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Honestly I have no idea how I should go about describing
myself. I'm a collection of wildly varying, and often seemingly
mutually exclusive ideals. I'm certainly a large part geek.
Throughout my college career I've been an Electrical Engineer,
Physics, Computer Science, Mathematics, and Physics major. I work
as a computer programmer for a Bone Marrow registry, and I'm pretty
inseparably married to anything technological. On the other side of
the coin, I have a creative side which is just as strong as my
geeky side. Every fiber of my being is saturated with my love for
music. I can't go 24 hours without refreshing my soul with music.
I'm nearly equally as fond of literature. I read voraciously (or at
least try to), and alomst obsessivly collect books. I'm completely
open about myself, and will talk about anything and everything from
my life no matter how awkward or painful the memories it dredges
up. At the same time, I'm painfully shy, and while I'm willing to
talk about anything, I generally won't volunteer information unless
reasonably directly asked about it. I'm a Satanist and a Busshist
at the same time. I find the most beauty in those things which are
generally considered dark and depressing. I find the most
interesting things and people are those which most people shun as
weird or bizzare. I can manage to be utterly alone in a crowded bar
full of people I know. I'm melancholy most of the time, yet am
always able to see the humor inherant in even the most dire
situations. I'm sensual and sexual, but tend to find cuddling on
the couch in front of a movie with someone with whom I feel a
strong connection to be far more arousing than sex with an
essential stranger. I don't know what else I can say. If this
hasn't given at least some small insight into my character, then I
don't think anything will...
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