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| Gentlemen, start your engines!
My decision to enter a relationship with a dominant is a decision that I am not taking lightly. While I have no doubt that I have a submissive personality, that mean I will automatically be a good submissive without guidance and instruction. I am not looking to be forced into submission. I must willingly offer myself in submission,
I know my limits. I know my physical, mental, spiritual and emotional limits, and I?ll be more than happy to tell you about them in conversation. Yes, I do think some conversation is a necessary preliminary. I will be upfront and honest about them, and it is only after establishing a trusting relationship of some duration, that I could even consider broadening my horizons in incremental steps, so please don?t expect me to rush headlong into something I?ve not been emotionally prepared for.
For me, submitting means I will truly give my all. That doesn?t mean giving just what I want to give, or just what I feel like giving. I hope to truly go ?above and beyond? ? giving until it hurts ? but that does not mean I seek pain ? it means I want deeply to give every ounce of myself to a Dominant I trust implicitly, the absolute light of my life. I want to give ? and I don?t mean just giving of myself physically and withholding giving my emotions. I want to give my all.
I?m not perfect. I can?t reasonably expect to be perfect in my submission. My age means I can?t possibly have enough experience ? although I have some ? to be a perfect submissive. I can be a handful sometimes, I?m told. I?ve been known to be a bit bratty on occasion. Those traits are things that should give my Dominant a perfect opportunity to put his power moves into play. I would think my Dom would enjoy the feeling of taking things and getting them back in control, and I yearn for that. I want my Dom?s power to make me feel safe and loved.
I will be open with you. I will share my innermost thoughts and feelings. I will not try to hide my feelings because I know they will be found out anyway. If I encounter something that causes fear or uncertainty, I want to bring it out in the open, to be discussed, for me to learn, and to come to a resolution.
I will say goodbye to jealousy. I will not display outward expressions of jealousy. That does not mean I inherently seek a polyamorous relationship, nor does it mean I have any desire to be shared, nor does it mean I have any desire to be part of a harem or stable. But I do realize that a good Dom can separate his feelings towards those in his care, and see the beauty in value in each one. As long as it is utterly clear to me that my value is unique and highly regarded, I will refrain from petty jealousy
I will obey. I feel that by obeying I am telling my Dom I care, and that I am willing to do anything for him.
I will respect. I will always approach my Dom in a respectful manner and tone. Even if, out of lack of knowledge or experience, I disagree or question something, I will do so with respect.
I am young ? but I am neither stupid, nor gullible. I have limited experience ? but enough to know clearly what I seek. I am not a masochist, and therefore do not seek a sadist. I can relocate ? but as you might imagine, at my age I do not have an established, ?portable? career and therefore would need assurances that I can be provided for until I am established. That does not mean I seek money, it does not mean I am a gold-digger ? I fully expect to work, and I have goals in my life. I?m just clearly stating that a relocation would require assistance.
I am eager to begin a conversation, and you will find me responsive.
Lastly, I have pictures I am happy to share but I've had incidents with them on here so I won't post any. And u am currently under the protection of another dom and you will be asked to speak with hin so please dont waste your time or mine.
Respectfully
Suzzanne
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