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Okay so Master has talked to me about his desires and my desires for a slave sister. While I will continue to look for that unicorn, master wishes that I expand my criteria.
He wants me to seek those women who are looking to have a kinky on the side. Maybe a woman who wants to keeps this life from her family. He has asked me to search for women between 30 and 45. This is not for a 24/7 position. Only for a LTP during preset meetings. If you have questions please email me.
Sorry no males still. I am more than happy with my Master and don't need a male sub either.
Mikia |
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So has anyone heard of Yaoi? if you have, I might want to chat with you. I love role playing with this.
Yeah, I am a girl that loves role playing. Nerd to heart. :)
Right now, Master is currently running a Mechwarrior game called Dark Tides. He used to run a Star Wars game called New Horizons. We lost a few players in the change but picked up a few so we are actually a more richer group today than before.
Did you you have fun over Halloween? I did. Took the night off and watched World War Z. I really like zombie movies. What did you do for Halloween?
Oh I dont mind chatting with couples and Doms (male or female) but please understand I will not serve you. I have a Master and you are not going to replace him. Also, don't be surprised if I don't reply to 'Be my slut, bitch' kind of emails. I am sorry but the level of those emails are just so...... yeah you get it. :) I am a kajira to my heart. But I am still a human being and I do deserve some measure of respect. |
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Have you ever wondered why some pics are posted as profile pics? So I get this email from a guy saying how he would be a better Master for me than my own. As if it was ever really a question. But lets humour this. His profile pic some copied pic of a BDSM scene that is not even his own. In fact all of his images are copied images. The only image he claims was his own was one of his pennis. Really guy? Guys take this to heart please. Your pennis is not your most valuable asset. If your that subconscious about your looks, than use that as a focus point to improve yourself. Turn it in to your best asset.
Much love, mikia |
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So tired of all the disappointments and heartacke that has followed me through this search. So many potential girls have crossed my profile. So many of them wanted to use me. So many of them lied to me. So many of them were just playing games. In the end only I got hurt.
*sighs*
I have informed Master that I no longer want to search for a slave sister. I want to share my life, my family and my Master with her. But I don't want this pain that comes with searching for her. |
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So my heart is broken this morning. No trolls, its not my Master, so don't hurass me!
I lost someone that I thought would be a great friend. Maybe even more. Now she is gone. So much a waste :( |
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Soooo bored tonight. Master is at work and I am home all alone. :( anyone want to chat?
mikia |
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So I can't tell you guys how many times I get requests from other females (subs, slaves and dommes alike) to share pics. I also can't tell you how many of them are fakes. Its really sad that some of these profiles are nothing more than sorry guys trying to get porn from me.
Here is a huge hint. Master has a policy which I like and support. Unless you are willing to provide a couple of things proving who you are, don't waste your time asking me for anything. Master's policy can weed all you fakes out.
His kajira,
mikia |
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I have noticed a trend lately. While I know that there are many male doms or master who have found my profile pics appealing, I have noticed that many female doms from Australia have been looking at my profile. My question is, what are you looking for?
My question to all Doms/Masters is what do you think you can offer me that I don't already have?
These are questions that I have seen failed to be answered so many times. But I tend to blame the subs and slaves more for this. For so many truly don't know what they are looking for. So many of these subs and slaves don't even know what it means for a Master or Dom to earn our loyalty and submission. Oh I know what you might be thinking, why should a sub or slave need to know this. Shouldn't a sub or slave allow the Master or Dom just express dominance over us.
No, we must maintain our standards and force these subpar Doms and Masters to step up their game. Oh you can whip me, beat me, fuck me all night. Great for you. Can you protect, provide and nurture me for the long term? Can you provide me a home and stability? These are the things that subs and slaves should be looking for in their Masters.
If there is even a hope of this going in to a real relationship then these things have to be considered.
Here are the things I was taught to look for.
Stability in life, career, and relationships
Independce in all respects of life
Limited debt (A man or woman who can not control their spending can not control their subs or slaves)
A plan for the future. Being realistic is very importent in all respects of a man or woman and how they look to tomorrow.
Does this mean that many of you Doms and Masters are doomed? No, my Master has taught me that any man or woman could raise to the level of Master or Dom. If they are only given the direction and guidence. So you are not doomed. You just need to take a step back and truly look at your life. Be truthful with yourself and realistic. Find where you need to make changes and plot your path forward. |
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have you ever wondered how many profiles are actually real and how many are actually fake? There has to be a ratio for this. I wonder if anyone has actuall took the time to find out. Would that ratio be 100:1 fakes vs. Real profiles. Would it be even higher or lower.
Master has all but given up on finding someone real on this site. |
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I am beginning to find that there are two types of people on this site (and the rest for that matter). There are those who are real and show their faces and are truly looking for someone. General these are older guys who know what they want and are willing to put up with the second group in hopes of finding them. While the younger guys know what they want, they simply don't have a clue how to keep it.
Then there is the second group who are made up equally of both males and females, young and old that could really care less about who they hurt as long as they get to have fun playing their little games of pretend. I can not tell you how many times i have come across females (though I believe that they are males just pretending) who seem to be here to play their games with others.
I am not saying that everyone falls in to these groups but basically what I am seeing is holding true. I have seen some exceptions to this.
My big question is, where are the real people at? I am guessing not on CM or any other site. :( it does make me sad.
His kajira, mikia |
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I find it a bit funny that so many female dominants visit my profile. When I look at theirs', they are between 18 and 24. They more look like barbi dolls. But what makes me laugh is the fact that I know in my heart there is no way any of them could survive in my Master's household. I should make a reality TV show out of it. Lol
mikia |
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It was so very strange to be without my collar today. Even for the hour that it was off. I never realized how heavy it was. But also never considered how much that weight reminded me of who and what I was. I thought of getting a picture of me without it but it just didn't feel right. Normally I am speaking about fakes, users and games on this site. I have a question, how many girls/guys out there have found their lives completely changed by that piece of leather and/or metal? Tell me your story, I want to hear it. I have spoken with Master, for a limited time I may reply to all senders who include the words "My Collar" in their first line. slave Master or what ever, tell me how this simple object e.
His kajira, mikia |
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Omg I just had my phyical and forgot to remove my collar. Luckily Master was there was to remove it for the x-ray. It felt weird without it. Like a heavy burden had been removed. It was a feeling that I didn't like. I missed my collar and couldn't wait to get it back on once I was out. *sighs* its more part of who I am than I imagined. |
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So I was asked to provide nude pics of myself to prove I am real. LOL really? that is proof for you? Um, let me think about this answer. No! lol are you serous. For those out there in CMland, let me give you a heads up. Proof of being real is not providing nudes or jumping on cam. Here is a simple test. Ask for a state for which they live in. Than asked for a pic of them fully clothed (with some simple random items, Master loves using hats, shorts and sandals) in front of a random location. Like a supermarket (no not a walmart! lol), restaurant. Make sure that the place is clearly seen as well as the random clothing. This will prove that at least they who their pic says they are. While this is not a for sure test, it is a start. I have found that most fakes tend to run screaming when Master issues this test. My word of advice, never CAM, send Naked pics, or give out your number till they have passed at least ten random tests. |
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So a really good friend of ours found her dream couple. I am so happy for her. Its not like we didn't want her. I liked her allot but her needs were not what we could offer. Sometimes I makes me sad to think we might not find what we are seeking. Master told me last night that it is more importent not to find the right girl yet instead of settling for the wrong girl right now. I know he is right. My friend look so happy last night at dinner. The. Couple is really nice and Master background checked them as a favor. She will be very happy with them. Maybe tomorrow will bring my slave sister. I reallly hope so. I am so tried of all those fake profiles and users that don't have a clue. |
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I just read a profile that made me think. It was of a submissive (no flags there) that is under consideration from a dom (not completely his yet, still no flags there). Who allows her to express her deepest darkest desires (not really my thing but still no flags). She is looking for a submissive female to join them (hold the phone! You are not even his and you are seeking a second submissive for him? BIG FLAGS!)
Really? Think about this. She is not even fully accepted his collar and he has not fully accepted her and they are seeking another female to add to their group? What kind of stable mastery could this be for a new sub to join. For me this screams fakes or just plan stupid. Either way, it was one profile I added to my hide user list. Not what I am seeking. |
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You know, it doesn't take a genius to figure out who are fakes, who are just playing games and who are truly seeking a real relationship. For me, I have seen so many profiles that are nothing more than fakes. Yes I take the bait be cause I am not willing to let a first impression cause me to loss out on a new friend or maybe more. But normally these first impressions are completely correct. My Master has set up rules which govern my behavior here. At first I thought them silly, but now I see the wisdom within them. Fakes and game players can not hold up to these rules and end up fleeing the light of truth. So if you are a fake or game player save yourself the time and don't bother replying to my emails. You will be exposed for the fake you are. Much like TrulySeeking, who's profile has vanished when I confronted her to being a fake. I think I shall turn my journal to exposing other fakes out there and run a active list of the fakes and game players I run across. I wonder how fast this list would grow. I guess for those that just want to have fun and run their games, its okay. But they should be open about this and not lead others on. |
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Have you ever felt completely and totally frustrated on something? I have these feelings sometimes about this site. I skim through profiles looking for good matches. Then when I find one I go look deeper. I look to see if we share interests, hobbies, and kinks. But most importantly I check for lines like, "under consideration" or "property of...." or "only seeking....(something that disquilifies us)". I really do read the profiles and double check to make sure we are sound matches. Once I find a sound match I email them. Generally on a few reply with anything. Most simply ignore the email, while even others delete it unread. Then I see a note that says "no one liners." And I think hey, she gets it. She understands the effort put in to searching. I spend time crafting a good letter to her. And the good effort is received by a "deleted unread". So when this happened last night I was like, "really! Are you kidding me?!" Why even expect people to vest time in respecting your request when you refused to return the same level of respect. I wonder if it is because of the impersonal nature of this site which has allowed people to feel that this kind of disrespect is acceptible. If you are going to make a request, at least take the moment to read it and reply with a simple, "no thank you." I personally love the requests of "be crative, don't send me a mass message." Why should we be creative when we are answered with disrespect. Sometimes I don't get it. We know what we are looking for. And when we find it, we find it was all smoke and mirrors. This is becoming the norm and no one is pushing the bar higher. So there is my rant on disrespect. |
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So last night I talked with a slave who claimed, "If you are not real, don't bother emailing me." The conversation over IM really proved her point. Within three lines she demanded that my Master give her gas money to drive down and meet us in the morning. Yes, I know. She is a fake and a user. But it really got me thinking. Are there that many desperate people out there that would grab at just anything to find some measure of happiness. It really is sad that people pray on this poor desperate ones. But it is more sad that desperation has allowed common sense to be cast a side. My Master has rules when it comes to meeting people online. And now I am really seeing the reason for these rules. I will tell you truthfully, we are real but you will not see a dime from us till you prove your real. We are not desperate and can wait to find that sister I am seeking. |
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"No games, please!" "Are there any real people left?" "Looking for the real thing"
These are just a few lines I find in local subs and slaves profiles. Sadly they were all fake!it surprises me how many fakes are out there. I just keep finding them. I have started to limit my search to only local girls in hopes of weeding out the fakes better. This really didn't help anything. Though, there is a light at the end of this tunnel. I will let you all know as time moves on. |
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So I have been looking for a sister now and found SO many fakes out there. Local, wthin my state, out of state and had one contact me from Europe, all of them fakes. I tried contacting possible slaves and only the fakes reply. Lol its like I am attracting them. Lol yes we are real, yes we are seeking a sister. No, this is not a scam. We don't want your money, no we don't want to play on cam, no we don't want your nude pics. We are seeking a woman between the ages of 18 and 36. With medium to slim build. Clean of drugs and willing to cut or not be a smoker. Okay sure it seems like a lot but Master and I both know what we are seeking. Most importently, Come REAL! |
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Yes my Master and I are real. Yes we are looking to bring a new slave in to the household. There are some hard limits we must demand. No drug use, no etreme pain sluts, willing to follow the rules Master sets out during our getting to know each other.
There are some thing we are looking for and things we will accept. Looking for a girl around my age, but beyond this is okay too. Looking for someone open to a poly household. A light or limited smoker is okay but would prefer nonsmoker. |
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The last thing I really care about is what your cock looks like. Why so many people thinks its okay to post an image of their cock as their profile pick is surprising. A real show of what kink of man you are. Are you leading with your best foot foward? Even if I was seeking a new Master, and I'm not, I wouldn't even pay profiles like that any mind. |
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It has been so long, most of my friends have moved on. I loved , but here is where it all began for me. This is like returning home. I missed it here. I am glad to be back but fearful of my Master's warning. I won't make the same mistake again.
*ish is happy to be home* Yay! |
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