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| I am a submissive male with an extreme interest in chastity, denial and humiliation. I seek a female led long term relationship where I am treated as a slave, at all times but outwardly appearing like any other couple. I am obedient and thrive in fulfilling demands and pleasing people. I won't list my likes etc here as they are largely irrelevant but I have filled in the information on my profile.
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After a long absence away and a good conversation with the fantastic Mistress Demeter, I will shortly be going back into chastity to her. I will be paying Mistress Demeter for my torment and am grateful to do so. I thrive on the humiliation and degradation having to pay money for this treatment causes me. It pleases me greatly to be denied any sexual freedom at Mistress Demeters will and I look forward to obeying her closely and clearly for the foreseeable future.
UPDATE: I clearly do not have what it takes to remain in long term chastity, or even to commence it on time. Mistress Demeter gave me an opportunity which I did not take when I should have. I apologise profoundly to her. Having known her for a number of years now I can say, with ernest, that she is a lovely person, a fabulous Domme - the real thing - and someone who's point of view I value, I just know that I am not up to the standard she requires and deserves in a chaste boy. |
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I have just been punished for my earlier shortcomings. 30 minute walk with rice in my socks and a lubed, tobacco covered butt plug inside me. I'm not sure hich hurt the most, the I Tikal string of the tobacco was piecing, searing pain inside me but I have done this for Mistress before. The rice in my socks was uncomfortable at first but got to become very painful, the rice moves about so just when you thnk you've got a little more comfortable, wallop! Occasionally they go and on and jab into your skin, this got worse the longer it went on tho the pain in my as begun to diminish.
I have just got home and cleaned myself up, the stinging sensation continues despite being allowed to remove the plug, my feet are killing me, pins and needles sensations, I will need to give them a hot soak!
Mistress knows that I am not int pain and that I have a low tolerance threshold so I am sure that my submission to her punishment is very satisfying for her. As I walked around I couldn't help but think that this is something I am subjecting myself to willingly. It's easy to think 'I have to do what I'm told because I'm a submissive' the truth is, I am choosing to obey because its what I need. |
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I learnt a valuable lesson today, and that is that Mistress is strict but fair. My keys have not arrived with Mistress yet, it would appear they are lost somewhere in the postal system. I thought that I may be able to take advantage of this fact and so did not send my weekly fee. Mistress informed me that this meant that she would no longer be my key holder and that if I wanted to continue I would have to pay the start up fee again as if starting from scratch. I paid this to Mistress who then promptly reminded me that it is ?10 per week and that I hadn't paid my fees. Considering this I thought I could not afford it and so our time would be at an end, Mistress kept her side of the bargain and said she would send my keys back as soon as they had been delivered.
Faced with the reality that I would not be Mistress' boy anymore, and would be released for chastity I felt compelled to make a decision, pay a fee I can't afford or end things now. I chose to lay the fee and continue in chastity to Mistress.
I understand what a debacle this has been this morning, and that I am the cause and so am very grateful to Mistress for her lenience. |
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Been away with work for the week so failrly distracted but I am adapting to being in chastity remarkably well! I'm sure your body remembers and this isn't the first time I have been locked. First night was ok, woke a couple of times in the night but nothing too onerous, was very tired the following day so slept right through!
Have attempted a couple of erections with the resultant pain this causes in my balls but in physical terms the first week has been relatively straight forward. I haven't even really craved any orgasms either, but been busy, a quiet weekend might change that!
Have just sent my second weeks payment to Mistress so will be kept locked for at least a week longer. No word on whether or not my keys have arrived tho! Should be able to stay in contact with Missress much much better this coming week than I have been able to in the last. |
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Day 1, locked in chastity. I sent Mistress the required funds on Thursday in order for her to take and hold my keys, locking me in chastity.
I was extremely surprised at how excited I was to be having to pay Mistress to deny me, I have never been into find on and I know it's something Mistress hasn't previously been interested in, but it turned us both on massively.
I have today locked myself in chastity and posted the keys to Mistress, they should arrive in Tuesday, until then Mistress will enjoy knowing that I have the worry in my mind about whether or not they will arrive.
This is not the first time I have been in chastity but I haven't been locked for quite some time so I am very much looking forward to the experience! |
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| Age: 36 |
| Manchester,
Canada |
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