I realize I am not everyone's ideal slave. I have been told I am too big (Weight), too tall, too old. I have even had a couple of occasions where I was told I was too young. All I can tell you is I am who I am and I will serve to the best of my abilities. Honestly I feel like I am really at the point where once a first meeting occurs, if they want me then I need to be put in a position where I will have no choice but to serve. But I know I must be careful. |