and that somewhere along the road those tastes may mesh together and find a great deal of common ground in culture and color. I also understand that what makes us think alike is the nature that causes us to go to different countries and cultures and immerse ourselves in strange languages,smells,tastes,and sights but that causes us to seek what is familiar and what is the same between us.
I suppose it may only be human nature but, again I wonder at the beauty of anyone,is it spiritual?physical?mental? or is it only the fantasy that we choose to see in our minds?
I would say the latter is true,each of us has a picture of what we would like to be true about someone we connect with but over time we realize that those things may be adjusted or mended or even altered to fit who they truly are and some of us,well some of us never vary from what we want or we think we want and we never learn the lesson that inevitably comes to us all that beauty while lovely,is only skin deep and that in the end it is who we are that truly matters. it is who we seek and are willing to spend some of our precious life with that truly means anything.
I told my son that yeah beauty in the physical is nice but after awhile it all gets to be like tract housing,the same and that if he thought about it,if there is an acceptable standard of beauty then that means there is some pigeonhole that he can be shoved into and that it was up to him whether or not he was going in and once in ,how long he would stay there and dance to someone else's tune?
I also told him that most of what society would deem so beautiful is not so much an impossible standard of beauty but a complete and utter lie. Is her hair really that blonde?her breasts that big? her waist that small? He would never know because well.. she exists only in a magazine,her "beauty" so unavailable to his inspection and that the photographer the crew that it took to take her picture are the only true witnesses to what really lies beneath. The crayola people drew that face on, the weave people gave her that long hair to her butt and the airbrush guy well,he did all the rest so much so that not even her picture is a true and accurate testament of what she really looks like,ever wonder why celebs look so different out of make up and hair?
It's ok to love the brown of a guy or girl's hair,it's ok to love that line, that gray, that scar ,that roll ,that size, that shape ,that length, that tat or that piercing It is ok to love what is different. In embracing the beauty that is we embrace ourselves and our story and that is what is really beautiful to me.
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Description:Male Submissive
City:Sheillvi
Country:Nigeria
Height:6'4
Weight:99lbs
Age:32
Orientation:Straight
Ethnicity:african american
Last Online:7/14/09
Tsk,tsk,tsk this is obviously another scammer looking to get me sucked into something that I refuse to get involved with,my first clue? NIGERIA!
hmmmmm now..I think i can honestly say that this profile maybe a prime example of go back and do it again because you cant be that tall and weigh that much ya liar,learn metric conversion and appear at least halfway intelligent. |
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I was thinking about my growth and development in the world of bdsm and I think i have grown quite a lot. I was thinking about the type of dom i would like and i have been asked this question a lot, I suppose i want the dom that i get,I'm willing to work with anyone {within reason} however I won't put up with certain things.
It occurs to me that more than a few doms out here expect that because i am a sub that I will simply put up with whatever half assed bullshit they want to throw out there.
I will say this, if you are in this life to make yourself feel beter do us all a favor and run to get help,I really have no inclination to be with a sociopath who disguises his sick nature in dominance.
I won't be the defenseless little animal you used to torture when you were little , i bite back oh yeah and when i do I will make sure you NEVEr do it again,just stopping you may not be enough for me i can be an insatiable bitch in more ways than one,pray that if i run across you i will be in a FORGIVING mood and simply let you be.
I won't be your victim,I may for a time be victimized by you,at least to the point where I was unwittingly drawn into a game but hey i get hip really fast and rest assured i won't reamin in the victim shroud for long it doesn't become me, I will come up swinging and i won't quit till I'm tired,fair warning.
If you are looking for a punch bag, a pin cushion or a soft spined mousy girl who will take what insults you heap upon her then think again. I won't be a party to it and and I won't help you victimize anyone else so if that is your cup of tea then keep moving.
I won't enable you,join you,worship you or follow you. I will walk beside you,hold your hand,stand beside you and gently,softly be the woman you need me to be and be hard enough to support you but soft enough to love you. If you are looking for a play partner with who you can have a great time with,laugh with maybe even be friends with I'm always game for that and I will say that if you want to just talk and check out what some people in this life are like i say, stick with me and i'll learn ya.*wink*.
I hope that the day finds you well content, safe and peaceful. |
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You know its so funny.. I have been dealing with such an asshat lately. Now get this he comes to me as davidevans007 then again as roger mable on yahoo,then again as smith collins but here he is known as jameslocke2000 now i do believe he is trying to come to me again as a guy named wayneclerk,lol so funny!!!
All these screen names now when this genius was presenting himself to me as jameslocke2000right he kept putting up pics of this white guy all tatted up and pictures of him at his job being a personal trainer right?
Only he says on his profile that he is native american and for two whole weeks on his yahoo im he had a up a pic of a black guy. when i call him on it and ask him is this really you? he says yes and I say,well how can you be a black guy then a redheaded white guy? he changes the pic and tells me it's not what I think.Oh and by the way he always asks for my cam well.. all of them have asked me for my cam but not a one of them can produce a cam for me it's either broken or borrowed or even they just don't have one but never seem to get around to getting one.I only bring it up cause they want to insist that i show my cam but they never reciprocate hmmmmmm.....
LOL stupid stupid creature!! He speaks in the same broken english way and says the same lame lines over and over again. What I find absolutely hilarious is that this dude has total shit for brains in this latest profile he spells LOS Angeles like this: LOS Angelis come on! Hey dude Im soo not falling for your game how pathetic are you to keep making profiles on this site just to talk to me. no fuckin way!! oh and by the way I decided to look up the people for whom you have been using the pictures they are very pissed about what you're doing and If I were you I'd get a lawyer. |
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I am in the process of gaining more experience in a dungeon setting. I have never tried whips and chains though I think I might just love them. Oh don't get me wrong I have definately had a taste of them and what precious little i have had I dearly want more of so I think I may be in love dare I say it,addicted?
I can't tell you what I am "Into" as I don't know what that might be yet I know I LOVE and I do mean LOVE fisting and the feel,sound,thought of chains on my body.
I am a novice when it come to sessions and play, I would love to experience myself in this setting. I look forward to putting myself one day into the hands of a man who realizes that though I'm absolutely scared and apprehensive that I will have a dom who will make me feel that no matter what he has the where with all to be there for me and do all that is within his power to reassure me.
I'm not into the typical sadist Im ok with people who like a little pain but me and a sadist or dom who likes to puff up his chest beat on it and proclaim "I am HR TUFF'n'Stuff you will obey me!
We just won't be a a good fit so..If you must beat on me for thrills or pinch and slap when you have any contact with me because you simply can then I am really not the bitch for you.
But if you want to help a green sub discover all that is good beneath all the leather and chain then we might work well together. |
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SO I spent some time this past weekend in a dungeon with a really nice guy well.... a dom but you get what I'm saying.
I never thought I would be into pain and Im not really but I thought any pain I would endure would only be for his benefit and that I would sort of get through it and on to the good stuff. I never stopped to consider how good the journey might be though until an experienced dom showed me. I have discovered that my back is the source of a lot of sensation for me and that it is possible to make me orgasm if it is touched right, I say that because now I know that once a dom discovers this about me Im pretty helpless to stop anything that might happen next.
It took so very little to get me into subspace and into slut mode {which I live for!} I was delighted by every sensation he gave me, like everyone of the was a gift and I was helpless to do much else to take it even if I were inclined. I loved how my body responded and how my mind was torn trying to decide whether I needed him to stop and I couldn't take one more stroke or pinch or scratch and not wanting to stop him,I hovered there in the land of "oh please god make it stop I don't think I can take it anymore" and Oh please god never let this end I don't think I could take it."
I loved it and needed it and I didn't know what to do I couldn't decide which was worse the fact that I felt like I had been drugged by the best stuff in the world and was still floating on my "high" ,My soaking wet panties and ravenous urge to fuck anyone in sight or the fact that I had waited so long to experience something so wonderful! :(
If I was supposed to feel guily then I'm still waiing for that to kick in but I do feel dirty and naughty and mmmmmmm...... anyway, Where were we? Oh yeah! Let's just say had I been wearing chains were blindfolded gagged with cock and had a fist deep inside I would have been in heaven!!!
I can't wait to go back and get properly stuffed!
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Hmm another time waster wants to bore me with endless emails and when I say I'm done let's shit or get off the pot *poof* he up and vanishes like a fart in the wind.
Never fails LOL..... |
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LOL!!
It occurs to me that there are men and women alike out here who are just too ridiculous for their own good. I love some of the women who have profiles and journal entries up advertising themselves.
Ok look if you are going to prostitute yourselves ladies please don't get pissed when you are called on it. I see a lot of not so attractive women out here saying they want to be financially $poiled {don't ya love the dollar sign?} and that's cool should we really blame them for saying so gentlemen?
I mean think about it, I saw quite a few doms out there posing in pics with very expensive cars and letting everyone know just how successful they really are.
For example I saw a profile with a considerably older gentleman on it crouching by a black audi LOL! ok If thats is his choice if that is what he considers the symbol of his wealth...um ok.
He went on to say in his profile that he is a "wealthy investor" and that he wanted an attractive female to do his bidding lol!!
I'm all for fantasy and I'm all for people who float each other's boats out there but I think we will have to deal with the fact that no matter what there are damaged people out there that we will have to deal with.
I have an idea lets put the blatant gold diggers with the "wealthy investors" and let them have a ball they are so obviously made for each other lol.
Or we can point and laugh at the fact that she is probably some welfare mother or lazy ass that sits on her ass all day begging for money but had taken her pan handling online and tragically or laughably has offered her abuse in exchange for money. I say cut out the middle man and just marry her live miserably for a number of years and become embroiled in a bitter divorce same thing lol!!
He is probably some bullshit artist who claims he has all the money of a wealthy investor and degrees up the ying yang because he thinks it will attract some hot desperate bunny.Oh yes and he would also have you believe that he comes on a free website to seriously catch a mate,oh wait! he is sooooo busy that he doesn't have the time to date!! what a crock wealthy men have no problem dating even if he wanted a booty call its not a big deal.
what he hasn't figured out is that if he were really wealthy he would not want to call attention to that and that he would have access to all those kinds of women if he wanted that really. hey here is a clue next time you wanna pretend you are rich make sure you rent or pick a better car to pose in front of oh and by the way dressing up in a suit or wearing nice clothes and giving your best mean mug or relaxed guy look isn't convincing either.
Try not to look so constipated.
No what he is hoping for is a woman who he feels is reasonably attractive to fall for his crap {bless her greedy lil heart} and find out that he is just a pahetic loser in mamas basement who is willing to take sex out in trade or cash period lol!
A match made in heaven!! |
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LOL I have seen some screen names bandied about as far as guys really being douche bags Im sorry ladies I have recognized these serial head cases names because they have randomly egged my box with their lame rotten mails.
I guess some people are so desperate and ugly that they have to resort to trying to make other people feel bad. to the afore mentioned douche bags and not doubt you know who you are since you are probably reading these journal entries,I know there is only so many wedgies and swirlys a man can have before he goes all to pieces but, really just because you grew up a shy, pastey,pale,fat pimple ridden loser don't bring the rest of us down. If you wanna go all postal then I suggest you go find the people who actually twisted you into the bitter,sad tragic figures you are and tell them what you think. |
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First of all Happy Memorial day to everyone. I hope you take the time to remember those who serve us selflessly.
You know... I have to again say this though having said it more than once makes me grow very tired of it.
I do have a cam but I have to say ...... are you listening? I DO NOT DO CAM SHOWS! YES I HAVE A CAM BUT ITS NOT YOUR PERSONAL FREE PEEP SHOW. Masturbating,flashing or "being inspected" on cam is about as exciting as a mutual sock puppet show on cam. OK? I get zero,zip,nada,zilch nothing from it.
If you are hoping to cozy up to me charm me with a few words and go in for the kill and have me strip,flash,diddle or other wise play on cam for you then the answer is no don't waste your time, KEEP MOVING! This ain't no free show ok I'm here to meet genuine people for real time play not to be your video baby or virtual slut. If you want that hey, there are plenty of desperate chicks to help you out... good luck!
I will come on cam to show my face only and ONLY if you have a cam too.I have had too many guys wanting to see me yet mysteriously they have no cam or it "just broke" or they feel they need to know how far I will go or my personal favorite,they need to "inspect me" hey, last time anyone did that he was in the same room as me you ain't special babe you got to meet me too. This is simply a venue for me to meet others not a spot to troll for webcam sluts if you want that again i hope you find what you seek.I am here to meet those who are real and wanna meet in person and if I had to compare they ones I have actually met and the ones who play games well, I think you know which list is the longer one.
I will not"prove" myself to you, you want some action? be a fucking man and you "PROVE" it by actually getting to know and meet me.
Enough said. |
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I do so love the closet douche bag that demands something of you or asks you creepy questions and when you react in a way that they do not like they call you every name in the book.
I had a guy call me a fat ugly bitch after I expressed to him that I was repulsed by his question about whether or not i had any dogs or kids...ummm yeah I think I have heard a lot about the ladies having problems out here umm there are clearly some guys out here with DEEP seated issues.
I mean he is asking if i have any dogs or kids and when im not willing to go there Im a fat ugly bitch but before all that I was sugar and spice? hmmmm think before you write dude I was a little shocked that anyone would ask that question from the get go and then in the first email? Sounds pretty close to irresistable baby but I think ill take a fat ugly pass on that one buddy.
again...EWWWWWWWWW |
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it has occurred to me that I am being played with and not in a good way, I know that there is a guy on here with several different profiles and several different groups of pictures and presents himself as different guys to me.
What he has not surmised is that i have watched the way he has worded things to me the way he chats to me and the chat style and things said are nearly identical not to mention that he put up the wrong pic once.
He put up a pic of a black guy and claimed to be the red headed white guy in his profile ......funny! Anyway when you pretend to be several different people at once keep the pictures straight please.
Oh and by the way not camming but demanding that I cam and being from the exact same city and state are a dead give away as well. |
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you know .......I have been talking to a whole lot of guys who want to be close and snuggle and share our feelings that not only do they want to be physically intimate but spiritually and mentally every woman's dream right?
Well more and more i'm thinking its not really mine but ,dont get me wrong I do like having a special something with someone I'm human I have a need for human attachments but you know what sounds really good about now?
A good old fashioned pig of a man who takes charge and takes me and doesn't wana know how I feel. I want a nice grudge fuck, I want a man who knows a good time when he sees it and wants to go for it.
I want a guy who wants to play and not care about tomorrow who can just be in it right here ,right now with me. I want someone who knows the value of time spent with someone by getting the most out of what we have now rather than trying to store up a lot of time and good memories.
I need some detached,hot,anonymous,sex..I need to be used I need to wear the chains of a Master who will pull my hair,slap my ass fuck me hard and fist me deep I need to be a slut and i need a man who needs a hot one. |
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Yeah I wanted to put this out to all of you who apparently don't read or comprehend well.
Ummmm I don't cam for any reason until I say! I don't its just not me I don't play on cam and I don't do online relationships because I have a life and if you can't be real then i have no use for you.
I would also like to note that I don't care what your penis size is so keep that to yourself,whatever size I have had in the past I don't really recall and was it bigger than yours? probably. Size doesn't really matter to me because none of you will measure up I like them big but I prefer them huge so I have a strict don't ask don't tell policy. AND IF YOU ARE submissive please note that I am too.
we could spend time submitting to each other but I think that is like trying to shove a square peg in a round hole.
Oh and as far as my breast size i know that it isn't tatooed on my forehead for your easy reading experience nor do i Have it printed on my business cards but suffice it to say that they are real and mine and quite spectacular thanks anyway. |
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Just sitting here bored to death but I suppose if I turn on my cam in yahoo then I will no doubt get all the conversation I can handle huh?
lol some guys are soooooo easy! |
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I heard a guy on the radio talk about how if he had an assistant that she needed to have fake boobs blonde hair and be a size two ok.. but he works on the radio I have seen him ....he has the face for it.
What is it about fat,slobs or fugly dweebs that makes them think that a girl who looks like barbie would want to be seen with them?
I love the attitudes of a lot of men out there you know? like rush limbaugh who said that feminisim was a way for unattractive females to go mainstream into the public yeah....sorta the way talk radio does for ugly guys?
I have seen profiles of guys who think they are far too flashy for anyone or anything or who are looking for that perfect barbie doll slave well I have news gentlemen you are gunna be one lonely lil puppy cause 90% of the population does not look like that ok? you want that I suggest you stick with porn or better yet be one of those pathetic guys who purchases a real life doll hey you can dress her and make her up how you want and she looks exactly the way you pictured but then again it's even more pathetic because she isn't real and you still had to pay for sex.LOL
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I have read a great many so-called dom profiles on this site and some just don't hide the fact that they are sincerely stuck on themselves and hey whatever makes you happy.
I would however like to point out that the ones who do that really aren't that good looking themselves. I can find far more beautiful and younger way.... younger specimens than that. If I was looking at beauty alone and I do love beauty, I would not look at some old guy who was marginally attractive in High school but never grew out of his jock ego. If I ran across a guy like this I would have to say he better have one hellva package attached to him or some money cause he would really have to make it worth my while to endure his putrid personality. |
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Ok no more love notes from gay or bisexual guys with butt pictures in your man panties and while man panties though lovely may be your thing they certainly are not mine I wear the panties
I'm not going to share any make up tips with you or dresses or make up with you. If you have a man i can't advise you on how to keep him.
I have girlfriends and they were all born girls thanks and we don't sit around in our panties painting each other's faces.
So please no more notes asking if i can make you up or if you can wear my panties cause you are sooo barkin up the wrong tree pal. |
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I have come to a decision, I have a style i suppose of submitting as you may have a style of domming and up until now I wasn't really sure what I was into but I think I have it.
I want to submit but I have a will and I have a mind and to pretend that they don't exsist is boring Yeah i said it,BORING! I do and increasingly i have gotten the idea that a lot of doms expect to dom me from the get go and some are actually disappointed when i don't just roll over and give them my submission.
Well gentlemen guess what if my submission was so easy to be had then is it really worth it?
If i submit to you so easily will i just hand it to the next guy? and what happens when you get into a relationship with me? hey winning at a game is great but after you win the first few dozen times it gets boring,I love Italian food but do i love it every night for the next hundred nights of my life? think about it. You maybe a dom but you're not my dom yet and if i let you have it this early in the game then will it be as intense and exciting as you want it to be? you aren't taking anything from me you are just keeping me down and broken thats like wearing someone else's shoe. Yikes!
IM looking for a Man who will TAKE from me what i know and he knows that I have to give,I want a man who will show me that he is naturally dominant and really DOMINATE me, You want my respect? EARN IT! Politeness is one thing my what you seek, what you really seek will never just be handed to you. I don't want a guy who wants me tied up broken and broke down then comes in for a snapshot of his foot on my neck and a caption that reads "See the big bad dom I am?" that really isn't my style and until today I wasn't quite sure how to put my finger on exactly what I wanted yes im a slut yes im a whore but to the man who makes me feel like he can tame the shrew inside me.To the TRUE victor go the spoils not hand the spoils over to a guy wearing the dom sign. Ya know?
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lol! i got an email from a guy asking what planet i was on. He was referring to the fact that my desires were not dark enough for him,i have no idea what he was expecting nor do I care i just thought it was soo funny that he judged my likes and dislikes so harshly. Hey so i'm not into having someone beat me to a pulp or choke me unconsious so im mentally stable enough to not find that arousing whatever. Aren't we all here because we have certain kinks and desires and are hoping to find others who share in that?
Hey inflatable sheep and farm animals may not be my thing but i would not judge some one because of it.I would never tell someone that their desires were somehow wrong,they may not be for me but to each his own,I would like to note that this guy asked me about my desires that and i would think that at his extremely advanced age he would have learned better than to be rude like that but i guess it's true what they say the older you get the more you don't care. lol. |
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got a an email today from a guy from ghana wanting to to present me to whoever as the next kin to someone who died in a plane crash lol. its a total scam so totally scam he promises money but only if i commit a fraud with him. so funny. |
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got a an email today from a guy from ghana wanting to to present me to whoever as the next kin to someone who died in a plane crash lol. its a total scam so totally scam he promises money but only if i commit a fraud with him. so funny. |
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Let me be perfectly clear when i say I will not do cam shows. I see a lot of people out there who say well. I want to seei f Im really talking to the person in the profile ok,I can respect that but then, it always seems to get around to the guy asking me to strip and play on cam.
Look I have a cam but in no way am I interested in some lame ass online mind bang if that is your ultimate goal you are definately barking up the wrong tree. Don't waste my time! |
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I don,t get how it is that people send messages then cancel or delete the profile so you cant answer or even look at their profile....umm it sucks so those of you who play like that...i don't!
Don't bother to contact me if you have no profile. Also, I have to laugh at "doms" who try to dom me online,I mean we can talk as friends we can even discuss the lifestyle but to sit here and you actually tell me that i belong to you? Ok I have about as much respect for that as you have for me to even suggest it. Be real or be gone. |
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HOW CAN i SAY THIS IN ANY OTHER WAY SO AS TO MAKE IT CLEAR....i DO NOT WANT AN ONLINE RELATIONSHIP,iM NOT INTO HAVING A RELATIONSHIP VIA CAM AND i DONT PERFORM ON COMMAND,KEEP THAT IN MIND BEFORE CONTACTING ME. |
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Well,I continue to be disappointed on my journey,It seems to be a game if Im not giving someone constant attention or giving a show on cam then I have my sincererity questioned.
All of a sudden I'm not serious or a "real" slave or sub because I wont drop my life and be an online monkey for some so called doms.
Funny that is not what I thought this was all about,I thought it was about support,learning about ourselves,making new friends and perhaps finding someone who shares our intretests and tastes.
As people are different Im sure thier kinks are different I am cretainly not interested in being some performing monkey on cam for people and I really think that Im not doing anything any different than anyone sles here.
Is the sadist questioned or not called serious because of his tastes? Is the domme not considered a real dom because she is female?
WHy should I not be considered a sub/slave and have my heart and intentions questioned because I have limits?thing that turn me off? I have a newsflash for you guys,I'm a person who has a need to submit in my sexuality and in my life at times but that does not mean I give up who I am as a human being or that I disregard my own fantasy for the sake of pleasing.
I came here to find what pleasures me I know know most of us have,I would not be here if I weren't my comfort level in this journey is very important and I WILL NOT! have it trampled or be labelled because of it,If you have a problem with that,kindly pass on my profile. |
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As I learn more and more about myself I will no doubt post more and more in my journal.I do have a cam and I like showing people who I am I just dont see taking abunch of pictures over and over again of myself or dofferent parts of myself.
I dont see what people dont understand about what they are seeing in my pictures on collarme that they have to see more pictures.I hate doing cam peepshows,I hate the idea of some dom trying to get a chep jerl or rub by maiking me his cam monkey from the convienience of his own home. I really don't want to be stuck for a year or two screwing around online in front of a cam,that is NOT are REAL relationship and I cant have anything to do with anyone who wants that. |
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Well I have to say I really like this site but Im really frustarted with the type of people I have met here. I met people who say one thing the do quite another,Im not saying everyone is like that but I am saying there are phonies and liars out there and they know who they are.
I also have to add that I am tired of being seen as a play thing for bored married men who come here under the guise of doms and justify themselves in various and ridiculous ways,Im not looking to play games.
Here is another little tidbit of info,I do have a cam but you know when I mention that its like a feeding frenzy in an ocean full of shark,once they get the scent its over then Im prompted to put on a peepshow every second Im online,again I'm not looking for that.
Im venting my frustration I realize but I want anyone who reads this to know that I am clearly not looking to be a toy to a bored house husband or a peepshow doll or to be manipulated and lied to.
Just thought I would be upfront and all. |
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