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Warning. Long Profile:
Goth, Metal, and Primal Chaos with Fangs.
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Lost in a dark forest, you wander aimlessly trying to find what you have been seeking. The beaten path no longer leads you to fulfilling the emptiness in your heart. You pause and begin to hear the growls of predators circling you. You feel the hungry eyes of many beasts looking towards you with malicious gleams in their eyes.
As you start to run, you find yourself more lost than before.
You hear yourself ask, "Is what I seek somewhere in this forest? Can I make it?"
You look up and through the treetops; the full moon shines down and illuminates a new path.
The grass glistens with a silvery sheen as you feel with your toes that this path feels softer and safer, like the familiar feeling of a home long forgotten.
With dark things on your tail, you take off in a run trying to outpace what you know will consume and destroy you.
Just when your heart is ready to give out, you find yourself in a small clearing deep in the forest. The moonlight shines down as you enter the circle and you see dark figures watching you. The monsters that chased you dare not enter the circle and you now see why.
You see wolves calmly resting and watching you at the same time as if they can see into your soul.
One wolf walks towards you and growls in the direction of your monsters and they fade away. His eyes pierce into yours and He speaks.
"I am Master SkyWolf. This is my domain. Enter here and you shall be safe. Look around. You will see other souls in search of answers and the fulfillment of the darker paths that we walk. Yet you will also see that each of us carries our own light inside, like a lantern in the darkness."
You look around and see other males and females, all scattered around talking and learning from each other. They motion you to join the pack and to sit down.
In an instant, you see what you could be looking for in the eyes of the Alpha.
You see a Master, a Dom, an Owner, a Daddy, a Friend, a Mentor, and an Old Soul all spinning to together to form this being.
He speaks to your soul, "I know of the path you wish to walk. Enter here and rest if you wish. You will be safe and I will walk with you. If your path ends here, or if your path takes you elsewhere, I will help you and guide you. Just remember to wipe your paws before you sit with us. I like to keep my domain clean."
With a warm yet dark grin, he turns around and leads you to the center of the circle to begin your journey of growth and self-discovery.
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I am Master SkyWolf and I can offer much to those that prove worthy.
If you wish to tell me what you seek and how far you wish to go, then maybe our paths will join for a spell.
Otherwise, I will wish you well on your journey and hope fortune finds you.
What I seek:
I am not currently seeking or hunting for anyone right now.
If one comes along that wishes to serve or fill a role in my life, I will welcome it and be open to what may lead to something good. However, I am content to walk my path, learn more, further refine my craft, and continue my path of growth. Play partners are always welcome, but again, I seek nothing right now except to see what happens next. If that something next happens to be you, then so be it.
What I have experienced:
I have been trained at Master Taino's Master Training Academy. It was there that I found a part of what was dormant inside me and was able to awaken it. I learned much and gained the main values and principles that I hold dear in the lifestyle: honor, respect, and integrity. I strive to walk the path of Master and will always do my best.
Mistakes are made as I journey, but I try to grow from them and find a way to keep going. As I continue my path, I find more of Myself waiting out there, and as I awaken further, I continue my growth and development always wondering what the next step will bring.
I am thankful beyond words to my mentor, Lord Ramirez. I learned a long time ago to always keep an ear open to wisdom when it comes, and pray that I am open to understanding it when does come.
Most importantly, it was he that showed me that to find what I seek in this life, I must simply be me and no other. While there are many out there that don't see the gifts I have or my value, the ones that do will find me because they seek me and what I have to offer. In the meantime, I will continue to move as I always have, in a forward direction and growing with each step.
Over the past 7 years, I have been fortunate to have slaves and submissives follow me as I have continued on the path that was meant for me. Though some were bad experiences, I have learned much and am thankful for each experience. The honest and honorable ones will be treasured always as well as missed. I miss my 2 previous slaves the most and though there were rough times, we all grew from our experiences and ended up far better than when each of us first began.
Should you desire, references can be provided if necessary.
I am currently a member of Black Rose and The Crucible communities.
Where my skills are:
cathartic flogging, florentine flogging, whips, impact play, shibari, energy work, fire play, electric play (TENS unit and violet wand), knifeplay, claws and fangs, age play, hypno play and more.
I currently focus mainly on improving my skills in whips, fire play, and shibari. Shibari especially has proven to be a whole new field for Me to run in and grow with so many possibilities to explore. I have learned to appreciate and value the difference in style and form that rope play offers.
My style is primarily along the lines of dark, sensual, and spiritual. However, I always try to ensure smiles and fun exists when possible.
There is entirely too much bad pain and misery in this world. There should be more joy and smiles. If your joys and smiles result from the good kind of pains, then I'm sure fun will ensue. On a side note, as a wolf, I am a very tactile person and fully appreciate and enjoy the comfort that touch can bring, inside and outside of scenes.
What I believe:
The path I walk is the path of a caring and loving Master. Those who submit to Me will be safe and loved.
A good Master provides for His slaves, loves His slaves, and helps them grow to better walk the paths they are on.
Through honor, respect, and integrity, a good Master proves His worth to those that offer their service and submission.
Though we all stumble at times while trying to uphold our codes, we must never give up and take the easy path of lies, manipulation, and dishonor. Because we commit ourselves to try and try again to be good and choose the better path, we are in fact choosing to take ourselves to a better place and way of being. It's not always easy, but I have chosen to keep trying.
Inside me dwells aspects of the fallen angel, Wolf, and Phoenix.
SkyWolf is a wolf with the wings of a fallen angel but colored by the Phoenix due to the various deaths and rebirths I have experienced in this lifetime.
Though in this lifetime I am a wolf and follow Totem of Wolf, I will always have My wings, and I will always be looking up waiting to go home.
Until that time comes, I have much work to do as I bring a lantern to the dark places I walk to share healing and peace with those I find. This my calling on my shamanic path.
Why I walk my path:
When I lead or guide someone, it fills or feeds a special place in my heart. Owning a slave, sub, little girl, or pet allows me to deepen the experience and find fulfillment just as they find fulfillment in being owned or serving. I never thought I'd find myself here on this path, but over the years I have realized that it has been waiting for me all along. This is now a part of me and I truly am glad to be here. I still have far to go, but I have learned that it only stops when I refuse to take the next step.
What really motivates me is that I simply have got to find out what lies beyond that next hill. I always hope it's something nice. The lightning sand traps have been most unpleasant.
Those that follow:
I lead the pack with my Alpha Female, Lady Eve. Her strength is great just like her heart.
We are strongly linked to each other and know that our union is not meant forever. I strongly support her new life that she is creating with her husband and she strongly supports my quest for the one Mate that will be my lifetime partner.
We await the one that will unite with me in mind, body, and soul and be my Mate that would submit to me while having the strength and purpose to lead others.
Because though I may be the top dog, so to speak, even I stumble, and even I fall. But We will not be lost for while I recover, I am confident that we will all be in good hands as she takes over and continues to lead the pack onwards.
Until that one appears, I will keep walking as best as I can leading the pack with my Mate and caring for those that come to us. Though we only number 8, we are a family. Life may scatter us and our attentions, but as I have learned recently, when the call goes out, we all appear together once more. I am thankful and honored they have chosen to be in my life this way.
"Pack is love, pack is family" is our credo.
What interests me:
Inside me also lies the heart of a child still trying to survive in this harsh world.
I am a big Geek at heart and I am a Gamer (video games and table-top) most of all. I am currently running Fading Suns.
I love Sci-Fi (cyberpunk, space opera, etc.), Fantasy, Spanish Wines (I make sangria), cooking (I make Paella, roasts, and much more), riding my cruiser motorcycle, anime, and improving my Mastery in new areas.
Sharp and witty humor, Marx Brothers, Monty Python, British Comedy, Mel Brooks, and Addams Family are my favorite styles.
Neil Gaiman and Jhonen Vasquez are some of my favorite authors.
Favorite movies or series: Serenity, Princess Bride, Firefly, Babylon 5, Farscape, Mel Brooks films, Addams Family (1st 2 movies and old series), Nightmare Before Christmas, Meet the Robinsons, Love Actually, What Dreams May Come, Neverwhere, Monty Python's Flying Circus, Allo Allo, Young Ones, Exosquad, Gamers movies, Lost Skeleton of Cadavra, Red Dwarf, Teen Titans, Justice League, Batman (the dark animated one), Family Guy, Robot Chicken, Venture Brothers, Metalacolypse, Lord of the Rings, Stargate SG-1, Rocky Horror Picture Show, George Carlin and Robin Williams stand-up comedy, Muppet Show and Muppet movies before Jim Henson died, Fraggle Rock, Dark Crystal, Forbidden Zone, Transformers the original series, Scrubs, Good Eats, Myth Busters, Avatar: The Last Airbender series, and the list grows...
Favorite Anime: Tenchi, Trigun, El-Hazard, Fruits Basket, Slayers, Record of Lodoss War, Bastard, FLCL, Naruto, Dragonball Z, Miyazaki films, Berserk, Cowboy Bebop, Outlaw Star, Fist of the North Star, Armitage the Third, Iria, and growing...
Favorite Bands: Delerium, Fields of Nephilim, Sisters of Mercy, Rosetta Stone, Lycia, Judith, Nightwish, After Forever, Tristania, Sirenia, Draconian, Combichrist, KMFDM, Front 242, Siouxie and the Banshees, Voltaire, VNV Nation, Covenant, Theater of Tragedy, Black Tape for a Blue Girl, Spanish guitar music, Neuroticfish, Assemblage 23, Grendel, Punto Omega, Cruxshadows, Joe Satriani, and many more...
Turn-Ons: Corsets, stockings, garters, silks, leather, intelligence, awakened souls, good body scent, clean comforting paws, gothic style, sensuality, honesty, pig tails, eyes, voice, geeks, furries, otherkin, and fellow dark sexual souls
Turn-Offs: Ignorance, closed mindedness, drama, deception, bad body scent, habitual smoking.
I accept that people have a right to smoke and so on. Even I enjoy an occasional cigar or clove. But my senses are enhanced a bit and the smell and taste of smoke from a habitual smoker bother me. It changes a person’s body taste, scent, and ages them faster. In short, it makes it difficult for Me to be around them, and makes it less likely I will want to play with them.
If after reading all of the above, you somehow chose to venture on and decide to contact Me as a potential submissive, pet, trainee, or slave, then you must either be really curious or you found something that you have been searching for. Who knows what will happen. However, I will be honest with what I prefer and expect.
You will provide a picture of yourself or a link to one with your message or you have one on your profile. If you do not, chances are that I will not reply unless I know you already.
Nude or erotic pictures, while they may be nice, are not necessary. I simply wish to see who you really are physically without trying to hide anything. My pictures clearly show all of me and if I can be honest and fully show or detail myself, I require others to do the same if they wish to deal with me.
I accept the beauty in each and every one of us, but a certain physical attraction or chemistry is necessary at some levels.
I work to keep my body in decent shape and I expect those that follow me to try to do the same.
Petite, Athletic, average, and body types slightly overweight but with nice curves are welcome.
Appearance is an important factor with me (good hygiene, body, attention to appearance, etc.) but a cool personality and a certain sensual or sexiness can go farther, especially if you are a fellow geek or nerd.
Intelligence is a Turn-On as I want my slaves, pets, and submissives to NOT be doormats nor mindless robots. Good conversation is the cornerstone of a good relationship.
Those who serve me must demonstrate the proper use of grammar and spelling to the best of their ability.
They must have an honest desire to walk with me: to learn, to grow, to serve, to discover, or even to simply have fun.
Remember, this is all about CHOICE.
Safe, sane, and consensual are the key words here. Although sometimes I play by RACK with people I have learned to trust a lot.
I take my path seriously.
If you give up control and surrender yourself to me, I will not betray your trust. I will keep you safe even from Myself.
As long as you are mine, I will take care of you, protect you, guide you on your path to serve me or help you find your own path to the best of my abilities.
My pack and people mean everything to Me.
If your path ends with me or takes you elsewhere, I wish nothing but happiness for you.
Life should be fun and enjoyable and I do my best to share that attitude.
So if you do not mind walking with an animalistic, spiritual, dark, playful, lustful, honest, and caring wolf, then it would please me to hear from you.
At the very least, I hope you have enjoyed what you have read here.
I live, I learn, I grow stronger everyday.
In the end, I just have to see what happens next.
Blessed be to you all.
This is my way for I am Master SkyWolf, and I wish you well.
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Ok. Ok. It's time to get back to living.
In the past year, I have had My heart broken many times and betrayed many times. I have had wonderful experiences and painful learning ones as well.
I thank all that have stayed with Me by My side and to those that felt neglected, I sincerely apologize.
This recent year involved family emergencies, job layoff, and personal health problems.
For now I have a job again and am starting to get health problems handled so I can live life again.
To all those that I have not replied in a message to, I am truly sorry that life forced Me to withdraw so deep and far away.
The past messages that I did not reply to have been deleted by the system and I do not remember who I have been dealing with, since I was away for so long.
I can only say that I will try to maintain My presence here and be available when My services or skills are needed to help.
That's all for now.
Eternaly wandering and growing,
--Master SkyWolf |
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And then I change....
After many years, I have now found a Mate.
She is the Lady Dawn and Her profile is LadyDawnBDSM
She is the strength that I have been seeking and the guidance that I require as well while I walk the path as Pack leader and Master.
At the same time, I also have a potential slave that is almost ready to accept My collar and I have such high hopes for her.
At the same time, I must recognize that one of My pack mates no longer returns phone calls from her pack and no longer respects or responds to her Alpha.
So with a heavy heart, we let her go, leave her alone for now, and move on.
When such a time occurs that she wishes to get her act together and rejoin us and talk to explain what she feared or desires, we will open talks gladly.
But her rank of Beta is stripped as she failed to uphold her responsibilties, which included active communication with her Alpha.
And then we change, and now we move on.
I thank all that helped Me on My path and miss those that left.
Take care all
--Master SkyWolf
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Life is interesting once more.
After the training academy, I have been meeting new people in the lifestyle.
I now have someone that may indeed wear My collar and sign a contract as a slave.
I have someone in AL that is new and I am guiding her on the path of submission and perhaps slavery to Me.
I have a friend who is a Mistress and We walk the same path. In fact, We are cut from same cloth and may be more connected than We realize and prepared for.
These 3 souls are drawn to Me and I find that I am drawn to them as well.
This is the kind of love and joy that I seek in the lifestyle.
It looks like I may find joy and more peace soon.
Ever walking on the path of a Master,
Master SkyWolf |
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So I just found out yesterday that my housemates will not renew the lease.
It comes down to that they can't follow a wolf and they just don't have a clue about pack mentality.
So they don't understand the need for a house to have a clear leader for for others to follow.
They were content in their laziness about not cleaning up properly, not
aking care of cat problems, and not following through with agreed
responsibilities.
They saw themselves as equals with Me, even though I pulled it together
to get this house, take care of house matters, and to take care of My
people, and make sure they were rewarded for following Me and helping
Me make the house better. They just lived in My house and stopped
making efforts to go forward and improve the household.
My friend is a Bear and his GF is more regular human than us, or at least me.
I guess that Wolves and Bears should not live together since a Wolf
will rise to take over while the bear will sit back and be content with
messes and a quiet cave.
At least they gave Me warning and were honest with Me, which is appreciated.
I now need to start saving for a car, since I have no bike, and be careful since I now lack extra funds.
I can maintain the house alone, but if I am to continue with my vision,
I will need people to help with upkeep while I am on road, and I don't
have the energy right now.
So I guess this is a blessing as well.
I can now renew My control over My house, and I can freely live the lifestyle and not have to hide anything in My house.
I can now begin to seek and accept potential slaves and pets once they fill out My application.
So in theory life will get better, but I will still miss My friends.
I will miss having others live under My roof and being happy.
So not only will I still sleep alone, I will be alone in My house, which is something I have not done in My life.
What can I say?
I'm a Wolf and this Wolf needs a pack.
Here's looking for the future and achieving my vision.
--Master SkyWolf
PS> If anyone knows of potential slaves, pets, service-submissives
that wishes to be part time, full time, or be trained, send them my way
and I will give an application to them once they show interest.
I intend to live the lifestyle properly.
Wish me luck.
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Ok.
I know this was supposed to chronicle My descent into the dark path of BDSM and the lifestyle.
However, the past 6 months have been the roughest of My life.
So I will be brief.
In February, I was fired for BS reasons from my job. It was a major life upheaval since I was fired while I was in the field and I have never been fired before.
In March, I went and checked out a potential slave.
Things went well until I made a fatal mistake, I fell in love with her and therefore lost all control.
In short, she burned Me badly.
I held true to my honor and helped her escape to a fellow Master to protect her from her abusive ex-Master and fiance.
I learned a LOT from the experience but I will be recovering for awhile. What can I say? My heart is big and I care for those who serve Me, even though at times it is too much.
In April through May, I found 2 submissives. 1 primary wanted to get into the scene and I trained her and taught her a lot. I learned to take people farther in the path and the second submissive joined us and it was a lot of fun for awhile.
When life further unbalanced Me from My ex, who still lived with Me, making things unpleasant and stressing Me out beyond recognition. So I released My submissives and tried to focus on stabilizing My life.
I wandered through the scene and in July, I met a great kindred spirit.
She and I are a LOT alike and I am happy to say that because of her and another, I now have My pack. Both are wolves and things have been getting better.
I had a month or 2 of fun play times but something was missing.
I realized that I needed to get training to experience the true connection with D/s or M/s.
It is through the exchange that My heart is fed and the true passion can be felt.
I found out about Master Taino's Master Training Academy and through a miracle of luck, I was able to get in.
I just finished the intensive training and workshops and I am proud to say that,
I NOW UNDERSTAND.
I have learned so much and have experienced so much.
My eyes have been opened as well as My heart.
My path has opened up before Me and I now walk the path of Master.
I see where I went wrong and where I went right.
I intend to be a worthy Master and find the ones to serve Me as I guide and care for them.
Whether my path ends as Master, Owner, or Dom, at least I walk proudly now and have found what makes Me happy for now.
If anyone wishes to walk with Me on My journey, I welcome friends and kindred spirits.
Thank you everyone.
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